Lyrics -

If ima fuck it up then shit, let’s do it over supernova stuffed inside this blunt
If there’s a salad in this bitch, no point to do it over lunch
But I can tell you missed the point and damn this roach is almost done 
let’s keep ‘em in rotation so we don’t run out of fun 
As I stand before the barrel of your gun 
All sensations lost my body weakens, I go numb 
It’s like I’ve seen something i know I  shouldn’t have now I’m stuck 
I was comfortable love, haven’t you ruined enough 

I get this sense of neglect right when you enter my mind 
Isn’t it obvious we’ve wasted our time 

Look how i fucked it up again 
Now the memories are ashes in the tray beside my bed 
Shit I took it to the head 
And leaves my conscience feeling fresh 
But that’s never what I get 
Now I don’t know

The Ruiner

I really appreciate all of the support recently, fr I appreciate you!

Lyrics:
Yeah 
Yeah 
My pulse is getting faint and soon the screen will surly turn black 
As the error code attacks, it’s not too late for you to turn back 

All the time that you spent by my side 
Why’d you waste away your life 
If you knew I wouldn’t like that 
I’m in a daze, feel like such a parasite 
Reassure that’s it’s alright 
Cause you’re much to weak to fight back 



Now my skin’s turning blue and I can’t breathe 
Hopefully this is all just a bad dream 
This is not what I imagined 
How’d it happen 
It’s like its always fuck me, how tragic

Fight Back

I have this daily fear i've lived my best, and theres nothing left to come
like these constant notions i piece together don't fuck with me enough
is it the self esteem or the overwhelming selfishness in my blood?
or how i settle down in past mistakes to mask what i've become

i lie awake

atleast im honest
fuck the things you promised
these thoughts engraved inside me make me vomit
atleast im honest 
fuck the things you promised
so dont judge me for these pills inside my pocket
atleast im honest


honest (all we left unsaid)

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

patience patience
i dont got no patience
i dont got no friends i just work out in my basement
waitin waitin
all this time im wastin
chug another bottle
chug another just to chase it
fuck another model
fuck another cuz im wasted
drownin in my sorrow 
i dont think im gonna make it
stackin up my problems
knock em down cuz i cant take it
i dont wanna solve em 
i just really wanna lay back down

im upset
im upset cuz i dont got no one around
shawty say she down for me
yeah she said baby keep the noise down for me
turn that frown upside down for me
me and my lil baby we got history

first you love me now fuck me
you could say im lucky
but frankly id say that you hate me
i need me some
 
patience patience
i dont got no patience
i dont got no friends i just work out in my basement
i dated this girl and i swear that she was satan
i lost all my brothers now im lonely in my 
wraith yeah
not a lot of money goin in my piggy bank yeah
not a lot of joy feelin in my fuckin brain yeah
not a lot of love not a lot of love

i need patience patience
i dont got no patience
i dont got no friends i just work out in my basement
waitin waitin
all this time im wastin
chug another bottle
chug another just to chase it

patience patience
not a lot of patience
patience patience
not a lot of patience

wait (branwen)

guitar by @jolst
drums by me
mix by me & @lottaheart
master by @jolst

lyrics

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch (ly @onlyfriendyeah)
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

if im comfy in my coat
you should wear it then
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

theres something bout your eyes
i cant help but stare at them
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

i promise
it'll be worth it
you deserve it
can you wait for me?

i promise
i'll make it perfect
you deserve it
just hold on tight for me

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

every time i see you smile
every time i see you laugh
makes me realise im so lucky
your the best ive ever had
can't believe you want me too?
wtf
did i do?
i did not 
deserve you
your so perfect
bulletproof
bulletproof
every word, every move, every mood
your untouched by the pain that left me bruised
that left me bruised
what would i do
without you?

