from the original album I recorded in Mexico and Texas after driving across the country in a rusty little car that was older than I was in search of "the ideal place" to record. i can tell more about that trip for anyone who is curious

8 Going Out To Laura

this is the original album I recorded in Mexico and Texas after driving across the country in a rusty little car that was older than I was in search of "the ideal place" to record. i can tell more about that trip for anyone who is curious

7 Crystal

10 I Guess I Kinda Like You

13 Radio Man

11 Missing

artist: Alex Sharp Cole
title: ...what is happening to me?
(on the album: The Gamlestan Apartment Recordings)

The Gamlestan Apartment Recordings

what is happening to me?..

Alex Sharp Cole:  "...what is happening to me?"

Alex Sharp Cole:  "Beautiful Mind" - summer 2017

I’m losing my mind / girl, don’t judge me, I tried to be good / but the daggers are back in my brain, girl / i feel 'em like every day girl / its like these tiny diamond daggers burn the back of my eye lids / I feel so tired / but as much as I try, kids, i can’t sleep at night / so i use the booze to help me turn out the lights

now I’m into the dream and I’m screaming along and I’m writing a song, it was there all along -- but i can’t chase the feeling my life isn't real / God I just wanna feel / 

like I’m losing my ground / I’m out on the town / the booze hound chased me down / and I can’t get away from him this time /  that nose knows I done run a long time

but look at yourself / you think this only happens to somebody else? / Don’t judge me, hysterionic little girl / your pain is nothing compared to mine

as i looked in her eyes i saw that was a lie cause the way the eyes shine show me stories behind them / you dont understand / the dream felt so real / God, I just wanna feel / like I’m into the dream and I’m screaming' along when I’m written' a song so my soul has a mirror / but i can't fight the feeling that nothing is real / God. I just wanna feel / 

alive.


I'm Losing My Mind

lyrics:
i dont know, i dont know what is real, but i have to do what I feel..

i get so mad, i could try something bad, but i want to be free of love

my only girl, the soul of my world, she was looking for a porno job

in her eyes i would turn into something

i would just go insane

insane.


some nights i'm mad, i dont wanna be bad so i try to resist the urges
some nights i'm mad, i dont wanna be bad so i try to resist the urges
i try drugs but they ain't got the stuff 
i needed to live my life

my heart died when i found all her lies / my destiny enshrouded in darkness
i try to write cause it's better than violence for revenge in our hearts may destroy us
what is real, we just see what we feel. we chose the life that we wanted

this time.

found out what your real job was
found out what your real job was
found out what your real job was
found out what your real job was
found out what your real job was



Video #14 (46 is Perfect)

This is a an early version.  Must admit I like it:)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/1jwsOBU2KjcEzYgZUpNBr3

We Are Gonna Shine (alternate version, recorded  06-05-2013)

this is off the gamlestan apartment recordings

Alex Sharp Cole: "Past Away"

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Alex Sharp Cole: "...what is happening to me?"

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