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i have to leave now - dixzie

lyrics

you’ve been good to me
but i’m afraid i have to break your heart
it’s not that I don’t see
the good man that you are

but i’m fickle, a mindless soul
my head is clouded and my heart’s still sore
a fleeting feeling i can’t control
i have to say something before i go

i’m not the person that you’re looking for
you made me smile since i’ve opened up my doors

but i still dream about him,
can’t get him off my mind
i still think about him 
every single time

no, it’s not my intention
to give misleading signs
should’ve took precaution
God knows how hard I’ve tried

but i guess it’s not for us
i have to leave now
i’m building up my walls again
won’t let anyone in

i apologize
i have to leave now
i have to leave now

i have to leave now (raw demo)

Immortal Shrine (full version) (1) (Mastered with Sunroof at 50pct) (12)

“Paralyzed”

I sit here, staring at my screen, with a blank face
I sit here, letting the days slip by, into outer space		
And I know, and I know, I’m in control
But I can’t, no I can’t, do anything about it

I’m paralyzed, I’m not behind my eyes
I’m frozen in stone
I’m paralyzed, I’m not behind my eyes
Ring the bell and no ones home

Another summer's gone, how many years has it been?
There’s no light, where I live, the snows gonna cave me in

I’m paralyzed, I’m not behind my eyes
I’m frozen in stone
I’m paralyzed, I’m not behind my eyes
Ring the bell and no ones home

But I know, one day, I’ll go
That day, I’ll see the sun
For now, I’ll leave and run
From all the endless noise, buzzing at my brain  
And soon I’ll be free

Paralyzed

I was feeling pretty down when I wrote this song last year. To me, the song is pretty upbeat but deep down it’s  capturing the feeling of hopelessness. My goal currently is to get permanent residence here in Canada by doing music. There’s no step by step process that’s laid out for obtaining that and it’s apparently really difficult. I’ve been told to just get a normal job many times. However, it’s not that easy. I want to do music while I’m still young. Because of this, It’s pretty stressful always. However I am extremely grateful that I’m doing something I really enjoy.


Produced by Jong Lee, Michael Friedman, William LaShomb
Mixed by Michael Friedman, Jong Lee
Additional vocals by Eunice Keitan(check out her music!)

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for boi buddy. ✨

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p.s. we should continue watching fresh prince sometime 🥺

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