Some day, one of these guys will decide to NOT do the Neautral Milk Hotel meme way of recording and instead do a nice acoustic song, but today is not that day!

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

winchester  smith and wesson
Under my bed, for  protection
Like clint eastwood, all these weapons.
Mess with me boy, youll learn a lesson
Winchester smith n wesson
Winchester smith n wesson
Winchester smith n wesson
I need them for protection
Winchester smith n wesson
Like an angel, its a blessing
Usa made, a perfection
Stops bad guys did i mention
Winchester smith n wesson
Winchester smith n wesson
Winchester smith n wesson
Winchester smith n wesson
Winchester smith n wesson
Winchester smith n wesson
Winchester smith n wesson
I need them for protection

Winchester (Cameron Phlodge Cover)

I'm suffering all day
if hell was real id say
that this place was it
why is life so shit
agony and pain
and my fucked up brain's always tellin me that
things will never be the same

stuck in this malaise
gotta get out of this place
stuck in this big maze
gotta fucking find my way

Malaise

here on spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/7k7WhP0uact7W7TDO3iRW8 or YouTube https://youtu.be/vH_sEFJW_2g 
also merry christmas :)

Fried By Fluoride - Dead 4 Christmas

Foo Fighters - The Pretender

Credit to @𓃬 for saving this song.

This was not on Penguinband's Soundcloud at the time he deleted it.

This Is It - Penguinband

Fried by Fluoride - Andrew Tate is the Antichrist

AMERICAN SLUTS

From Grimes' "Visions"
Arbutus Records 2012

Visions

Oblivion

Grimes - Oblivion

Bury Me At Makeout Creek

Drunk Walk Home

Grimes - Genesis

MISCARRIAGE

my attempt at using an audio interface and DAW. I want to drive off a bridge

Gloom 4Ever

notice
me now
i make music on soundcloud
follow me
and like my songs
stream them all day and all night long
follow my twitter too
tell me that i am cool
like all my tweets and reply to me
i have nothing left
i have no girlfriend
filling up the void with the internet

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

wasting all my time
caring more about numbers than real life
feeling like a loser
excited by numbers on computers
my soul has been erroded
5g is corrosive
the internet will fuck u up and ud never know it
real goals have been erased
we wait for the numbers to go up all day

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

numbers on screen go up

lifes getting ahead of me
i dont know where ill be
wasting time on the computer screen

in the back of my mind
old memories of you and i
those days are over now

im so much older now
if you could see me now
youd understand exactly how

nothing to look forward to
so much that i can do
im wasting away my youth

Malaise

Fried By Fluoride

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