Body Language

Eggshells

Skin Machine

This Place

The Love That Hides Inside Of Me

For my late sister, Rosario.


Verse 1  
Cloudy skies, numbing pain  
I found a rose in the acid rain 
Crimson bloom in a world gone gray  
She whispered light, then slipped away  

Pre-Chorus  
I keep her petals in my fist  
Bleeding through the grayish  mist  
Every memory I try to resist
She’s gone, but I still exist  

Chorus  
I scream through wires, I burn through code  
This love’s a signal overload  
She was the rose, I was the wreck  
Now silence wraps around my neck  
I miss her voice in the machine  
Her laughter lost in gasoline  
She bloomed, then broke, then disappeared  
But I still feel her growing here  

Verse 2  
Smoke and gears, the world won’t bend  
I trace her name in ash again  
She danced in sparks, she sang in flame  
Now all I have’s this ghost bouquet  

Bridge  
I built a garden in decay  
Where metal vines remember May  
She’s etched in circuits, stitched in sound  
Her soul’s the pulse beneath the ground  

Final Chorus  
I scream through wires, I burn through code  
This love’s a signal overload  
She was the rose, I was the wreck  
Now silence wraps around my neck  
I miss her voice in the machine  
Her laughter lost in gasoline  
She bloomed, then broke, then disappeared  
But I still feel her growing here  

Outro  
Thorns in the static, bloom in the pain  
She’s the rose that rides the rain

Rose's

Don't let the drugs control you, control them.




[Verse 1]  
I was a house with broken windows,  
Moonlight leaking through the cracks.  
A whisper curled beneath the floorboards,  
Promised warmth I never had.  
It came dressed like velvet thunder,  
Soft and sweet, a phantom breeze—  
I opened wide the rusted doorway,  
And let it crawl inside of me.

[Pre-Chorus]  
It painted dreams on my ceiling,  
Spoke in tongues I couldn’t name.  
I danced with shadows in the hallway,  
Till I forgot my own face.

[Chorus]  
I let it in and it took over me,  
Like ivy climbing through my bones.  
It sang lullabies in poison key,  
Made my silence feel like home.  
I let it in and it took over me,  
A crown of ash, a throne of need.  
Now I’m the echo of who I used to be—  
I let it in and it took over me.

[Verse 2]  
It wore my skin like borrowed armor,  
Spoke my name in foreign tones.  
Built a chapel in my ribcage,  
Lit a fire behind my throat.  
I prayed to gods of glass and powder,  
Tasted heaven in the fall.  
But every high became a hunger,  
And every touch a deeper crawl.

[Bridge]  
I saw my soul in shattered mirrors,  
Eyes like lanterns lost at sea.  
The tide pulled hard, the stars grew dimmer—  
And still I begged it not to leave.

[Chorus]  
I let it in and it took over me,  
Like ivy climbing through my bones.  
It sang lullabies in poison key,  
Made my silence feel like home.  
I let it in and it took over me,  
A crown of ash, a throne of need.  
Now I’m the echo of who I used to be—  
I let it in and it took over me.

[Outro]  
Now I walk through haunted hallways,  
Where my laughter used to live.  
It’s quiet now, but still it lingers—  
A ghost I chose, a gift I give

I Let It In

Some people think you owe them the world.





La la lalalal
Ha ha hahaha
Ooh... oh, no.

Fuck,you did it again
You set up the scene
You made me lose it
What I've done, I didn't mean

I feel your eyes on me
I feel your presence nearing
I feel this may be it
Now it's only you I'm fearing

KILL all the lights,
drown out the sound
Don't tell me it's safe
Because I only worry now
You, hold me tight
But just so you know
If you don't want me to love you,
Then just end this shit-show!

But if there's hope for us
That misleading direction,
That fatal infection 
I'd want in on that dimension

You destroyed the script with acetone 
Lit the fuse and left me alone.  
But I still see the flicker,  
A spark in the haze—  
Could it be you  
Who reignites the blaze?

(Chorus reprise)  
KILL the fucking lights,  
drown out this awful sound.  
Don't tell me it’s safe  
All I do is worry now.  
You try to hold me tight,  
But you have to fucking know  
If you don’t want me to love you,  
Then just fucking end this shit-show!

Shit-Show

Is it really your life?




I was feeling fine, until I realized 
I am what I despised
Waking up everyday, getting high 
I wanted something different,
but was not willing to try
Like a ghost, I had lost my host 
I had nothing, but wanted the most 
living nowhere that I wanted to boast
My Mind scattered, 
but stretched coast to coast
I am the stain on my soul
I am the pain and the toll
I am the absence of what's right
I am the trouble, I am the plight
I am my struggle and my strife
I am the end of my own life
I wanted to hurt so I kept living
Chasing a high that kept me spinning
But I was tired of all the sinning
all I wanted was to disappear,
like how they did
How they stepped out of frame,
how well they hid.
They wanted my soul
and slowly it slid
into their hands
for the lowest of bids
I am the stain on my soul!
I am the pain and the toll!
I am the absence of what's right!
I am the trouble, I am the plight!
I am my struggle and my strife!
I am the end of my own life!
I am the stain on my soul!
I am the break in my stroke!
I am the essence in where I stay!
I am my struggle, I am the plight!
I am my struggle, I am my strife!
I am the end of my own life!

My Own Life

THE QUIET RUIN