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this is where it all ends

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(lyrics)  
(Verse 1)
 I dream of anime girls who tell me I can escape this world 
They know how much my life sucks, They know how hard I got fucked.    
(chorus)
You say that I'm killing myself 
I say that I'm escaping hell
point the trigger directly at my brain 
blast away at the source of my pain
(verse 2) 
I know it won't be painless 
it sure as hell won't be easy
but once I join them 
they'll do anything to please me. 
(bridge) 
you tell me not to kill myself 
your words are emptier than this broken hell
my only true support wants me to blow my fucking head off
one shot is all it takes , one shot and everything will be okay

Kill Myself

anime - negative xp (piano ver.)

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lyrics:

(verse 1 )
Fuck redbull, fuck rockstar, fuck coffee and amp, theres only one drink that makes me happy. Smells so good tastes so sweet its a carbonated dream, sugar sweet dopamine making me feel like me

(chorus)
cause I'm a caffeine head, without it I'd be dead, I've got a deficiency, I need monster energy

(verse 2)
Gives me a grip gives me a kick, fills me with inspiration, I can do anything when I'm on my  caffeine binge. I only feel okay when theres caffeine flowing through my brain. Take a sip, chug it down, It's a one way trip to caffeine town.

Caffeine Head

I Don’t Wanna Die

https://youtu.be/SuuzIvmsPzQ link to the video where I got it from 

this is either the first or second version of this song sodaboy has made

Sodaboy64 - Anne Frank

I sit alone in my room 
putting garbage bags on the window
so the light will not get through
ill do anything wont say no
ill make sure to set them free
I'll save them from this eternity 
of suffering you'll see
in the end you'll all be thanking me

elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all  these kids cuz
im a fucking loser 

I grab onto my gun
cuz I think its time to have some fun
I'm looking forward to getting it done
I'm gonna watch as they all run

elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all  these kids cuz
im a fucking loser 
elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all  these kids cuz
im a fucking loser 

I'm always laying alone 
alone all by myself
I dont feel anthing anymore
I think that im beyond help

im fucking killing all these cunt
im fucking drilling through their brains
im shooting all these fucking losers 
this is what they get for calling me insane
im a loser bitch 
that shoots at kids
but I have nothing else in life 
so I guess I'll savor it

elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all  these kids cuz
im a fucking loser 
elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all  these kids cuz
im a fucking loser 
elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all  these kids cuz
im a fucking loser 
elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all  these kids cuz
im a fucking loser

Elementary School

its about oyasumi punpun, chill on me

You show me your scars
bled on the backseat of the car
midnight drive committing crimes
both of us know its our time
dont like where u cut urself
only I should see u bleed
your dad hates it when i talk to you
he doesnt know about ur thigh tattoo

stick a needle in my eye
i'll never tire of your cries
you say i'll get cut if i leave
empty words dont mean a thing

hold a knife to my neck
i get cut if i misbehave
when you're gone i'll go right back
to where the cops had a wellness check
small disputes drive me insane
a noose is ready, its all in vain
when i die, im in isolation
flames burn dim compared to my separation

Abuse is a form of love

school shooter cover

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
they're so beautiful
they're really beautiful
if you really take the time
if you dream of you and i

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i

handguns are beautiful

Through The Fire

They say that being scared
Is part of growing up 
But even if I was all alone
I'd still be throwing up

No one seems to hear me
No matter how much I've said it
Every step's a mistake
On the path I am headed

Someone please take the wheel
I think I'm too young to drive
When things are getting a way too real
I wonder if I'm too young to die

Cuz I

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

I cry and say I feel bad
When I run from my problems
Because if I didn't do that
Then I'd have to try and solve them

I'm not strong enough to change
And I'm too lazy to care
I reach out for a friend
But I know no one is there

We feel things for each other
But every man dies alone
There ain't no future for me now
But that's something I've always known

This planet's filled with despair
And loneliness everlasting
So I'll pray for a world
A world as empty as me

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

No Guts (I Got)

i just upload music so i can listen to it, u can 2 :)

i also make music sometimes

anime - negative xp (piano ver.)

XO_LaNzA !! ★

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