written, recorded and produced by me
artwork by me

i don't really know where i'm going
i know where i've been
it doesn't really feel like i'm moving
where do i begin

and i'm always wishing
that i never tried so hard to please you
when i do
i'm so see-through

then you'll say
will you still be there
well i don't really know
when will it leave me
this feeling i know

it's on my mind
wasting all my time
i'm scared it's gonna hurt me for the rest of my life
i'll never call you
cause i don't want to
recount the pain i've been through 

wish i didn't know
i could feel this way
you took away the sun and then wished me brighter days
and now i'm crying
memories dying
but tell me
what is new?

will you still be there
well i don't really know
when will it leave me
this feeling i know

I Don't Really Know

JL MIXES

Night by Night

Initiation

Killer On The Road

The output of this effort has a dark, haunting, ambient tone throughout the tracks.  Somewhat mysterious and dreamlike, yet approachable melodies and instrumentation.  I really hope that you enjoy the ambient journey that this music presents.

Alpine Dreams

SupPorT mY worK HerE

Superstore

Penny

This track is available for free download

Meditation Morning (Healing Mindfulness Ambient)

Some rooms remember better than the living.

Where the Walls Remember

TERMINAL (2015)

i'm trying to sleep at night
there's always trouble every day
so when you call me away
can't stay in
it's just too late

i'm trying to be just friends
it's hard since i got my fangs in
i watch the dying of the light
with the most
hungry eyes

when it's getting dark
i start thinking bout you
warm body no heart
yeah but what else can i do 'cause
'cause i feed on you
when you're feeding on me
when it's getting dark
nowhere else i'll ever be

i'm trying to see the light
it cuts through the
tape on the window
and says
time will heal the wounds she made
i believe it
but i just can't wait

when it's getting dark
i start thinking bout you
warm body no heart
yeah but what else can i do
'cause i feed on you
when you're feeding on me
when it's getting dark
nowhere else i ever 
want to be

when it's getting dark
i start thinking bout you
warm body no heart
yeah but what else can i do 'cause
'cause i feed on you
when you're feeding on me
when it's getting dark
nowhere else i ever
want to be

session roguhs

Near Dark

NEW ALBUM RELEASING THIS YEAR. 
NEW SINGLE "ORION" COMES OUT SEPTEMBER 2ND ON ALL PLATFORMS.

ALL RECORDS: 2014-2025 
01. PATTERNS - 2014
02. COLD BLOOM - 2014 
03. BEYOND THE PINE - 2015 
04. VVAVES - 2015 
05. WE ARE ATOM - 2017 
06. THE LONG NIGHT - 2018 
07. OUTER LANDS - 2019 
08. BROKEN TAPES OF VODA - 2025 
09. LOST TAPES OF VODA - TBC

TERMINAL (2015)

IN OBSIDIAN

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