lyrics:

i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind


2 am im bored
scrolling thru ig
seeing all the people
i dream to be
everyone like you
all your friends are cruel 
wanna be like her cause

she's a bad bitch
she's an addict
she's everything i wanted
but a pessimist
she's a conflict
she's a lillte prick
she's everything i wanna be


i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind
i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind

~

she don't give a fuck about drama no more
she don't give a fuck about boys in her path
she got black nails and pretty pretty eyes
and a pretty fucking smile

she's a bad bitch
she's an addict
she's everything i wanted
but a pessimist
she's a conflict
she's a lillte prick
she's everything i wanna be


i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind
i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind




like you

Self Prod.....<3 :P

Bitch I'm evolving, into something that you can't fathom
Is there something wrong with me?
I'll become a phantom
"I'm sorry"

Holding on yeah, girl I cannot
Don't come down here or we'll both rot
In the silence, all this violence

"I'm sorry"
"That I'm not a person anymore"
"I'm a problem"

I tell you this a thousand times, you don't know how to feel me
Oh my god, shut the fuck up you don't know a thing about me
I think you need to try before you even attempt to sell me
With all the lies that you said wouldn't kill me

I think I need something to hold me back (back)
I never wanted to love you, never like that
I need to ask a couple of questions before you attack (attack)
I just wanna love you, but you don't like that
I think its because you call me dumb and call me maniac (maniac)
Well I just think your stupid and a hypochondriac
I wanna tell you this before we all collapse (collapse)
I just want to let you know that I love you

Please don't go

Oh my fucking god, I can never fucking sleep
I don't know why you keep holding onto me
You call me a bitch, well I guess your the epitome
I swear to god there will never be a better me

"I like it when its dark but I also have like"
(Better me)
"A fear of the dark"
(Better me)
"Don't laugh at me I know it's stupid but like"
(Better me)
"I have my reasons"
(Better me)

WILL BE UPLOADED TO ALL PLATFORMS ON DEC 10 WOO WOO

epitome

self produced, (dawsin)
mix and mastered by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

[FOR THE BEST EXPERIENCE PLS WEAR HEADPHONES <3]

lyrics ♡:
(hush)

is it sad that i think that your right?
that im ugly? and that you hate the sight
of me, i can promise that its alright
its okay cause i get it all the time

you dont wanna live the same as my youth
i get stares as soon i walk in the room
i get anxious when i wake up and i see the moon
im a human and im not perfect too

i will never forget the pain that Yahiko suffered.
And now...
this world shall know pain. 
ALMIGHTY PUSH!"

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

im trapped 
in the walls
im not so sure what to do about it
pls help me
e-e-e-e-e-e-e
me

why do i feel this way?
why do i feel so much hate?
why dont you come lay my grave
and we will all be safe

I SAID WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY?
*way*
WHY DO I FEEL SO MUCH HATE?
WHY DONT YOU COME LAY MY GRAVE
AND WE WILL ALL BE SAFE

S-A-A-A-FE
S-A-A-A-FE
SAFE

*hush*
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𝕟𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣

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hate

[LYRICS]
you put me in overdrive 
i don’t want to waste the night 
and you keep cutting deep with those eyes 
and i keep losing sleep by your side 
can you breathe me in slow slow 
can you put on a show show 
cause you’re perfectly perfect 
and i’m perfectly imperfect 
don’t hesitate to put me back in my place 
youre wrapped around my waist 
and you deserve all the praise 

jealousy is slowly killin me 
i wanna be just like her
she’s a diamond im dirt 
she’s like the version of me 
the one that i couldn’t be 
now she’s under my arm 
i’m hoping i don’t break her heart 
and when the world is facing doom 
i wanna waste away with you

you put me in overdrive 
i don’t want to waste the night 
and you keep cutting deep with those eyes 
and i keep losing sleep by your side 
can you breathe me in slow slow 
can you put on a show show 
cause you’re perfectly perfect 
and i’m perfectly imperfect 
don’t hesitate to put me back in my place 
youre wrapped around my waist 
and you deserve all the praise

OVERDRIVE

OVERDRIVE [qyurisuu]

staring at the sun or staring at you?
butcher doug on all streaming
#spitRemix

spit-rouri404 (butcher doug remix)

Spit Remix -Asomnii

produced by me

lyrics:
kept in silence
need your guidance
it’s starting to feel like i’m slipping away
abandoned all hope
drowned in sorrow
left broken and paralyzed 

search for reason
thoughts conceited
while you’re left, wondering why

had to lose it all to gain a little bit
now i see the reason why my visions thin
i think i'm coming to an end
my blood it keeps on boiling
i hope that i don't ruin this
it’s all i ever wanted, but the feelings slipping through my hands
how am i this worried when i'm still a kid?
looking through these eyes the world seems so big
how am i this blinded when it's at it's end?
looking through these eyes the world seems so dead

conceited

[LYRICS]
oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in 

oh baby i’ve been all alone 
you hate me, no you don’t 
the smoke in this party are ghost 
they love me and hate me the most 
all the drugs that i take at the function awake 
i don’t wanna think about it but i know that you’ve changed
now you’re dancing with somebody putting drugs in your face
i should’ve known a little better i should’ve known my place 
you call me delusional i think that you’re right 
i’m not looking for answers i’m afraid what i’ll find

oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in

stay wild <3

LATER

LATER [dskeep + greyrock]

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

knee

Prod. by me
w/@ruevi
Cover pic by my gf <3

{Lyrics}
(Morri)
eternal agony
a sight that starts to bleed
a place where i can be
and hurt that i can see from here
i wanted to be seen
im not a nobody
my dreams are filled with fear
and i cant wake up from my dream

im a failure 
cant keep nothing i have intact
carousal my way out of life
ive had enough time
running out run away 
turn my back turn away
contemplate
bout my ways
that i wanted to
change
i feel insane
feel like im a waste

(Ruevi)
i couldnt save me
so im begging for mercy
my vision still blurry
and my mind is still bleeding

(Morri)
why do you do this
run through the moment
couldn't say my behaviour was toxic to me
eternal optimist
i make the best of it
couldnt say my behaviour was toxic to me

(Ruevi)
i couldnt save me
so im begging for mercy
my vision still blurry
and my mind is still bleeding

tell me everything i never want to hear again
tell me everything that is in your intend

one more just to let go
one more just to pass by
one more just to get close
one more just to feel alive

(Morri)
my toxic behaviour
has left me in the dust
i was covered in mud
after i crawled back up

im a failure 
cant keep nothing i have intact
carousal my way out of life
ive had enough time
running out run away 
turn my back turn away
contemplate
bout my ways
that i wanted to
change
i feel insane
feel like im a waste

Eternal w/Ruevi

butcher doug on all streaming 
indy 
this is a backlog

spit-rouri404 (butcher doug remix)

there is nothing shortening my life expectancy

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