miserable

produced by oilcolor
lyrics by @nothingnowheremusic & @ivy-official-mist

n,n:
tell me all all your thoughts
when you can’t say em out loud  
said she wanna skip town 
take a train going southbound   
i know i’m not the guy 
that you need in your life now
skinny motherfucker
know i stay in the background 

are you thinking of me?
well i’ve been thinking of you
you know i love running my mouth  
with out thinking it through 
haven’t cared in a minute and see 
i’m scared to admit it but its true
the only thing i loved was always you  

imma pack my shit 
imma end this quick  
cause life aint shit 
man, lifes a bitch 
i said i’ve been doing well
nah, i’ve been sick 
fucked up in the brain mane
it’s a damn shame


Mr. Mist:
say no lies please let me rest
rest your head up against my chest
hear the beat as it's slowing down
remember me till I hit the ground
Blossomed truths were ripped apart
left my lungs ready to depart
of my hard heart meets me in the frame 
with my last breath to call your name

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no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

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move wit jay on guitar
idk why
i feel in love

jay rips guitars
i reach for the stars
after i dive in
you wrap in my arms again

i know its
love i can never control it
when i try to numb it down
i can never stop myself
breakin dashboards
swerving through the city like a crash course
fuck wit jay nd ima pull up like a task force!
neva begging I'm just taking what i asked for

you never felt the pressure like i did
wake up for years with bags on my eyelids
you don't like it
but i keep trying 
you keep on fighting
nd trying to confine it

spend a bag on that bitch and make a scene
she's the one i would see in my dreams
walk around while i flex all my bling
pull the smoke lose my breath and release

jay rips guitars
i know you want
me in the silence
to fall in your arms
i love the silence
and to lay in the dark
fucking me violent
and speak with our hearts again...

x2

i go away for a minute
acting like im living but im really never grinning
smoke a sac and lay a track and start spinning
head spinning
cup sippin
fuck around and ima turn into a ghost
angel tears fall when i sing at the shows
scream when i can cause i need you the most
live for the love that we share in our souls

move wit jay on guitar
i reach for stars
i don't know why its
so hard to move on
we're lost in violence
and the weight of my heart
i wish for silence
and a place to restart again...

speak with our hearts (prod. jay vee)

no samples
guitars by 1080p dreams
prod. @prodbyglacier

LYRICS:

laying in my bed, once again
trying to convince myself
that all those times we shared didn't mean that much to me
like every pointless afternoon in your room
watching your dvd collection
i always failed to mention that your favorite movies are dumb
and i hate them
but i still love you
even though you left me feeling lonely, empty and confused
what the fuck was that about?
now i'm trying to find a lesson
but i'm stuck with all these questions 
at a dead end
and i'm stressing
it's depressing cause i feel like i lost my best friend
do you know that feeling too?
and no, i'm not naive
i know you have your reasons
and i'll try my best to see them
and not be bitter and resentful
but i couldn't help think of our potential
couldn't you see it too?
i guess not
now everything we were is just an overused melody
everything we were is just me singing loud out of key
everything we were is just an overused melody
in this shitty song that i created when i was sad and all alone
(sorry about last summer when i broke your heart into a thousand pieces, just wait until wintertime to see if you'll be okay)

i'm sorry about last summer(prod. by glacier)

producer. @lightbodyent
guitar written by @Tylerburkhart
https://soundcloud.com/tylerburkhart/i-want-to-drown-in-snow

i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
inside
i don’t want to live
but ill stay alive
i don’t want to leave
so ill make time
you don’t tell the truth
so you make lies
i cried
i cried again
last night flowers in my bed
last night i lost my best friend 
last nights flowers torn to shreds
last night our love wound up dead
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
inside
our love subsides i don’t feel right
pin me down you eat my insides
like a spider pull me in
kiss my neck make my blood thin
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
your pain inside

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Last Nights Flowers - (prod. lightbody)

forget you

https://youtu.be/nBKyxR9hZi0
art by matt davis @evanxflow 
this is a song about lowering your standards because you feel alone. 
quotes are from a movie called Harold and Maude .
idk i was on some sam smith shit on this one .
vocals recorded mixed and mastered by tristen whitehead

@yungscuffonline - Love You Spitefully (Prod. Lederrick & Holt Stairs)

93FEETOFSMOKE - Miserable Together Ft VELVETEARS

sinking thru my sheets [video in desc.]

@93feetofsmoke

guitar played by me

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lyrics:

i know that i messed up i deserve that
still i held the hope that id find my way...

but everything changes 
nothing can stay
sooner or later it all fades away
all but the scars
that were left in your place
a daily reminder of my last mistakes

so
i dont think i want this anymore
not like this
i know youre his
but still i cant resist your voice
i know that i messed up
i deserve that
still i held the hope 
that id find my way back
back to your arms
where im not alone
back to the only place ive felt like home

Nothing Can Stay [prod 93FEETOFSMOKE & dub]

prod @4evrgone i jus added sum bass <3

found myself so thin
downing bottles again
I don't care what you did
just wanna distance myself

from the old bleeding well
from those posts seeking help
know I can't accept shit 
so just go on without me

just get on without me 
know it won't be harming 
know you won't be hurting 
from much that's been haunting me

and that's fine

leave it up to me 
let me fucking bleed 
let me stay 
x3 

it never really mattered anyway

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

https://open.spotify.com/track/4SyKnSUTgKkTjAZETcQJ01?si=wqCOaZ7zRLy2ZJAeTL0OLg

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shinigami - memories of you (prod. 4evr)

Twitter and Instagram @yungscuffonline
Artwork by evanxflow
vocals recorded, mixed and mastered by Tristen Whitehead

@yungscuffonline - Nightlight (prod. capcombrent)

prod: @capngrim

lyrics:
baby your love for me
was the only thing
keepin me away
from home
cuz all i know is pain
its the only thing 
i know

do you wanna die with me?
ive been high all day
its the only escape that works
i hope i die today
my life lines frayed
it shows

now youre comin back to me
but i wont pick up the phone
think you forgot bout me
its not that easy
dont hit me up, im gone

ive been drunk every night this week
dodge these feelings and go to sleep
but its hard to lay here all alone
dont wanna talk, just want some dome

Follow me <3

all i know is pain (prod. cap'n grim)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_noynJ4lpBQ

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wasting time with you

Like You Cared (prod. Dimma)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/taylor

[lyrics]
I been doing better babe believe me
Take my hand and say you’ll never leave me
Open your eyes I want you to see me
When we love each other there’s a meaning 

Turn the lights down
Baby lay down
Let’s talk about
When we were younger
Reasons I’ve found
In bottles I’ve downed
Fuck it was easier 
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger

I been doing better babe believe me
Take my hand and say you’ll never leave me
Open your eyes I want you to see me
When we love each other there’s a meaning 

When we love each other there’s a meaning I’ve found
That I’ve searched for for years digging through solid ground 
I used to dream of suicide and the day I would end this 
Before you came along I didn’t know I’d get through this
I used to crush up pills my nose was bloody with stress
But baby now you make my demons talk to me less
What can I say 
You make the pain go away 

Turn the lights down
Baby lay down
Lets talk about
When we were younger
Reasons I’ve found
In bottles I’ve downed
Fuck it was easier 
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger

miserable

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