the endless search for my long dead will to live

mixed and produced by me.

[Intro]
Kaden, I love you

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Verse 1]
Broken, and you know it
A blade to my wrist is the thing I'm fucking toting
And I'm hurtin' the only thing that you fuckin' knowin'
Cause I won't let nobody in after this fuckin' moment

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Verse 2]
Step back, that's all I need just a step back
Feeling a hundred degrees, I don't like that
When I'm around you, it feels like hell
It feels like hell, it feels like hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
It feels like hell, it feels like hell

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Outro]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

tribulation

GAMBITZ HELPED ME WITH COVER I FORGOT TO PUT THIS LMAO

IBUPROFEN

prone2leave

three wheels and it still drives!

THERAPY

crash (prod. joshwa)

same song, new pitch, some new vocals, slightly better mix. enjoy <3 

lyrics: 
maybe im never enough
i'm sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together, it's not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
it's too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

don't call me at 3 AM in the morning
do not disturb, it's been getting annoying
you say that you care but it's not really showing
cant take it no more that's why I've been ignoring your calls
its cool if you don't care at all
but why try to talk when you know that i'm tryna move on from you
like what's wrong with you?

we just go up and down and back and forth
i've been looking left and right and nothing works
i don't wanna talk cuz ill just make it worse
ill just keep acting like it doesn't hurt
there's too much in my head i gotta figure out
i've been on my own for a minute now
you cannot stay, i gotta kick you out
i cannot wait until i finish now

maybe im never enough
im sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together but its not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
its too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

never enough (2023)

#tec©️
https://www.instagram.com/midwxst
https://www.instagram.com/witchcell
https://www.instagram.com/qioh_

midwxst - no show (prod. pandi & qioh)

the prom

thank u all i love u

[Lyrics]
(Verse)
Honestly I'm tired
It's the same things
But I'd rather die than let you go & change things
I know
Time is wasting
And everything's been weighing on me lately
I know

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

(Verse)
Do it get lonely down in Auburn
You'll miss the sun if you don't get up in time for it
Heaven sent , Heaven paralyze me
Look into my eyes till the end of time
Said that I'll be fine by the summer time
Wait until that dust settle down
I was out in LA trying to make it off the couch
I done lost so many folks, that's getting hard to count
But I swear it never hurt, you could check the bank account
I'm in last and in first

(Bridge)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
(I should've known, that's the way it works)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone

(Verse)
I hope
I see you when it's done
I've seen the way it ends
It ends
It always ends
The same
The same
What're you waiting for
What're you waiting for

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

END OF TIMES

END OF TIMES (patrick o'neill kbl wishlane)

glaive - seven deadly sins (full unreleased)

produced by cybertrash
additional production from hallow & myself
instrumentation by evan sasha & 31sentinel 
mixed and mastered by  patrick o’neill

the endless search for my long dead will to live

reformed