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Youtube Lyric Video 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUfcBgh7Vbo

This week's song is about the relationship between a young mother and son. I wrote it through the perspective of the son who feels abandoned by his mother after she left to go overseas to start her career. As he grows older, he begins to understand the mother's perspective and how hard it is to help raise a kid as a single mother at a young age.

Mother

David Alexander - Cold

If we fight, then the walls we've built so high are falling so low </3

Must always credit in title (Prod. Zaini)
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

Walls

Prod. Young Swisher Beats
Mixed and Mastered by @iamhrtbrk
Cover by @iamhrtbrk

YSB on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCchg4IQnRCeO9Iuf4Cxvd7A

Here's To Hope (Prod. Young Swisher Beats)

why do you still love me (snippet)

hi it's been a little bit

this isn't my best song i'm sorry!!! but i'm trying uwu

lyrics:
stitched lips and golden lies
pretty faces and perfect cries
covered wrists and pouty lips
silhouettes and empty scripts

i felt the wound
inside a crescent moon
my stomach starts to ache
and my fingers to shake

but with you i’m feeling safe
and with you i’m feeling great
and now i feel complete
my heart can finally beat

and cloudy skies are now blue
all because of you
and birds sing their tunes
then fly away like a balloon

rainbows are color stripes
you break all the stereotypes
you are my favorite flower
and your smile is your super power

and with you i’m feeling safe
with you i’m feeling great
and now i feel complete
my heart can finally beat

my little garden

🥀

Prod. ?
Mixed and Mastered by @iamhrtbrk
Cover art by @iamhrtbrk

Lyrics:
Feeling like I'm lost and I got nowhere to go
So I'm working not to fall, tryna make it on my own
Heart is hardened suffering in silence all alone
Tryna break down all these walls, but they're also made of stone
You were my rose
You were the love that I spotted and what felt like home
You were alleviation of pain
You were the cure and my hope
You were the time of my life and my world when there had been nowhere to go
You were the
You were the thorn that had sat there in wait on the rose

You were the one
You were the one that could change your disguise
You were the one
You were the one that manipulates minds
You were the one
You were the person who broke me inside
You were the one
You were the one
You were the one

You were the safe haven
You'll always have a place in my heart 
I couldn't live without you
Maybe this is the way that it starts
I can feel my body weakened
Pain wont go away
You left me broken, crippled, hoping that I'll see another day
But it's been looking bleak
An outcome that's hurting my deeply
I dont see myself living longer
I'm losing my mind with this thinking
So I'm hoping that you'll go away
Lose my memories and start over once you fade someday

rose

produced by @whyandotte
mixed by me
art by mahaoey

(lyrics)
nobody calling on my phone now
shoutout to my homies but im really all alone now
wish it could be better but im losing all my hope now
always all alone ouch always so alone now

i know what i said, i told u to leave after we had sex
beer is hurting my stomach sendin u plenty texts
but u dont care ur just moving onto the next
this that real shit
as for homies now, i know i said that u should leave me alone
but im missing u daily and need someone on the phone
to split a spliff with, high as fuck, get the car and hit the road
yeah im missing you both. 
thats what i lost, friends and a partner forced to talk to all my ghosts
omens and demons always pick up the fucking phone
what about the secrets that i keep, what about the nightmares during my sleep
what about the demons and angel fighting with me, what about the voices but maybe thats too deep
im not good at punchlines, neither good at the upercuts
if i had to chose a fighter it prolly be my after thoughts
because i overthink shit even after the problems solved
now lets talk about the music shit. nobody listen to me
and if they did they prolly fucking puke from it
its that putrid shit but ur just used to this
and yeah support is given
taken with pride
but how the fuck can i work when im barely staying alive
i guess i am alright now i guess i am alright
hard to win arguments when ur always picking the fights

(hook)

alone (prod. whyandotte)

All original lo-fi hip hop beat created by me
beats to relax study to

Stream/Download: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zaini/late-nights-2

Lease this Beat: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/beat/late-nights-3641914

Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

Late Nights

had to go back to my roots; i haven't made a 'dark-fi' song in a while (almost a year!) ♥
shout out to @Roiael for such a beautiful sample!

Lyrics:
Kiss me quick, why don't you
Send me a note, but I won't read it
I was thinking maybe
You'd like to go out this evening
At the parking lot, kiss me in dark
Hold me
Kiss me quick, why don't you

Kiss Me (feat. Roiael) - Single

kiss me (feat. Roiael)

stream/buy ♥

kiss me (feat. Roiael) [out on spotify + more]

*If you are the owner of the sampled audio, please contact me so i can properly credit you*