永遠に孤独でいることの苦しみ。

孤独

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remember

stream / download:
https://kurate.lnk.to/DS039

this feeling

stream / download:
https://oneheart.lnk.to/watchingthestars

watching the stars

stream / download:
https://oneheart.lnk.to/nostalgia

art by:
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nostalgia

limerence - yves tumor remix made by meee :3

this is my 1st post on here!! i luv this song and all things liminal spaces (hence the username)

enjoy this song on a lone walk in the cold at night, in the middle of a field, on your next visit to Silent Hill, or maybe just in your room!! hope u loveee <3

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Lyrics:
Looping back to different memories
Keep sitting on them, will you ever leave?
Will you ever leave?
Yeah yeah x8

memory loop - limerence remix (yves tumor)


Don't make fights or arguments in the comments and ofc ignore the Bots... Just enjoy the Music, and ofc how could i ignore that... You value more than the others remember that :)

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Apathy - oneheart ( Slowed + Reverb)

Apathy - øneheart ( Slowed + Reverb )

moonlight on the river ending looped (slowed + reverb)

alternative outro by lucki.mp3

{if you're looking for THAT part it's 1:27.}

lyrics
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Staring down the barrel of the hot sun
Shining with the sheen of a shotgun
Carol has a little if we need some
Joyous rays, we wanna come
Hanging your jeans with a clothes pin
Skin still wet, still on my skin
Mango in your mouth, juice dripping
Shoulder of your shirtsleeve slipping
Christmas Eve with your mother and sis
Don't wanna fight but your mother insists
Dog's white teeth slice right into my fist
Drive to the ER and you put me on my wrist
Grocery store list, now you get this
Brunch, had calls and messages
I don't wanna be the owner of your fantasy
I just wanna be a part of your family
And I don't wanna talk about anything
I don't wanna talk about anything
I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
Wanna witness your eyes looking
I don't wanna talk about anyone
I don't wanna talk about anyone
I wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
Lay on your lap whеn I'm crying
Circle of pine and riddle
Circlе of moss and fire smoke
Fan on the ceiling like a wheel spoke
Push the clutch in and I pull the choke
Wanna listen to the sound of you blinking
Wanna listen to your hands soothe
Listen to your heart beating
Listen to the way you move
And I don't wanna talk about anything
I don't wanna talk about anything
I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
Wanna witness your eyes looking
I don't wanna talk about anyone
I don't wanna talk about anyone
Wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
Lay in your lap when I'm crying
{♪}
Weren't we the stars in Heaven?
Weren't we the salt in the sea?
Dragging the newborn mountain
Didn't you believe in me?
Yeah, you held me the whole way through
When I couldn't say the words like you
I was scared indigo but I wanted to
I was scared indigo but I wanted to
And I don't wanna talk about anything
I don't wanna talk about anything
I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
Wanna witness your eyes looking
I don't wanna talk about anyone
I don't wanna talk about anyone
I wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
Lay in your lap when I'm crying

Adrianne Lenker - Anything (Live for WFUV)

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

playlist with songs like this : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1gBKGsn4v0dUPp9H9W7ayS?si=7Z0jHKvoRMitr27P5XmXqA
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Spotify

my little winter.

I Don't Like Mirrors - Repressed (Slowed + Reverb)

in another life - single

in another life

Stream

Ache - Coffee Stain

I dont tell them about the dream i had the night before

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts. it's all in your head. It will be much better if you change your playlist. thanks

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/40njHIBZY0OnjuKEPKC9pu?si=Dgpu5ZQ9RqGJrE62MYVpCw

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Lyrics: 

My footsteps tread
Lie low and lone the silent dead,
Beneath the turf, beneath the mould,
Forever dark, forever cold,
And my eyes cannot hold the tears
That memory hoards from vanished years
For Time and Death and Mortal pain
Give wounds that will not heal again,
Let me remember half the woe
I've seen and heard and felt below,
And Heaven itself, so pure and blest,
Could never give my spirit rest,
Sweet land of light! thy children fair
Know nought akin to our despair,
Nor have they felt, nor can they tell
What tenants haunt each mortal cell,
What gloomy guests we hold within,
Torments and madness, tears and sin!
Well, may they live in ectasy
Their long eternity of joy;
At least we would not bring them down
With us to weep, with us to groan,
No, Earth would wish no other sphere
To taste her cup of sufferings drear;
She turns from Heaven with a careless eye
And only mourns that we must die!

derealization

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

Why Are You Crying Lain? (Japanese)

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