Lyrics:

I've been running around yeah running around 
Looking for something to 
Get my mind off of You
And my heads spinning around yeah spinning around
Surrounded by mindless fools 
But really that's nothing new
And I feel myself sinking into a hole 
But that's okay I don't let the feeling show 
You said when You lose Your mind You'll make me lose mine too
But You seem fine I'm glad things are working for You 

But can You tell me it was worth it when You watched me lose my mind?
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun
Yeah tell me it was worth it when You watched my lose my mind
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun

I'm still running around yeah running around 
Chasing moments stuck in time
No one here to tell me I'll be fine
So I lay wasting away yeah wasting away
Pacing in this empty room
Trying not to think about You
Because I feel myself sinking into a hole 
But that's okay I don't let the feeling show 
You said when You lose Your mind You'll make me lose mine too
But You seem fine I'm glad things are working for You

But can You tell me it was worth it when You watched me lose my mind?
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun
Yeah tell me it was worth it when You watched my lose my mind
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun
Yeah watch me lose my mind
Yeah watch me lose my mind
Yeah watch me lose my mind
Yeah watch me lose my mind

Wasted Times

until you heal

Dumb And Shy

Dumb and shy

A re-mastered version of my Christmas original. Happy Christmas to you and your family. 

Twinkling Lights

Goose Bumps

Killer Whale

My current project is called Dirt Buyer and you can find it on Spotify, Instagram, & Twitter @dirtbuyer


it's so action-packed, catch all the flak
it's been a long, long time since you looked back
you wanna wait some time, i understand
it's gonna take some time to feel it out
i wanna know just how your life turns out
and when your body knows your brain's upset
you're stuck cleanin' up the whole damn mess
you know i'm at your side, shakin' my head
i spent my whole life workin' up the strength 
to accept the fact i'm a fuckin wreck
it ain't that hard to clear your head
just emasculate your entire being
you'll be happier, though it may be fleeting,
but it's one step up from where you're at
you exist in shit, you should know that
no matter how you move, your bones will ache,
it's an eternal pain you just can't shake
you gotta run, run, run your entire life
you gotta keep your mind from blowin out
just accept the fact that it's all a lie
i swear to god, it'll save you time
you gotta work real hard to avert your gaze
from the meaninglessness that'll come your way
and she said

Jotay - She Said

Distance

lyrics:
[Intro]
Instrumental

[Verse 1]
How do you sleep? Knowing the things you do to me?
Is it your job? Or is it your fantasy?
Living the dream, coming home to your family
Is it your wife? Does she even know about me?

Is this your life? Do I make you feel alive?
Is it my eyes? I hope to see you every night
Am I real? You never ask how do i feel

[Chorus]
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if i stayed, you would just kick me out

[Verse 2]
How do you sleep? Knowing the things you do to me?
Is it your job? Or is it your fantasy?
Livin' the dream, coming home to your family
Is it your wife? Does she even know about me?

[Chorus]
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if i stayed, you would just-

Connie

Redeem w/May Ray (on all platforms now)

iguess

Lyrics:

I don’t wanna follow myself

I just wanna follow you wherever you go 

but these uneasy feelings linger over my head 

like theres something watching me from under my bed

oh I wonder what she's up to 

please just tell me what you're doing over there 

cuz you’re too good to 

you’re too good to be true 

yeah you’re too good to be true


I don’t wanna lose myself in you 

don’t wanna find myself stuck in your arms 

but the way you speak lure's me in 

I can tell you know you have control

oh don't tell me what you’re up to cuz I already know girl
don’t wanna open doors just for you to close them
please let’s not go through this again baby just don’t go
cuz I am tired of waiting for you 

Baby just don't go X3

I don't wanna change myself for you 

I don't wanna case myself in fear 

don't wanna tell you Im here 

don't wanna look you in the eyes 

leave me feeling paralyzed

unable to escape my own mind

tell me was it all a lie

cuz you're too good to be true

Yeah you're too good to be true

Dumb and shy

Indie Anthony