Parasomnia

Dreamin'

She says "You're so funny"
And "You're so kind"
Unbeknownst to her
That I've long lost my mind
I should've been silent
I hate where this has gone
Wrong choice of words
But I'm not fucking wrong
This isn't a phase
Nor am I stuck in my ways
I need help, I need touch
I can't stop fucking up
I ain't evil...
I am not the bad guy
I've been treated so wrong
You would think that's a lie
You're so righteous
You're so full of shit
You got another thing coming 
Because, baby, you ain't it
I got my demons
And I know them all quite well
But I've got a better shot at going to heaven
Than me going to hell
This isn't a phase
Nor am I planning to change
I wanted help, I wanted touch
But you just left me estranged
I ain't pure..
I am not a good guy
I've been treated so wrong
You would think that's a lie.
I gave you the map  
But you burned every trail  
You called me unstable  
While you set me up to fail  
I begged for a moment  
You gave me a stage  
Now I’m screaming my truth  
While you’re turning the page
So go ahead, rewrite the script  
Make me the villain, make me the twist  But I know the truth, I know the cost  
You never found me—you just got fucking lost









Lost

A Cage Called Fame

How I wish
I could turn 
the hourglass 
And shift the sands of time;
 
To go back,
not forward 
And claim
what could've been mine.
 
But I fear
that if I dwell on it, 
I may
go insane. 
I cannot tilt
the hourglass 
Nor go against
the grain.

that sand looks at me mockingly,
knowing I cannot alter it
but if I had my way
I wouldn't be stuck in this shit!

But I fear
that if I dwell on it, 
I may
go insane. 
I cannot tilt
the hourglass 
Nor go against
the grain.

time and time again
I've lost myself 
but I dont know when
yet I give my life, my health
because I dont give a shit
stuck in the present
so this is it!

But I fear
that if I dwell on it, 
I may
go insane. 
I cannot tilt
the hourglass 
Nor go against
the grain!

Grain

Serpents Kiss

[Verse 1]
She said "HA! I found you!"
Why, yes... yes you did
But now that I'm found
That's something I can't forgive

[Verse 2]
The secret's out
What's the point of sharing?
I got too fucking close
What's the point in caring?

[Chorus]
L.  O.  V.  E...
It's my drug
And you're dealing it to me
in dime bags
Just for what?
I can feel...
When it's real... 
and with you, baby,
I know damn well
I can get a better deal!

[Verse 3]
I think I need to 
let off some steam
While you contemplate life
And find some other means

[Verse 4]
Other than me!
Figure it out!
But don't put me on the back burner
Just so I can scream and shout!

[Chorus]
L.  O.  V.  E...
It's my drug
And I'm now so addicted
but your heart's so cold
has your love rescinded?
I can feel...
When it's real... 
Fuck you, baby,
someone else can 
get me a better deal.

[Outro]
Shoot it, Share it 
Send it Feel it
Make it Pay attention 
Don't you fade it 
Oh, you lost it 
Damn it
Now go ahead 
And reload it
Shoot it, Share it 
Send it Feel it
Make it Pay attention 
Don't you fade it 
Oh, you lost it 
Fuck it
Now go ahead 
And let's live it. 

LOVE!...(YA GOTTA HAVE IT)
L. O. V. E!...(PLEASE!)
I WANNA FEEL HAPPY!
L. O. V. E!... (OHHH YEAH)
ITS SO FUCKING
POISENING!

Intro

THE QUIET RUIN