Story of my fucking trauma. 🥀⬇️

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Untill she stopped screaming She started balling her eyes out because I was just holding her down she was tryna put a show on for her bf because he was on the phone and then I let her up and she punched me dead in my face so I beat tf outta her because I wish you would do that shit again bro and she tried telling my parents I was drunk and shit and I wasn’t and my mom said that’s wtf she gets because that’s what she did to my father when he told her no and all the anger I’ve built up leading to that she really got it from me she told me I gave her ptsd I told her no I gave you some character development start fucking acting right 😪. 


Prolly seperate idk I wasn’t close to my papa like I was my nana he treated her like shit then when she died acted like he wasn’t screaming in her face every damn day he’s also lowkey racist and hides the shit because of my parents and he said some racist shit about us to my parents so we actually stopped talking to them for a long ass time. 


I’ll let you be my first honey. 

Right ion ever wanna talk 😭 I should also one day. 

So sometimes if we like hate each other I do not wanna talk to that man im good at the distance thing I’ll literally stop talking to him for weeks but recently we’ve been talking to each other randomly like when we’re smoking but I wanna stop because I was talking about like the war and shit and he again told me he doesn’t gaf so yeah. Lmao that counts as pouting honeyyy 💀 but I mean like idk I’ll try to make him feel better when he is pouting but he never gets tf over himself ever. No me and him don’t have a bond bond because he doesn’t wanna take the time to learn me so yeah. We don’t go through bs together I mean what typa bs? It’s usually just me. He’s been doing better ig 🫠. I just hate the doctors so much so useless really. 

Ifwwwta here. 

Bro 🤦‍♀️ he’s a normal fucking kid that has teenage anger issues these fucking people bro pissing me tf off and his parents for putting him in a home like this because he’s smart af smarter than me he would be able to make something of himself and he wants to work him being put in the state makes that impossible for him and they were talking about putting him in the phyc center IS CRAZY bro because he doesn’t do anything but have angry outbursts because he wants to go tf home. but they won’t send Nick Pettit the one who literally bit someone’s neck off and took them outta work completely? BSFFR. screaming fuck the state 💯😪

I don’t wanna be in a hospital setting it’s not for me. Because my dad took out a huge loan for her he co signed on it and it was supposed to be for her to get a new trailer and she got denied to get the trailer she wanted to instead of getting another trailer she used that money on student loans (which you have the rest of your life to pay off) like a fucking idiot and then stopped paying payments on the shit so my dad has to pay that entire loan back that he gave her and she’s in debt because she’s an idiot. I havnt had time to play but I will on my vacaaa (Staycaaaa). Children ifwwwta. I mean we’re all separated now tho but yeah when me and Brianna are together it’s cool. I’ve heard it’s been raining a fuck ton thereeee like a months worth in one day 😭








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Sheff G & Lil Tjay - Lost Boy (Melody) prod. mariodrilly

Free From You (Live)

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Write Your Name (Prod. by Snapback)

LETS PRETEND WE'RE NUMB	

let's pretend we're numb

Still Think About You

Someone Like You

Loud

Man Down (Album Version)

Songs In A Minor

Fallin'

Bibi Bourelly - Untitled (Keth Remix)

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Breezeblocks By xKaii on tk

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