I hope you choke on every word you said
You built me up just to wish me dead
You carved your lies into my skin like art
But every cut you made just froze my heart

If only you were around to see me now
I’m a walking scar, I’m a living letdown
You swore I’d never make it past the fall
Guess what—without you, I don’t care at all

You said I’d crumble once you walked away
I’d beg for scraps, I’d fade to gray
But I took your ghost and nailed it to the wall
So I’d remember who I hate most of all

If only you were around to see me now
I’m a walking scar, I’m a living letdown
You swore I’d never make it past the fall
Guess what—without you, I don’t care at all

I spit your name with venom in my throat
Every verse I write’s another suicide note
You wanted failure—well, here’s the proof
I’ll burn this stage just to spit on you

(gothmoneyhoes)

If only you were around to see me now

lain. @blindbylain