its russian rou-lett not russian rou-leyy sorry

i dont know how to fix myself

dont you wanna follow
ur heart is so hollow
dont u wanna hide
ur lurkin inside
what cant you see?
ur love was real to me
im drained but im still free
to do what i please
youre all in my head
ur just a daydream
the shit we talk about
kinda disturbs meee >.<
im sorry to those ive hurt
and the ones who trust me
i take back what i said
even if its still "fuck me"
dont let it go to ur head
to have an ego is to have an egodeathh ^v^
feeling kinda shitty
you dont even hear me anymoreeee
been taking pills
you cant walk right
you went face first into the floor
ur all in my head
ur just a daydream
the shit we talk abt
kinda disturbs meee
im sorry to those ive hurt
and the ones who trust me
i take back what i said
even if its still "fuck me"
to have an ego
is to have an egodeath
theres nothing inside me 
theres nothing left
:pppp

egodeath (ALL PLATS)

Id risk it all for you
I cant find myself in the blue
Cuz’ in the mirror i see you

And oh, i know its been a couple of years, this october, my dear im facing my fears
Dont ya know, when its cold, and no one is near
I can whisper scary stories right into your ear

Id risk it all for you
I cant find myself in the blue
Cuz’ in the mirror i see you

If i told you what i thought about you
You'd never look at me the same
If i said i was dreaming bout you, what would you even say
Its all in my brain
I guess youre the consequence of my mistakes
Guess ill tell you someday

Id risk it all for you
I cant find myself in the blue
Cuz’ in the mirror i see you

October

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Lyrics:


I never knew how i could say what i was going through
Cause i was never gonna say it any fucking ways
Fill my body with some pills so it can ease the pain
Im so dysphoric and i might just have to end my days

fill my body with a whole bunch of pills i dont wanna wake up tomorrow

lyrics:
i know that im not cool, im not cool x2

thought i was playing you i dont do that for fun
my lyrics shit my musics fucking buns
she said im done i knew she was a cunt
 said im gone i left without a response
(so i say)
i was greening out looking at green
she think she know me but she dont know im a fein
im 16 with some big dreams she left me she left me on seen
she didn't care don't care about me 
now im lost don't know what it means

Left me on seen..

That look on your face made it obvious
I want you to stay
But I hate you
Oh I hate you
One at a time
Oh I hate you
One last time
To look at you
I want you dead
I could care less
I'll put a bullet
Right through your chest x3


I’ve lost counting my days.

lain. @blindbylain