Quare?

Daily Drops

Summer Playlist

Lyrics:
There was trauma when you woke in the night
There was chaos when you started the fight
There were no winners or losers
Just plasters on bruises
And angry neighbours who turned on their lights

And no one can afford to go out
But you don’t have to shout so loud
We’ll get some cheap wine from Aldi and sit on the hill
And watch the sky as the bombers fly out

I’m just a little bit wiser just a little bit older
Just a little bit sadder just a little bit colder
You and me and trauma

You put the trauma in a box
And stored it in the loft
And then told me off
Because I’m either too sad 
Or not sad enough

We’ll take the lock down dog for a walk
Throw it snacks and throw it bones
Give it different pet names to make it confused
Will it be living with me or will it be living with you?

I’m just a little bit wiser and a little bit older
A little bitter sadder a little bit colder
You and me and trauma

You and me and trauma
I’m just a little bit wiser and a little bit older
I’m just a little bit wiser and a little bit older

You and me and the trauma

Lyrics:
When you try to explain that the feeling is a precious thing
Don’t just give it away its the start of everything
It will break your heart to see how fast the money goes
Then your climbing a wall under fire and you’re all alone

And we all fall down
In this roadkill town

There's a scar on youre face from the fight that you had at school
There's a primitive smile when the memory returns to you
Your were too locked down to reach out to anyone
Now your friends and foes have come and gone

And we all fall down
In this roadkill town
And we all fall down
In this roadkill town

They say love is drug but I’ve had better memories
All you energy goes in a rush like amphetamines
Play it cool, play it cold, play it dumb and then terminate
Leaving feelings of loss curled around you like a snake

In this roadkill town
In this roadkill town
And its all right now
And its all right now 
In this roadkill town

Roadkill Town

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/album/6AUOsDlFilSQe9lyHhAVqQ?si=Fu1NI2ZZRg-vZrdF9DKurg

YOUTUBE 
https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_kKto3tKdiYGhq8JVg9t2qWWLMeSW86KlA&si=RhYgnWyTUNDGiTG0

AMAZON MUSIC
https://music.amazon.it/albums/B0FVTF7NC6?ref=dm_sh_tXJcbiBTyiMfhM8gMJkrKmhZt

Speak to me softly

Tonight your eyes avoid mine  
There’s a question dancing in the shadows  
Do you still love me or has time put out our flame  
On the floor only dust and memories

Speak to me softly let me hear your voice  
Let the silence melt between us  
Tell me I’m wrong that everything is still real  
Speak to me softly let me hear your heart

Maybe the floor remembers our games  
How many nights chasing scattered dreams  
Now the silence is a jazz that makes noise  
And fear holds me tight within its notes

Speak to me softly let me hear your voice  
Let the silence melt between us  
Tell me I’m wrong that everything is still real  
Speak to me softly let me touch your heart

If there’s a truth hidden between us  
Don’t let it vanish in this cold  
Hold me tight even just for a moment  
Let me know that not everything is lost

Speak to me softly let me hear your voice  
Let the silence melt between us  
Tell me I’m wrong that everything is still real  
Speak to me softly let me hear your

Speak to me even with just a sigh  
Don’t leave me here lost in the void  
If this is the end tell me softly  
But look at me again just for a moment

Speak to me softly

Track 12 - “LOCKED IN” by Sierra Lucia

LOCKED IN

[Verse]
All my money's gone
I'm out of cigarettes
There's a voice inside my head
It says move on
(Move on)

[Verse]
All my friends are gone
I'm out of places to sleep
I don't remember when I last had something to eat
They said move on
(Move on)

[Chorus]
All I need is an honest woman
And a couch and a dog
A place to hang my hat
A door with a lock
A place to call home
A place to call my own
They said move on
(Move on)

[Verse]
There's a lady who keeps callin' me
She thinks I'm her son
She says that she loves me
But I think she's a fraud
And she says move on
(Move on)

[Bridge]
I need a doctor
A therapist too
An exorcist
A voodoo priestess
To pull me out of this mood
'Cause I can't move on
(Move on)

[Verse]
I'm on my last leg
I'm stuck in a rut
I'm down on my luck
And my  girlfriend's a slut
She said move on
(Move on)

[Chorus]
All I really need is some peace
And just a lil bit of space
Maybe a porch I can dream in
A bed I can sleep in
I just wanna feel like I belong
'Cause I'm tired of feeling gone
They said move on
(Move on)

[Bridge]
I need a healer
A saint or a spell
A midnight prophet
To drag me outta this hell
To tell me I should move on
'Cause I keep holding on
(Move on)

[Outro]
Move on
(Move on)
Ohh whoa oh
They said
Move on
(Move on)
Move
Move on ohh
(Move on)

Move On

Should know better
(demo- bad for your elf mix)

RYDRS IN THE CRIMSON SKYE

“I’m Tired” was born from a moment of raw honesty—written late at night last September, during one of those soul-deep seasons when life just feels like too much.

It’s not the tiredness that sleep fixes. It’s the exhaustion that comes from years of fighting, surviving, and hoping against the odds—a tiredness that lives in the spirit, in the quiet spaces behind closed doors.

As Mental Health Awareness Month ends, and as another birthday passes, I wanted to give voice to what so many feel but rarely say out loud: the loneliness of carrying pain in silence, the invisible battle behind the brave face, and the ache of wondering if we’re “too broken” to be loved or healed.

It’s about naming the struggle, without shame or apology, and letting the truth just be—because sometimes, survival is the victory.

This song is a confession, a sigh, a prayer to anyone who’s ever felt spent but still managed to show up for one more day.

It’s a reminder that you’re not alone, and that every breath—no matter how weary—is enough.

And for me, it’s a way of honoring my own journey, one circle ’round the sun at a time.

If you hear yourself in these words, this song is for you.

I'm Tired

Something to keep me warm

LYRICS:
There is something there 
Waiting in the dark
Feeding on your fear
Clawing at your heart
Seekers of the truth beware
We are not alone in here
The leaders are now lost
Time is only borrowed
Monsters walk among us
Run and they will follow

Sorrow is a long clear note
Sung by everybody’s ghost
Monsters walk among us
Ubi est deus tuus

How can I believe in our gods when they leave us to live in this seething mass of misfortune and suffering?

Ubi est deus tuus?

Music from the Hill- Indie rock from near Oxford, UK.
NIGHTSHIFT TOP TRACK FOR MONTH OCT 2025:  Review here: http://nightshiftmag.co.uk/2025/oct.pdf
Nightshift review from Nov 24 http://nightshiftmag.co.uk/2024/nov.pdf
Nightshift review Oct 2023 Top Track http://nightshiftmag.co.uk/2023/oct.pdf
Nightshift magazine demo review (Nov 2022): 
http://nightshiftmag.co.uk/2022/nov.pdf
Nightshift demo review from Jan 2022: http://nightshiftmag.co.uk/2022/jan.pdf
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RYDRS IN THE CRIMSON SKYE

Arrows of the Sun