deep october

I honestly can’t remember who produced this only reason I’m posting here and not main. 2019.

fox fur blanket

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

eyes heavy, I'm tired

eyes heavy, im tired (prod. suni vega)

smile

white freckles (prod. senshei) 2019

we can rest our eyes (prod. taurs)

for once (prod. jouska)

raw vocal lil cypher session I did with Eadith peak pandemic durning quarantine

even then (prod. eadith)

Tethered in separation
Newfound desperation
Thru me, thru the moon
It’s in my imagination 
In a perfect situation 
With me, is you

You cut right thru me
With rusty spoons
You make me blue, baby
You cut right thru

(You cut right thru
You cut right thru, oh yes you do
You cut right thru, you cut right thru)

Smothered by medication
Newfound inspiration
Thru me, thru you
It’s all an amalgamation
With a big stipulation
For me, from you

You cut right thru me
With rusty spoons
You make me blue, baby
You cut right thru
You cut right thru me
With rusty spoons
You make me blue, baby
You cut right thru

(You cut right thru
You cut right thru, oh yes you do
You cut right thru, you cut right thru)

cut right thru

your skin in the rain
sunlight in your eyes
forgot how to panic
I'll go wherever you go
on different doses of Xanax 
still don't know how far I drove
Memories are vague
How did I survive?
I find the advantage 
of a damaged frontal lobe
I struggle to understand it
Understand that's how it goes
Stars talk to the planets 
as they're dancing into motion
I promoted damaged now I'm managing emotions
Been stuck in a fantasy 
Ain't plan to see psychosis 
I never claimed sanity when my hands where your throat is
open
your eyes before I close them
How can I break barriers down if you never show them
shit just gets way scarier when they're out in the open
I like when you barrier the so deep they can't get broken

Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week
and still there's
Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week

can you tell me why
is it hard to think 
there's a part of me 
that I held inside
is it difficult
just to listen to
a compelling lie
and it makes more sense
just to hate that bitch from a healthy side
lied to myself
because I knew it'd help
If I felt she died
Well it must be nice
Can you say the same?
spent a month or five
on the cusp of change
I've been stuck inside
for a hundred days
with the butterflies 
from the stomach pains
and the doves that fly
in front of my face...
Doves that fly in front of my face

Your Skin

Your Skin (prod. neverforever)

without a friend ft Deep October

that's just revenge (prod. pearlblade)

visine (prod. thornskin)

Bed With Snakes (prod. Eadith)

“I’ve Been Drowning in Deep Waters” captures the raw struggle of holding on when life pulls you under. The song paints a vivid picture of vulnerability—balancing between survival and surrender, safety and loss. Its lyrics evoke a haunting imagery of floating on love’s fragile strength while unseen depths whisper truths and fears. With an atmospheric tone, it blends emotional weight and poetic reflection, resonating with anyone who has fought to stay afloat in uncertainty. Both tender and powerful, the track embodies resilience in the face of overwhelming tides, leaving listeners immersed in its emotional current.

Deep waters

deep october's throw aways and deleted songs

@fatherfuneral

for once (prod. jouska)

DEEP OCTOBER ARCHIVE

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