and one day for absolutely no reason at all, the germans went insane

the part where he says "life is unfair" sounds rlly familiar anyone know where its from

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

Time it goes so fast
These things never last
When you look back
You realize what you had
But its all gone
You feel so wrong
You call out to god but hes never there

I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

It was long ago when i felt better
In those days i thought itd last forever
But the time has passed and it’s all over now
I dont know what to do and i wanna get out


I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

I Miss The Past

Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing i wanna try

I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I fucking hate everything

No friends yeah im all alone
Blackpilled all the way to the bone
Depressed i should kill myself
I need to escape from this hell

Nothing ever helps
I should kill myself
My mind just melts
Away

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing that i wanna try
 
Fucking hate my life
I really wanna die
Every single night’s
The same

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

I don't wanna do anything

They are real cant you feel
All the evil in the air
I got pictures i got proof
Why does no one even care
Run the earth in disguise
Why cant you see through their lies

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Were so dumb, theres no choice
I guess well just be destroyed
In this game that they play
I feel like i am a toy
Fuck things up just for fun
Were just puppets til theyre done

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Blame it all on them
Theyre rent free in my head
They want us to be dead
And i dont care
Cause we deserve it all
Our conscience is so small
Theyre rightfully appalled by the human race


Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them

Space Demons in NATO

cry cuz you're so worthless
die without a purpose 
why do we do all this
well, I can't tell

Cuz I'm so bummed out
My life's not fun now
I'll just shut down
Cuz I'm so bummed out
I'm so bummed out 

Lie down forever
Try but doesn't get better 
why am I so bitter 
Well I can't tell

Bummed Out

You have problems
I got problems too
But i guess it’s not
As bad as you

You don’t try to change it
Or think about your way
It’s over it’s over
Is all that you say

I don’t wanna be your friend
I don’t wanna know your thoughts 
Complain if you want but you
Really need to stop
I don’t care if your fine
I don’t care if your well
Bitch you say you wanna die you might as well

Must be so hard being you
Having nothing to do 

It’s pretty hard doing nothing all day
On top of that I have nothing to say
So sad this feeling won’t go away

You might as well

Don't want a job or friends
Don't care about objects
Don't need a future wife
Don't care for shit in life

I don't care 

Don't need cars or money 
My room I'll never leave
Cuz we're all just physics
Played out in cosmic death

cant express what
I am thinking
words elude me
feel so damn foolish 

I feel so stupid
I feel so useless
I think so I'm so cringe
Im so retarded

Cant connect with
anybody
always anxious 
There's no one there for me

Retarded

Pls follow crustsox

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Lyrics:
Twenty years, but I feel like I'm hundred
Every year the weight of it just crushes
Like my age is actually in dog years
Hopefully I won't wake in the morning


Forced to speak but don't know what say now
Can't be arsed, I think I might just lay down
Everything just makes it hard to keep calm
Old yeller, put me down on the farm


I told you once before
This life's not worth a shot
I'm like a rabid dog
Please blow my head off
My head off


Keep the grind, to buy the clothes and dumb shit
You don't need but it feels good to own it
Worry dolls to listen to my secrets
Threw them all away, yeah they can keep 'em


Further north, the nature gets more common
All the fields look beautiful in the sun
Hopped the fence, and saw it all from the peak
But everything I thought about was so bleak


I don't know where you've been
And you sentence me again
To a circle I don't want to stay in


I told you once before
This life's not worth a shot
I'm like a rabid dog
Please blow my head off

Crustsox-YELLER

lust (slowed)

Stay in my room all day long
I need to get a job
but I cant because im messed up
scared of everything and everyone
I stutter and stare anytime that anyone talks to me
and at this point I wanna drop out of society

Im an agoraphobe
so scared wherever i go
can barely pick up the phone
im fuckin dying alone

terrified wherever I go
something's wrong me and everyone knows
they all realize that something's up
they know that I'm a fuck up
never moving forward again
beat down by the shit in my head
I just wish that my life was fun

Im an agoraphobe
so scared wherever i go
can barely pick up the phone
im fuckin dying alone

Agoraphobe

UhOhSlater absolutely rules follow him rn


LYRICS: I was sad, depressed, and horny
You’re a cunt but also pretty 
You had my attention and my affection
I said hi and you ignored me x4

Blackpilled again, I need a friend, blackpilled again, I want a friend 
Blackpilled again, I need a girlfriend, blackpilled again, I want a girlfriend 
blackpilled again, blackpilled again, blackpilled again, blackpilled again
blackpilled again, I need a friend, blackpilled again, blackpilled again

Blackpilled Again (UhOhSlater cover)

Im so afraid to speak, im scared of everything
everyones watching me, they know that im a freak
im staring at the floor, what am i living for?
i want to be normal, why cant i be normal?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

im staying home again, i dont have any friends
afraid of what they'll think, i shrivel up and shrink
they know im low iq, they know i failed at school
i am a fucking joke, why am i such a joke?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

Too Neurotic

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

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