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Goodnight & Goodbye -  Mree

Download on iTunes: http://po.st/LIGyt
or Google Play: http://po.st/LIGgp

Taken from the debut album 'Chaos And The Calm' - available to download now:
iTunes - http://po.st/CATCi 
Amazon - http://po.st/CATCa 
Google Play - http://po.st/CATCg

Listen/Share on Spotify: http://po.st/JamesBaySpotify

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http://www.youtube.com/jamesbayofficial

Let It Go

Buy on iTunes

Sad Song - We The Kings ft. Elena Coats (cover)

@alinabaraz

Artwork by: Oska
instagram.com/oskadesign

Alina Baraz & Galimatias - Can I

Novo Amor
https://soundcloud.com/novo-amor
https://www.facebook.com/novoamorsongs
https://twitter.com/nvoamr
https://www.youtube.com/user/novoamoroffical

Picture by Rosie Anne Proser
https://flic.kr/p/oeeEt1
https://www.facebook.com/RosieAnnePhotography
http://www.rosieanneprosser.com/

Sheepy on Spotify
http://bit.ly/MrSuicideSheepSpotify

Anchor

Download

Novo Amor - Anchor

2016-11-17
Composed/lyrics by CIKI
All instruments by CIKI

Baby Crush

The Script

The Script - Breakeven

it's been a long time coming, but here it is, i hope you all like it

chords: Dmin G C C7

lyrics:
i’m happy for you
i’m smiling for you
i’d do anything 
for you for you

it’s always for you
and never or me
i need it to stop 
so let me tell you please

i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely 
but i can’t tell you 
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

how many times
must i keep it inside
i need to let go 
and i swear that i’ve tried

but opening up 
means trusting others
and that’s just too much, 
i don’t want to bother

so i’ll keep it inside 
and bury it deep
i know it’s not healthy 
but you won’t hear a peep

though i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely
i could never tell you
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

something

buy it here!

feelings are fatal

An original song by me!
Producing and harmonising by pig : soundcloud.com/pigsongs
Whistling by Tara!
Cover art by guess who?

Coffee

2017-12-01 (Remastered  2017-12-14)
Composed/lyrics by CIKI
Guitar by 형우, CIKI
Bass by @vinternoon

1
i wish love you
아무도 모르지
어떻게든 너와 만나서 예쁜

거짓말은 이제 아닐 거야
부디 내게 있어줄래 이대로

2
있잖아, 이게 다 꿈이었음 해
내일 아침에도 일어나

둘이 마시던 차와
나긋한 목소리가 울려, 괜찮다고

Ocean, 우리 마지막으로 본 영화
Pink Paint 들고 있던 Betty
보다 네가 더 죽일 듯 아름다워 그니까

3
이제는 날 지겹다고 말해
아무래도 괜찮다고 말해

언제부터 그랬냐고 물을 때
네 표정엔 쓴웃음만이 가득해

내 슬픔을 견딜 수가 없어요
외로워서 죽을 것만 같아요

어쩌다 다른 사랑을 해도 널
영원히 잊을 수가 없어요

4
날 죽일 것만 같은 네게 병이 돼
주변에선 외면하고 다른 얘길 해

i know, 이제는 없지
어딜 가도 목소리만 들려와, 맞지?

이젠 네가 날 데리러 와줘
아무 말도 없이 날 세게 안아줘

지금은 오직 널 만나고 싶어
태어나길 잘했다고 말할 수 있게

5
i was thinking you are
if i could live without you
너 없이 내가 뭘 해, 아무것도 못해
이제 나도 견딜 수 없어

그때는 네가 기다리는 거야
너와 내가 만날 수 있도록
always stay, always stay
did you die for me?