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

pumpkin patch [prod jolst]

ALL I'M MISSING (prod. metlast)

i feel dead 
im upset
im not content with all these voices in my head
as of lately i feel id be better dead

i just cant feel
i just cant feel anything
i dont wanna feel anything
i dont wanna love anyone
i just wanna be the one you love

i dont understand
i did everything you said
gave you everything i had
and you leave me sad
loved you every way i could
i feel so misunderstood
i dont feel good
all i feel is fuckin sick 
all i feel is like a prick
all i feel is like shit
all i feel is everything im thinkings going sideways and not my way

im in a rover on the high way
50 over in the left lane
switch the right lane i gotta migraine now
wish you loved me in the right way
now im laying on the high way
now im laying in my grave 

i dont feel anything
i dont wanna feel anything
i dont wanna love anyone
i just wanna be the one you love

one (wraithontheporch)

Vocals by @youngspazz123, @vito2300, @breckenford
Mix & Master by @youngspazz123
Produced by @prodcxrter & @itschrismarek
Cover by Amy Rose/safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_ggkLZCXOI

lyrics:
Taylor's Diary:
do you fuck with me for real, or is this just some sick joke?
if you plan on leaving now, go ahead I’ll grab the rope
bet I jump right off this bridge while the rope digs in my throat
I just need you in my hands, swear to god, I won’t let go 

I need you right hear
you're my new chandelier
met that girl in Cleveland, now my team's the cavaliers 
tryna overcome these obsticals, I’m too filled up with fear
every girl I fell in love with made a ocean full of tears 

I fucked up when I looked in your eyes
my ex went away, I hate goodbyes
you gotta get used to days where I cry
you gotta get used to days where I’m fried
blue eyes, they fit you so very well
tell all of my secrets to the mirror he would never tell
it had to be some magic cause the love that you give is more then a spell 
I’m so glad that you pulled me outta hell 
blue eyes, blue skies, I can’t tell the difference
'cause I still hide behind despise
and when you find out, it’s good riddance, yeah

brecken:
why you tripping, baby?
I could feel the distance lately
listen what I'm saying when i tell you we could make it
you think that I'm crazy
i think that you way too dangerous 
and you been changing up the path that i thought we created

i've been defeated because i been tryin' my hardest
and you just never wanna see it i get pushed in the darkness
all my feelings i been grieving gettin' tossed in the garbage 
and i just can't explain the thought I'm seeing without you just dippin', departin'
yeah, you would wait where ever that i'm parkin at
now i feel like it really might be far from that
now i'd do anything to get that parking pass back
if i could just explain what you been disregarding
and thank god, that i ain't somehow have a heart attack
saw the dog tags from my brodies, and i thought it made my soul collapse 
i just used to think that I can't be a part of that
but i just gotta face my fears, and dying friends is part of that
lemme roll a wrap
i'm anxious with my peers I readjust my hard hat
i been stupid sad
when i'm at work i cannot focus i get sidetracked
i'm just in my head
i'm just tryna get out before friday hits
and if not i don't think i'll make it up to the weekend

VITO:
get you going
got you feeling right
and when you're coming down
I'll be there to hold you tight
and now you remember
i loved you forever
just call me whenever
and we'll be together

i don't wanna pick a side
don't know to play it tight
you been on my head tonight
i thought a lot about it
dude you can't change my mind
so come meet me on the outside, the ouside
hearts pierced through the middle
skin strung out and briddle
don't care about me a little
being up in the littles
dig my head in the pillow
i'm exchanged for the willow
man i cry till i'm mellow
comes back around, tell me "hello."

Taylor's Diary - some sick joke (ft. VITO & brecken) (cxrter & chrismarek)

1v1 me terminal bro

lyrics:

yo just get her away from me
as i fall into silent sleep
cuz the love isnt silencing
and her eyes always follow me



spend 10 racks on a saint laurent backpack
true religion jeans
and the forces stay matte black
you can ride w me baby 
trust in where ur heart at 
i can fall apart 
as long as you can pull me right back



i dont got time baby 
i dont wanna fuck with u 
the pain inside my chest 
debilitates me till im fallin too 
and lately i been thinkin bout 
the days that i could roll it too 
i dont wanna fuck around 
waitin till the summer too

terminal [prodgxm]

broken / feelings 2

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terminal [prodgxm]

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