needed this now more than ever, thank you beetlebug :)

hey guys, this is a song i wrote about four years ago that i re mixed and redid the vocals of, im still super proud of this song and i hope u guys like it too :]

lyrics:

plastic eyes frozen stare
answer me i know you're there
why do i feel so far away
when you're just behind the veil we share

my plastic heart begins to beat
as i hear the blissful message beep
i wander in electric dreams
is there nothing this machine can't do

for with you
in my hand i'm not alone
in mechanical 
in mechanical love
for you're with me
everywhere i go
in mechanical
in mechanical love

wires run under my skin
loose connections burn within
my mechanics whir too fast
feeling numb the light is dim

the static glare will sear my soul
as machinery fills in the hole
and so the credits start to roll
it's amazing how you see right through me

for with you
in my hand i'm not alone
in mechanical 
in mechanical love
for you're with me
everywhere i go
in mechanical
in mechanical love

[instrumental]

for with you
in my hand i'm not alone
in mechanical 
in mechanical love
for you're with me
everywhere i go
in mechanical
in mechanical love

mechanical

APPLE JUICE

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Gone By Morning

[Voiceover: yeah, I don’t think my mind’s really changed from the start. Yeah, but I, and you’re right, I can just stick around and figure it out, but I don’t really want to]

I shouldn’t relate to villains in cartoons
As much as I do
Guess that I need to
Grow a handle bar mustache
As soon as I do
I’ll fit the part
That you want me to (but I mean, uh…)

If you really truly want me gone by morning
I’ll do you one better, I’ll head out right now

I want to
Go any way where no one knows my name
Make it an adventure and never ever be the same
And I’d be to blame
Only me to blame
When I miss my appointments
And lose all my friends in this silly game of
Life would be alright if I left tonight
It’d never be the same
I’d gladly take the blame

I want to relate to heroes in cartoons
But I’m no Mary-Sue
Don’t know what to do
I don’t mean to wallow
Here in my sorrow
If heroes don’t cry then neither do I (I don’t cry) (Um but…)

If really truly want me gone by morning
I’ll do you one better, I’ll head out right now

I want to go any way where no one knows my name
Make it an adventure and never ever be the same
And I’d be to blame
Only me to blame
When I miss my appointments 
And lose who I am in this silly game of
Life would be alright if I left tonight
It’d never be the same
I’d gladly take the blame

I’m just a line in your book
You’re all the pages in mine
Why does it seem to happen like that every time
I’m just a line
I’m just a line
I’m just a line
I’m just a line
I’m just a line
I’m just a moment in time
A single beat and then I’m
Gone just as quick as I came
We never get to rewind
I’m skipping town, I’m leaving now, I’m leaving I’m
Leaving before I’m out of time

Cause I, oh I

I want to go somewhere where no one knows my name
Say hi to every stranger
And never outgrow video games
And I’d be to blame, oh I’d be to blame
When I lose my job, to dress like a pirate every day of my 
Life would be alright if I left tonight
It’d never be the same
And I’d gladly take the blame
It’d never be the same
Where no one knows my name (ooo)

Where no one knows my name

Gone By Morning

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written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by madilyn mei

lyrics:

Where do snails go during the day?
They’re probably somewhere playing video games
I’m sad they feel the need to go away
Go away

Where’s the chapel where the mantis pray?
The leaves grow green then fall away
In reddish shades that crumple under six long legs
Leading me along, the children sing a song
And I’d like to turn around
But I know I’m not that strong

I’m missing a house
That I’ve never called home
I’m missing a time that I’ve never known
I remember a tree, had a whole leaf of my own
But now we’re reaching spring
Was it just a dream? I don’t know

I don’t know
What do I know?
What do I know?
What do I know?

They warn of snakes in search of prey
The stories scare me so I stay
At the chapel where the mantis pray
And every day
They lead me along
The children hum a hymn
And I’d like to run away
But to leave would be a sin

I’m missing a house
That I’ve never called home
I’m missing a time that I’ve never known
I remember a song, I sung along
But how did it go?
Well, now I’m reaching spring
Probably just a dream
I should let go

Six legs, tippy tappy toes
Climbing to the podium on Sunday
I was a tadpole at the time
So I don’t remember much
About what he had to say

Faces, beady little eyes
Larva always cries
Beetle does the same
Now it remains a dream
A distant memory that itches my brain

Six legs, tippy tappy toes
Climbing to the podium on Sunday
I was a bunny (I was a kitten) at the time
So I don’t remember much
About what he had to say

Faces, beady little eyes
Larva always cries
Beetle does the same
Now it remains a dream
A distant memory that itches my brain

Now it remains a dream
A distant memory that itches my brain

Now it remains a dream
A distant memory that itches my brain

The Chapel

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written and composed by madilyn mei 
artwork by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny 
mastered by joe hutchinson

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Lyrics:
Tea leaves sit at the bottom of my cup
I hate the taste but I’m sick
You heat it and I hold it mostly just to warm my hands
I'm more of a hot cocoa kid

You could never swallow pills when you were young
But now you seem to have no problem

Tea leaves sit at the bottom of my cup
You ask me “jelly, jam, or butter?”
You’re busy in the other room
Doing who knows what
Bread burns, but you make another

Smoke from the toast is a breath of fresh air

Tear drops sit at the bottom of my cup
Why does everyone place faith in the future?
Looking for umbrellas for when the drought is done
We found a pretty one on the computer

I don’t understand why you hurt you
When you take such good care of me

Am I allowed to be sad about these things?

To Exist With You

Tea Leaves

all ash is snow

all ash is snow (feat. Hugh Stanway)

until the end

embers

Music by Amy Caldwell,lyrics by A.Caldwell and Dawn Sinclair

Symphonic Folk Heart.

One Last Hurrah

Knotted Constellations

hi!! my name is auri, im a singer sngwriter from the uk and i make videos/songs and stream and stuff, u can find me on youtube !!!

all ash is snow (feat. Hugh Stanway)

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