foundational track is by EnigmaCurry @enigmacurry
One Hundred Fives : https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/one-hundred-fives
additional fixings & final mix by Arma Ignifera @herronsound
lyrics & voice, their pre-mix & artwork by Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

lyrics based on the poem "My Mistake"
https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2016/09/08/my-mistake/
other songs from the past that use this poem as well are here:
https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum/sets/my-mistakey

MY MISTAKE
------------------
I lacked that tenacity you forecasted for me
last week

I lost my grip

the steadfastness and patience
you prayed for
was lost on me
the way pages are lost flinging
from an open case

tattered, worn/leathered
open case
that files away
unanswered questions, as if they never         pile up

my resolute demeanour that
escapes me now
I boasted so gracefully

with rough tongue i do
lick my wounds
and tears i kept for too long
do well to subdue
the promise of your return

I lie with hope every night
leaving myself alone

that determination you thought you saw in my eyes
was certain, daunting anger
hidden rage barking in the voice of hate

so righteous I became;
the director and projector of my pain

when the truth is a story of the choiceless one must
begin again

such a clean-slate you flung at me
all it caught was this ego-stenched
pungent smell of fury

it drips over my every move
like poison to fool
those blessings you shower upon me now
those borrowed tears I’ve used
trying to wipe away my mistake –
my de-robed mind

Begin Again | A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

The man from Palestine

push through pain, push through hurts, push through depression push through to reach the hem of Jesus' coat and be healed.

I Push Through

I place my coldest hand on my warmest heart
Creation starts
I see the vapor rise
See the swirling start
Watch the swirling start

I'm in the eye of my own hurricane
But I know where I’m going and from where I came

I see the needle spinning in backwards time
Counterclockwise
But I just keep on digging
It’s a dangerous game
But it'll light a fire

I'm in the eye of my own hurricane
And I’m creating this cause it keeps me sane

Hurricane

Original by FPMORINSTUDIO/Francois Pierre Morin ,Composer

THEME Guitar And Synth 13 12 2020

All my music is freely downloadable once again, use them for singing/rapping/remixing (non commercially)i'm struggling to find artists to record so please repost & share if you like it and would like to hear someone record vocals on it.

please give credit in the title if you use a track and i will repost it, if you monetize something using my work through soundcloud repost please consider adding me to split pay

if you wanna show you appreciation please consider donating via the link to help me pay my bills and spend more time on music 
though i do not expect to make any music from my music it would be greatly appreciated. 
If you donate and link the track you made in the donation comment i will repost it on my profile.
thanks <3

https://donorbox.org/support-stabhappy

Donate

0320

Dreaming of summer on a cold Cleveland winter day!
@2020 Pamela Illanes-Tatsuoka.All Rights Reserved
This piece comes directly from my Finale scores.

Summer Memories

"Interstellar Magnetic Song"  Album N°14

1- 023,
At 3:20 in the morning, my Moog hung on to a melody... by tinkering with it a bit, he got me off the track in 2'14". I was very happy with him, but in the morning I triturated an extra potard... and here comes 023!

___🎹_____A_N_O_T_H_E_R___M_U_S_I_C_____🎹___

🛠 - Made with MOOG & Modular / Multi-tracks
🎹 - Composed, arranged, performed, produced by Pier WILL & Studio 4H09
🔲 - Artwork  -  Pier WILL
🙏 - Acknowledgements - Ableton, Arturia, Audacity, Cantabile, MSI, Focusrite, Korg, M-Audio, Sony, SoundCloud, Teac, Techniks, Yamaha.
⚙️ - #Ambient #Movies #Electro #Experimental #Minimal #Space 

❤️Love, 🕊️Peace, 🙏Respect

1 - 023

Are We Getting There?  Our original looks at the moment in time and new year with both large questions looming but also with hope and optimism.   Annie creates the emotional plea and Alan on both a blazing keyboard and guitar solos sets the tone.  And with Georg and Pinner, the intensity only goes up further.  Can't say enough about everyone here so just enjoy the music.    
https://soundcloud.com/georg-boehme  https://www.georg-boehme.de
https://soundcloud.com/almal-4
https://soundcloud.com/pinner
https://soundcloud.com/annie-smart-1
https://soundcloud.com/user-949559825


Thanks as always for your generous time listening, for your comments and for your shares.

Are We Getting There? - Georg Boehme / Alan Hamilton / Stephan Lipinski / Annie Smart / Jamie Rhind

The dance of the dragonfly.

River Kwai

I write music to encourage, inspire and uplift with a message of hope that lives in the truth. I share my life through music and I share how Jesus is in the mix. Thanks to all those that support the music.

I Push Through

Apostles Apprentice