Lyrics:

ain’t been writing for a minute
I been dealing with my bad decisions
Alone in my room
Refrainin from giving from my wrist some incisions
I feel like I’m lost my story is finished
My reputation been diminished
A stain on my own existence
Can’t handle the pain I’ve given 
To the people I love the most
Sorry really doesn’t cut it
You deserve a fucking toast
For sticking with me at my lowest even when I ain’t deserve it
You’re love for me was always strong even when I didn’t earn it
I miss the songs you would sing to me 
Your voice something like an angels
Sorry I ain’t brought much to the table
Pourin liquor like rain in april
Every morning wake up with a hangover 
Now every night I roll over expecting your touch
God dammit I miss you so much
Memories feel so vivid like I’m right back in that moment
And I wish we had some more to make cause I never did propose
Never got to be a family
Shii that mattered to me most
All thrown away for nothing
With myself I been disgusted
Tryna figure out where to go, from here I don’t really know
Feel like I’m on a sinking boat
And not a single sign of shore
I try hard to play it cool
But really I’m shook to my core
Can’t even look in the mirror I’m fearing that this is all I’ll ever know
Had to go fuck up a good thing
Seems like that’s all that I’m good for
Getting tossed round by the mood swings
I hate myself I’m an asshole
My plate gettin full think how imma handle all this when I can’t even stomach
What I just dealt with past few weeks I been feeling real helpless
Real real helpless
Ay, Real helpless
I been feeling real helpless
I been feeling real
I been feeling real
I been feeling real helpless
I been feeling real

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Vocals: Teslyne Junior, Sasha Che Allen
Guitar: Tiago Che, David Hernandez
Bass: Cisco Swank
Keys: Chris Martin
Drums: Cash O'Brien

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