Beautiful heartache (not mixed) (Prod. Roy Chase)

DEVIL SON

💔

THATS MY GANG Ft (Nyree Necole)

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Lyrics: 

I can’t remain In the same, place
I’ve been betrayed,
And I’ve hurt others, 
In that same phase 
But..
I’ll never make the same, mistakes 
I learned my valuable, lessons..
*Are blessing to embrace 

*So Life is complicated,
I can’t*run away, I pray 
Thinking daily if I 
**died today 
*What would all of my riders say
Would they actually
*Come to the wake?
*Or not and 
*Think that I’m the asshole 
*That pushed them all away 

(And)
I hate to say I hate,
*But I often..
**Hate it when I talk 
I know sometimes I..
*can manifest, 
**What Im hearing in my thoughts 

I get lost.. 
inside, the this ocean
floating 
I’m, no longer coping..
I just love, to smoke it
*Deep down I be hoping,
When I me-ditate
*I can, el-evate 
Inside my mind 
People tell me
*To hold this in,
**But I did that one to many times 
(So)
It’s my time right now
*Meaning Demont comes first  
It’s spelled demon
*Add an t, you’ll see my verse will traverse
That blind line…

(1:06)
I and we the people 
*Are calling life, and death 
The other side
*In which my human eyes
The right and left
Can not describe, until the light been extinguished 
*A-lot of brightness left my life, who said I’m writing for no reason

That’s a bet!
I meant, no disrespect 
*A lot of the mistakes,
That I have made came from personal, neglect 
I suffered greatly, and with effects,..

That I can still feel 
My hectic life I’m still reflecting,
On my killed will 
But somehow I just keep going, 
Until I feel healed
I want it more than 
4 junkies stealing.. 
*From a drug, deal
Not vacuum, sealed Marijuana 
I’m taking love, pills..
**Im always,
*Gonna question,
*Why happiness..,
Doesn’t feel, real

(1:44)

Still overthinking 
The conversation,..
It’s complicated
My concentrations
Been contemplating 
Not cooperating,


Or In other words,
when I’m focused on the past,
I’m not living in the present 
Its a gift that doesn’t last 
Long!

(1:57)

Beyond that, is the future 
Which never promises, days 
Abolishing, whoever’s next 
It doesn’t matter, what
Age range 
Your race, can’t
Help you to escape..
There’s no changing you out, 
So I’m replacing at how,

I look at problems
I plan and solve them 
I won’t complain
I’m evolving while I’m resolving 
What’s in my brain,

*It battles with my heart,
Im unraveling apart 
But I can finally see some light 
I flipped a switch and killed the darkness,
In my heart

(2:22)
And that’s, a bet
I owe so much, back to myself 
Meaning no, regrets 
Will be enough, to drag me back into that broken, mindset 
I’m attracting, what’s meant for me 
Bouncing back, my mind is set
on my goals

Because my enemy 
Was the inner me 
**He was disrupting, all my energy.. 
Even Interrupting chemistry..

*But
I’m the only remedy,
I’m forging my, identity 
I’m forcing me, to beat the sleeping beast residing, deep inside of me
I’m on, a mission
Not wishing,
Im so hungry only time, my people see me I be eating, in they kitchen
And repetition..

Leads to results,
I believe I got hope 
I was grieving alone
I chip away at my goals
I’m achieving my wants
Leadership over control 
Meaning no more comfort zone 
No more 
*Leaning on patron 
No more
*Tequila in my home
**Just moderation home grown 
**For Inspiration on these cold songs

My Time

STILL THE SAME

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Beautiful heartache (not mixed) (Prod. Roy Chase)

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