break my head open let the thoughts bleed out w/ mandy #😢

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you would still leave me lol prod hills

spiraling, back again
into the loop, that self sustains
to fix my body, 
i must fix my head
but to fix my mind
i must fix my spine
how do i arrange my feelings
in this story full of lies
what hurts is not one thing
its the weight of everything
i cannot control
i can’t control the vast majority of my surroundings,
but i can control how i react to the things around me
everything me, what do i see, what does it mean to me
im like if you got a bipolar person and sped up the rate of their episodes by like 10x speed,
i keep wondering to my self is there something wrong with me, 
how much longer do i have, whats really left for me
no matter how hard i try nothing really adds up, 
no one can really get to the bottom of all of this stuff
lookin at the way things are, was it really made for us
how on earth did we all manage to fuck everything up
what hurts is not the pain
its the fact that i felt so good just a moment ago
what went wrong
how did i manage to mess it all up
like i always do
what have i done to myself

what hurts is not one thing, it's the weight of every thing

bitch hollon bitch hollon bitch lemme go
diamonds head shoulders knees n toes knees n toes
i js want dat b to touch her toes knees n toes
hoe js tell me if u tryna js lmk
tammat blam it blam it
i js want dat top lil baby damn it
big ah 45 glock n ima blam it
woah bih wanna fck god dammit
woah fck i js pulled up in dat lamb quick
ian even lease ds js drivin
i js been get dat money nigga tryin
ima penny pinchin nigga fck dyin
lil nigga ima penny pincher
we gon run up on dat nigga yes sir
bad bitch in the back n she workin my nerves aw shi
ian love dat hoe its js her turn

ds make me wanna hallucinate some happiness

my ass shits blood

My medication got me crying out
Its just another girl I think about

I wanna find a place to situate
But I can’t even get my story straight

I guess hold your horses
Of course move in forces
Take those pills and forget
That’s what your doctor meant

feeling

Kain