inside/ improvised

monologue

virgo (11/08/22 improvisation)

My attempt to improvise with the guitar while having really long nails and a sore throat

Jerusalem

ginger angelica

gross and loud and distorted


I’m sorry you can’t walk into my house with your shoes on
But you can step all over me with your dirty boots when we’re alone 
At some corner of some street at night
Careful not to break this vase my mother bought
But you can break my back and carry my spine around like a trophy if you want
Whatever you want
All you want is to not feel lonely
It doesn’t matter what it’s doing to me
You’re happy as long as there’s a mouth for your tongue to pursue
And it’s breaking my heart into two
That this time it’s not me
That it was never me
That it will never be me

boots

main: soundcloud.com/exitsenses
intimate, pointless

‎gülce