this piece of art makes me so happy because of how beautiful it is, but it also makes me so sad because i know i'll never be able to write anything close to this <3

that's probably the most amazing piece of piano music i've ever heard, it's just perfect...

Contemporary Japanese music engulfs me with a certain sense of joy that no other style of music has been able to recreate.

I downloaded soundcloud only for this song🥹💗

Soladium

Mylodia

Fairy Music Collection 2 -空想妖精図鑑- 参加曲

彩雲に臨む

私だけの私

Do not let the thoughts win.
Twitter post:https://twitter.com/astolsko/status/1619058359948435456?s=20
Alternative titles (i was indecisive):
Thoughts Spiralling (Out Of Control) 
Thoughts Out Of Control (Spiralling)
Thoughts Spiralling
This was supposed to be playable (it's not)
Anyway now that the description probably doesn't show up on mobile anymore
Happy new year everyone (30 days late), I'm really happy with how 2022 went for me even though it had it's negatives as well, I feel like 
I've made a ton of musical progress this year and improved my understanding of it, still got a LONG way to go but, I'm very glad for the progress. Thanks to everyone who supported me throughout the year, I will keep trying my best for all the people who enjoy my music, and in the hope that I can meet even more cool producers and musicians like I did this year!!
If I had to mention any goals for 2023 it would probably be the fact I want to release a lot more music this year, since despite spending a lot of time working on music last year I still didn't release a lot, so I would like to show off what I learned more. I also would like to be stuck up in my own things less and pay attention to others more, especially when it comes to music.
Anyway enough emotional talk for probably the entire year.
The song, it's very heavily inspired by Tsynphonia, a lot of songs I've heard from him over the months, but mainly "Spiralling out of control" (thus why the title), So the goal was to make a similar song to that but with a slightly different theme, something that would still replicate the spirally feel, and that would still sound like a fever dream, like having it go round and round, and at the same time also expressing how i feel.
I don't tell him this often but I find a lot of the things that Tsynphonia makes super inspiring, like he just has this ability to express an idea in a very unique but straight forward, and I really do admire that, so I had to at least make one song that would be heavily inspired by his works, as a sort of homage.
I had a lot of fun making this overall, this was my first time finding out the pedal is a thing you can automate on piano libraries (shameful after 3 years of music i know), but once i did find out it felt really nice, like it added a whole new layer of expression to what could be done with the song, which also makes me wish I figured it out earlier but better late than never surely.
Had a lot of fun with 0:37 onwards especially, it has a very back and forth feeling to it, and also happens to be the part of the song that I really planned out super meticulously, unlike the rest of the track that was mostly trial and error, and trying absolutely random things that shouldn't really make a lot of sense, but that ended up working anyways? But the fact it's (somewhat) random adds to the spiral feel I believe, which works out in the end.
For the cover I thought this would fit quite well (for obvious reasons (she has spirals in her eyes(she is clearly lost in thought(but not in a fire emblem kind of way))), and as my friend said, "the most astolsko image".
And I chose the theme of non stopping racing thoughts to let you all on in my twisted dark mind, my deranged vision of reality, my absolutely hidden perspective (the thoughts won't stop(please help)).
Anyway
I hope everyone enjoys this song as much as I enjoyed working on it, and I promise I will release more music this year (so I can also get the opportunity to ramble in the song description once in a while)!!!!!!!

Spiralling Thoughts (Out Of Control)

3L - Macrophylla Parasol

小倉大志さん作曲「星降る丘」のピアノソロアレンジです
元々は組曲の最後の曲で、技巧に寄り過ぎず単体で物語が完結するようなイメージで編曲しました

楽譜（Sheet Music）
https://taishi-ogura.com/product/%e6%98%9f%e9%99%8d%e3%82%8b%e4%b8%98-%e3%81%8b%e3%81%97%e3%82%8f%e4%b8%b8%e9%a4%85%e7%b7%a8-piano-solo-pdf%e7%89%88/

星降る丘 ピアノソロアレンジ

Feel like you're not ready to play or to create? I couldn't play for days, and I just got curious if I would be able to play without any 'readiness'. I went to piano and just started. Then it came, and I don't know anything about 'should' or 'shouldn't' in this piece, but it was just enough to release something from my inner space. I feel blessed.

An untold confession

electric piano: KAWAI CA9500GP. 444hz, Roundness
headphone: SENNHEISER HD598
recorder: ZOOM h1nvp 48k 16bit wav

https://pulchraflow.blogspot.com/2025/05/czerny-carl-nocturne-es-dur-op647-op647.html

artwork
https://unsplash.com/ja/%E5%86%99%E7%9C%9F/%E5%A4%9C%E7%A9%BA%E3%81%AF%E6%98%9F%E3%81%A8%E9%9B%B2%E3%81%A7%E3%81%84%E3%81%A3%E3%81%B1%E3%81%84%E3%81%A7%E3%81%99-CzypCOW7DYc

Czerny  Nocturne Op.647  ツェルニー ノクターン

2時間DTM「夜明けの海の画像をイメージした曲」
https://twitter.com/2hoursDTM/status/878583618179813380

[2hours DTM] 黎明

竹林のなかでどこからか呼ぶ声が聞こえた気がしたイメージ
道に迷って方角やら位置感覚が分からなくなったりする中、うさぎや狐が見え隠れするようなそんなような

楽譜はこちら（Sheet music）
https://store.piascore.com/scores/50702

ソプラノサックスとのデュオ版もあります
https://store.piascore.com/scores/50722
パート譜
https://store.piascore.com/scores/54731

アルバム情報
https://sumichannel.com/otonojisho

その声の先に

dark cat · Bubble Tea - LyricWulf Piano

取り残された葉の冷たく儚げなイメージ

2023/12/4 音源を差し替え細かい部分を改良

楽譜はこちら（Sheet music）
https://store.piascore.com/scores/50708

ソプラノサックスとのデュオ版もあります
https://store.piascore.com/scores/50726
パート譜
https://store.piascore.com/scores/54736

アルバム情報
https://sumichannel.com/otonojisho

冬紅葉

『みなもから恋をして』

Study Report Vol.3
https://twitter.com/StudioCantabile/status/1186251413128536066

Furuno - 泡沫より愛をこめて【Study Report Vol.3】

小春日和といちょうをイメージしたほんわか系ドラマチックな曲です

2021/10.13 音質、アーティキュレーションなど調整
2022/10.16 音源を差し替え細かい点をより改良

楽譜はこちら（Sheet music） New!
https://store.piascore.com/scores/169833

楽譜動画(Sheet Movie)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PczI6HSqCE

黄蘗色の風

Arknights - OST [ 春弦 ] chūn xián

冬の終わりと春の始まりみたいな曲

沫雪に萌ゆ

細々とピアノでオリジナル曲やアレンジを作ってるマン

19 year old male NEET having graduated with barely passing grades from the most prestigious highschool in [redacted].

Currently ~~in recovery~~ recovered from scoliosis surgery.

I like art in general and am mainly interested in game dev. I’ll post some things I might make but that’s really not the purpose of this account (just what I use to listen to music).

Drawings/Pictures should all be my own unless I forgot something (in which case sorry).

Favorite music “genres”: Japanese Artcore, Chiptune, Game OSTs, Doujin

冬紅葉

かしわ丸餅

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