Why am i here

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[VERSE I: Raindrop Walka]
i'm falling apart
you mighta thought i was playing a part in the art i've created but most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happening
i keep on damaging myself
tryna fill the void with all this water round my neck
i'm bout to drip until i drown
all these drugs up in my nose
i taste the drip that shit's so sour
all these cars that i bought either don't start or got impounded
pursued the american dream
the nightmare's what i doubted
catch a flight to london or i'll catch i flight to lyon
show my face in public
show another one at home
see my name on the marquee
letters falling down
littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown
as soon as i reached cloud 9 it started storming
heavy thunderstorms in every city that i'm touring
life ain't like a rap video
that's just a warning
hoping to see the sun when i wake up in the morning

[VERSE II: Hearse Boy]
all this misery, misery, misery
fuck
look at my history
no mystery where I might end up
just shut up
don’t wanna hear it
it’s my decision
may be my last words so just please listen
so long
it’s been torture being here
so gone
getting high been how I cope with fear
same song
and I’m sick of singing it
let me move on
it’s for my benefit but come one come all to my down fall
bear witness to everything that I can’t solve
my therapist made me promise before I end it all
that her phone would be the one I choose to call crying asking
is it really worth it?
what's beneath the surface or behind the curtain
really don’t think I wanna take this any further
made one last attempt to figure out my purpose
I called her phone it said..

[OUTRO: Raindrop Walka & Hearse Boy]
when life gets hard keep on marching on
even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car
keep on marching on

Long Term Effects of SUFFERING

THE NUMBER YOU HAVE DIALED IS NOT IN SERVICE

rip chris cornell
Released May 4, 1994
from the album Superunknown

Soundgarden - Black Hole Sun

Lyrics


Black hair fishnets
slim waist corset
your dad doesnt know about all the time we had sexs

Meeting at night when her dads at work
rubbing her skin and the night goes blur
every single night seems to end with us nude
i dont wanna fight i wanna run away with her

Puppy dog lips with the fuck me eyes
girl got daddy issues so i know what she likes
freaky little bitch lemme claim whats mine
she wants me to stay but her dads back by nine

Black hair fishnets
slim waist corset
your dad doesnt know about all the time we had sexs

Two blocks down holds a girl of my dreams
to bad now cause shes leaving me up on seen
dads pissed off by the hickies that he has seen
im just mad that i lost a girl that i need

im a kid with a dull mindset
when i fail know i tried my best
girl gotta smile that i cant forget
i wanna be the reason you think all men are shit

Black hair fishnets
slim waist corset
your dad doesnt know about all the time we had sexs

sad bitch with a bad bitch mindset
doing every durg that her body can digest
coping with her issues she locked away in her chest
i gave her my hand and she guided it to her neck

play boy necklace on every boys checklist
knows what she wants and gets what she can
fake love rough sec gave trust lost that
devils advocate with an angels delicate voice

Black hair fishnets
slim waist corset
your dad doesnt know about all the time we had sexs

Black Hair

Godhateswhatwedid

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Why am i here

Ray