i know ive heard this one before
but i feel theres something more
i cant put my finger on

and when i think, it rings a bell
one that i once knew quite well
but will never ring the same

but maybe im feeling
a part of my subconscious mind

or maybe this feeling’s
an amalgamation
of all my memories

i swear i’ve heard this one before
and it’s opened up a door
to a memory i cant reach

and when the record starts to play
i can hear it clear as day
with an unfamiliar tinge

i feel it in my bones
coursing through my soul
i can’t escape
all of this change
its not the same

its bleeding through my eyes
colouring the skies
purple and red
what’s in my head
what’s in my head

well maybe im feeling
a part of my subconscious mind

or maybe this feeling’s
an amalgamation
of all my memories

its always in my head
it sleeps under my bed
it wont go away
wont let me change
im going insane

its bleeding through my walls
colouring it all
purple and black
please take me back
please take me back

memory

WHEN I’M WITH YOU

is there someone else?

lyrics:
everything you once knew was more than fake
how can i be mad at you when i'm the one to blame
x's and o's became less when we spoke
ash on my soul, i can't wait to reach home

how can this be bettering?
a reoccurring theme
benzo's, methamphetamines, take one to feel serene
i think one is settling, i hate to intervene
i think one is settling, i hate to intervene

falling
falling now
hide my face
i'm falling
falling
falling down
hide my face
i'm falling
falling
falling now
hide my face
i'm falling
falling
falling down
hide my face
i'm falling

my guiltiest pleasure is not having shame
knowing makes me better, it don't matter you the same
spades will be spades, they won't change by the day
snakes will be snakes, they do shed by the day

how can this be bettering?
a reoccurring theme.
benzo's, methamphetamines, take one to feel serene
i think one is settling, i hate to intervene
i think one is settling, i hate to intervene


frightening, it's all deceiving
foresting, for pure protection
blackened hollow, in succession
weepy shadows, stood contestant
cobra's rattle, first impression
constant babble, least succession
constant battle, count my blessings
constant battle, count my blessings

frightening, it's all deceiving
foresting, for pure protection
blackened hollow, in succession
weepy shadows, stood contestant
cobra's rattle, first impression
constant babble, least succession
constant battle, count my blessings
constant battle, count my blessings

WHEN I’M WITH YOU

matt bartkus (@mattbartkus)

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