6
it's killing me i loved you
don't love everything


*ciki comment
태어나서 쓴 곡 중 가장 힘들었고 오래 걸린 것 같습니다

Syndrome

Be Somebody - CHR Single from "The End Is Where We Begin"

Be Somebody

Listen to :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J-mUOX7bqj0

Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/5TntumHgE2BTT0qs4TwgVn

Spotify

Bite Your Soul (feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

please. stay with me.

original: olivia ruby - i wrote a song for you.
https://youtu.be/9BTC6rzqC3c

socials:
https://soundcloud.com/oliviaaruby
https://youtube.com/oliviaruby
https://instagram.com/oliviaaruby
https://twitter.com/oliviaaruby

nourish. spotify playlists
selected: http://spoti.fi/2eKbsLL
lofi & chill: http://spoti.fi/2fIfmba
uploads: http://spoti.fi/2Dm8T2A

on youtube
https://goo.gl/N2YMpB

kina
https://soundcloud.com/kinabeats
https://instagram.com/kinabeats

nourish.
https://soundcloud.com/nourish
https://nourish.live
https://youtube.com/nourish
https://facebook.com/nourishmusic
https://instagram.com/nourishmusic
https://twitter.com/nourishmusic

watch on youtube

olivia ruby - i wrote a song for you (kina rework)

Elijah Who - Wednesday Girl [feat. Slchld] (w Aso Kudasai And Peachy!)

this song is for anyone who just wants to fit in. I feel you :) 





various loops provided by looperman

smoking for the aesthetic

I bought a uke this afternoon!! Mix is bad sorry, I made this in like 3 hours. Might make it better later...idk just felt like getting it out

waste my time

Listen to : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5fQPaqyN4w&list=PLhVOJsBrKOgTS3a57VF9j1SkCFuvptmKK&index=14

XXXTENTACION - Sad (Kid Travis Cover Version) 
HYE SUNG flip redit version 
is non-commercial song
RIP X

hi hi! so excited to release this song and for you all the hear it. it’s been a crazy process to make and produce it, but i am hoping you all like it just as much as i do! bonus points if you can figure out who chet is haha

also, this time around i would love to see some edits or remixes of the song from you all! i know i don’t typically do that, but it would be so cool to see what you all can come up with. here’s the link for the song’s vocal stems! http://bit.ly/chetstems

hope ya like it :-)

stream or download here: https://mxmtoon.ffm.to/ifeellikechet

i feel like chet

here it is, my new song! i hope you all enjoy it :-) working on this song was really meaningful and i am so happy with how it turned out. hope you all wanted some more sad vibes to listen to haha

lyrics:

My skin is a story
With marks and lines
It makes me feel weary 

My face is like a galaxy 
With spotty freckle stars 
No sense of gravity 

Even with the good
The bad feels so much stronger
My inner demons always win
And in my mind they saunter 

So many things 
That i’ve come to hate
Line my body 
And caress my face 
I feel so frail
And empty too 
Like a china tea cup
With dried out glue 

I am made of porcelain 
Cracking now and then 
It wears my down

I am made of porcelain
I look okay but I am breaking down
Over and over again
Over and over….

Stretches and patches
Corrupt my flesh
Slowly eating away 
Any confidence that’s left

I really wish 
I wouldn’t let
My appearance
Dictate how much i fret

Because they say what’s inside is what really matters

But I really can’t 
Seem to ignore
The parts of me
That I abhor 

It makes me feel like I am weak and battered 

I am made of porcelain 
Cracking now and then 
It wears my down

I am made of porcelain
I look okay but I am breaking down
Over and over again
Oh, over and over….

(Ooo break)

porcelain

-first verse + chorus-

Wrote you a letter
Now that I’m here without you
Hope that you’re better
Hope that you found someone new
Cause I'm getting older
Know that I've changed
And I can't go back now
Nothing's the same
But I won't forget how
You called my name
When I was afraid
And now I'm afraid
Will you remember me
Will you remember the way that I was
Will you remember me
Will you remember the way that you felt when you're next to me

Will you remember
Do you remember me
Do you remember
Will you remember me

UMI: https://soundcloud.com/whoisumi

Instrumental:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9REplQX5Zzs
Alexander Ryan

[Photo from pinterest. Edited by @linadal ]
artist: https://www.instagram.com/shinmorae_/
@linadal

UMI - Remember Me

slow dancing in the dark joji but sora

First collab! Shoutout Chris Wright. You're a G

Chris Wright:
https://soundcloud.com/chriswrightotj
https://twitter.com/chriswrightotj
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2PUZljI6YOKycWygjY6EQV

Art by Jesse Perez:
https://www.instagram.com/jesseprz03/?hl=en
https://twitter.com/Pb_andjesse?lang=en
https://soundcloud.com/lil_mochi

slow dancing in the dark joji but sora

yeyeyoyo