feelings ever real

lyrics

i scratch
at the cellar walls
i attack
at the end it all-
i mask
what i thought was wrong
i promise u im trying im just fucking up
dont u try to leave me i will kill us both
meet me in the middle i will see u dont
everytime i die i wake up in a world
that i dont recognize but its fair enough 

take my heart and teach me how to love
take my sight and lead me to the doves
beat me in im desperate for a hug 
leave me dead i swear i try to trust

talk me down
i know im acting dumb
break me in
and drain me of my blood
take me out
i do this how i must
bring me up
before i start to rust

i scratch
at the cellar walls
i attack
at the end it all-
i mask
what i thought was wrong
i promise u im trying im just fucking up
dont u try to leave me i will kill us both
meet me in the middle i will see u dont
everytime i die i wake up in a world
that i dont recognize but its fair enough 

broken bones and disembodied voices guide me to safety

prod. tiedforsilver

lyrics:
you can hold me down if you want to
ill be good for you
be so sound tell me what to do
just tell me once its true (x2)

5am again and im staring at the celing
wishing i could sleep but ive got so many demons
wish i felt some peace but ive got too many feelings
depressed as fuck for weeks, too much i gotta deal with

spaceboyry:
feels like there's no escape
every day is the same
can't stop running away
from all the trauma i made

i keep losing time
its always on my mind
i work to clean up this mess
but still can't get any rest

i would travel back in time
but there's nothing there

these memories are far gone
i wrote you a sad song
if you even care

scorpio:
you can hold me down if you want to
ill be good for you
be so sound tell me what to do
just tell me once its true (x2)

just tell me once
tell me once, its true
and ill believe you

5am again and im staring at the celing
wishing i could sleep but ive got so many demons
wish i felt some peace but ive got too many feelings
depressed as fuck for weeks, too much i gotta deal with

too many feelings (feat. spaceboyry)

theres too many silhouettes to tell apart
faceless figures lurk inside the voided dark
left a mother sore left a father lost
just a stillborn without a beating heart

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

our own amends
i wont play pretend
anymore make it end
what if youre not a friend
you can take what you want
cuz im already dead
and i dont wanna front
so

im a mess without a purpose
im so fucking worthless
dont you ever fall for me i never could deserve it
you might get deserted
hope i made you nervous
please just stay away from everything that i reverted

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

rot inside this mess of a world
take a look and find what youve never been told about
somewhere deep inside you theres a part of you thats holding out
please embrace the fact or itll haunt you til ur coming down

silhouettes

silhouettes (tothegood)

im tryna get real ripped im packin this bowl
purple magic sippin til my soul
falls apart decays into the snow
before u go
jus lemme know

poppin off on a type beat i got purple in my blunt yuh
baby ur jus a hypebeast i got purple in my cup yuh
you cannot be like me im one of one
everyone can be like u cuz ur one up in a hundred

sweeter than sum fun dip
ur a fuckin pussy bro!
countin cash in abundance
wheres ur fuckin money tho?!
i do this shit cuz i love it
u do it for the numbers hoe!
you cant even hit a hundred
wheres ur fuckin numbers tho?!

im tryna get real ripped im packin this bowl
purple magic sippin til my soul
falls apart decays into the snow
before u go
jus lemme know

poppin off on a type beat i got purple in my blunt yuh
baby ur jus a hypebeast i got purple in my cup yuh
you cannot be like me im one of one
everyone can be like u cuz ur one up in a hundred

sweeter than sum fun dip
ur a fuckin pussy bro!
countin cash in abundance
wheres ur fuckin money tho?!
i do this shit cuz i love it
u do it for the numbers hoe!
you cant even hit a hundred
wheres ur fuckin numbers tho?!

one of one

one of one (prod. shvde)

bitch i came from nothin im still trappin out the trailer park
got a pretty thing but im scared that imma break her heart
got a pretty ring to it when she call me babydoll

u only hate her cuz she fukkin w me
she got pretty brown eyes and its easy to see
i luv this girl more than lucki luv lean
yeh i stole that bar from cr1tter gotta stick to the theme

fuck a pound 4 pound on k im goin brick 4 brick
everytime u open up ur mouth u throw a hissy fit
boy o thought u was a toilet bowl u full of shit
everytime u told me that u luv me did u mean it bitch?

bitch i came from nothin im still trappin out the trailer park
got a pretty thing but im scared that imma break her heart
got a pretty ring to it when she call me babydoll

stick2thetheme_intro

stick2thetheme_intro (slanted x scizzie)

Golden Season

In The Dark prod. cross

SlowMeDown

featuring: @jmtly & @bmurphxo
produced by: @prodbysilo

lyrics;

[SENDFLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

[JMTLY]

ooh baby,
yeah you talkin to me,
yeah you sending all the pictures but they ain’t to me,
now i don’t know where to go,
cus it’s three weeks in a row i been on the road,
so i hit that,
yeah i hit that,
now you’re sending naked pictures tryna snap back,
but i know,
when i go,
lil crazy ass hoe you gotta go back home,
to the one, that you left,
to the one, that said,
i wasn’t the one for you,
but you didn’t have to leave me like you did

[FLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

[BMURPH]

I think it’s time that i leave you alone,
yea,
i think it’s time that i find my way home,
so do not call my phone in the middle of the night,
i know that i will be alright,
we were so tight,
then we split apart,
now it’s all over without you i’m not sober,

ooooooohhhhhh,
yea u tore my apart, left me in the dark
yea u tore my apart left me in the dark

[SENDFLOWRS]

left me in the dark yeah, why? i gotta know,
i don’t really think that i wanna be alone,
yeah, back to black, back pain on the road,
had a heart attack, black rain in my soul
x2

Idontblameyou (røse)

Empathy