ireallydontknow

#gothcannibals

Idk New?

Might kms on Dec 27th haven't decided yet

prod @prodpishogue dont sleep

lyrics:
i miss the holidays
i miss my only bae
i miss the snow, i miss the cold
i miss the lonely days

i knew id run away,
i didnt think itd be today
im blowin out my brains
and thats the only way

you wanna walk away
go ahead walk away
ill never see you again, 
im blocking you and your friends
ill probably live on the streets
i need your love or im bent
well she a 10 but she psycho
shes tracking my benz

i dont know where to go
cause i dont got a home
i really never know
im gonna explode
i think i made a wrong turn
im on the suicide road
i guess its time to go
i guess its time to go

i miss the holidays
i miss my only bae
i miss the snow, i miss the cold
i miss the lonely days

i knew id run away,
i didnt think itd be today
im blowin out my brains
and thats the only way

shes a 10 but shes psycho

walk around with my eyes on the ground and my head in my ass cuz i cant get it out
you look at me like im just some kinda fool but thats all i can really be for you
been like this for like 13 years i spent most of my life swallowed up by my fears
and ill be like this for most of the day ill be out in the cold till my palms turn gray
hey hey hey what more can i say
hey you looked so beautiful already

get me out of this place
im so excited to be anything

lovefool demo

so fucking goth w/ skeleton and witch

i coul;d never count all the hours i spent just telling myself that you never existed
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzing like its never alone

like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you shouyld really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down yet i still survive



did it hurt when you fell from heaven
does a god exist

angel

thanks jacko for the beat and verse @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

nope your too late i died w/ jacko

party

it's 12 am, i'm still asleep
i'm zoning when i'm off the tree
i'm stupid and i don't know how i live like this

i'm real off of the lsd
i'm fighting just to keep the peace
i'm stupid and i don't know how i live like this

i try my best for you and you dont even bat an eye
i've done too much and now i'm stupid and my brains fried
you call me weird when i cry but you're the reason why
it's a full moon girl, you're my zombie bride

seriously HOW did I sleep in til 12

ghetto cupid

misery

ur gonna come back

pony

bipolar

#GOTHCANNIBALS

(what could we have done better?)
its so damn funny ta me, when you speak that way (pathetic)
cuts on your body and knees, still don't feel empathy
its so damn funny ta me, when you speak that way
there's cuts on your body and knees, still don't feel empathy
i'd rather od up in my room, then blow my brains away
either way you'll etch in my tomb that I was a mistake
that means nothing to me
midnight im walkin' the street
im thinkin bout all the times you said you hated me
did you mean it or not?
i really dont give a fuck
im suicidal with the thought im gone then you're better off
(highkey you prolly are)
its so damn funny ta me, when you speak that way
there's cuts on your body and knees, still don't feel empathy
i'd rather od up in my room, then blow my brains away
either way you'll etch in my tomb that I was a mistake

how many more pills do i need to fucking take

holdmybreath(demo)

#GOTHCANNIBALS

(what could we have done better?)
i know you're the one but you hate me
you'd leave but you can never escape me
i know you are the one but you hate me
you'd leave but you can never escape me
blade incision your throat so you can't speak
leave marks thigh to your heels no you won't leave
and i'll make sure of that
i'll take care of all your needs, you know i have your back
and if you ever try to ditch me, it'll go bad
i'll hang you from your intestines like you're an ornament
i know you are the one but you hate me
you'd leave but you can never escape me
blade incision your throat so you can't speak
leave marks thigh to your heels no you won't leave

monster.

i just want you to tell me what the fuck i did wrong
ive been waiting for an answer but it feels like ive been waiting too long
ive been thinking way too much whyd you leave me alone with my thoughts 
i cant even eat i just keep puking cuz your locations off

insecure (demo)

(what could we have done better?)
(goth)

(you're pathetic)

FUCK i dont wanna know what the future holds
its like
FUCK
i dont even know why i feel so damn cold
its like

i said ooohh, im somehow living and dead
and my aim got sum precision, put the mag in my head
i said ooooh, i think im dreaming of this
staring face 2 face up with myself im so arrogant
i said oooh, it isnt making no sense
i had to look into the future, im the cause of my death
its so soon
but i still feel no regrets
other than the the fact i lived my life as a worthless pest, i said ooh

i dont know what to do,
im feeling useless to you
you can torture me
but i will torture you too

FUCK i dont wanna know what the future holds
its like
FUCK
i dont even know why i feel so damn cold
its like
im FUCKED
i cant even speak right i think i needa go
its like
FUCK i just wanna think right my minds torturing my soul

aberration

aberration (remix)

amiscary

grotesque

#GOTHCANNIBALS

gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed
wish that you never left that day,
i been stalking since and i aint goin away
so dont look around the corner, no not my way
im always hiding in the shadows just to see your face
i wanna carve off your expressions just to wear them myself,
and ive been waiting ever since the day you told me "oh well"
id take a hacksaw, to your throat and take your corpse as a grail
and then ill cherish the fact, i heard your last exhale
gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed
gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed

i stalk babysitters and kill them

JUST LET ME HOLD YOU 
I PROMISE ILL BE GENTLE 
I KNOW THAT YOU ARE DELICATE 
I’LL TREAT YOU LIKE A BOTTLE
DONT TREAT ME LIKE A BOTTLE
AND BREAK ME WHEN YOUR DONE WITH ME 
YOUR SUCH A FUCKING MODEL
ILL HATE IT WHEN YOU RUN FROM ME 
HATE ANYONE THATS NOT YOU
EVERYONE ELSE LOOKS WEIRD TO ME
I KNOW THAT I AM WEIRD TOO
BUT FUCK IT YOU CAN BE WITH ME 
YOUR EYES ARE SO UPSETTING 
THERE SO PRETTY BUT I KNOW THEYVE SEEN TOO MUCH 
WIPE YOUR TEARS AWAY ILL BE HERE ANYTIME YOU NEED A CRUTCH
THERES SO MUCH I WANNA TELL YOU BUT I ALWAYS TALK TO MUCH
TRYNA GIVE YOU WHAT I HAVE CAUSE I DONT REALLY HAVE TOO MUCH 
I HATE THIS WORLD WERE STUCK IN 
I WISH THAT WE COULD JUST LEAVE 
I MISS THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN 
LIKE WHEN WE’RE FALLING ASLEEP
COME AND HOLD MY HAND
AND DONT LET GO FOR A WEEK 
WHEN I SEE YOU AGAIN
I HOPE IT AINT IN MY DREAMS

delicate

goryaffection