Name: Christus Resurrexit (demo) by Deusomnia
Duration: 3 min 38 s
Description: Worship, acoustic, Latin, singer-songwriter

Can you see them too?

so it’s just me and this tap water
all full of lead
and we circle the drain
til i go back to bed
it’s just you in the morning
you’re all that i want
and you’re so far away
hope the bombs don’t go off
and this world is bad theater
the third act is on
and it’s falling apart
til the curtain draws
there’s a light i can’t see
but it shines on the stage
and i’m sewn to my seat
like i’m part of the play 
is it true? what you told me
an autumn ago 
empty words in the darkness 
from mouths full of smoke
it’s just me and this medicine
no one prescribed
it gets caught in my throat
and i choke and i cry 
it’s just you in the mirror
always judging me
take my eyes and my tongue
i forgot how to speak 
it’s okay, give it time
it’ll all be alright
there’s a girl in the shower
she’s singing and alive 
there’s a dog in the graveyard
so patient and sad
there’s this place we can go
where it won’t be so bad
there’s fresh air and clean clothes
and silence you can stand
your grandmother's in the kitchen
with flour on her hands
and police don’t exist there
you won’t have to hide
and police don’t exist there
and no one has died 

and we never tried the hard stuff
and no one has died 
and our bodies work perfect
and no one has died
and nobody owns nothing
and no one has died
and no one has died
and no one has died

it’s just me in this bedroom
rewriting cliches
cutting open my sickness
every fucking day
and it all tastes like ashes
and blood in my throat
there’s a man with a gun
in my childhood home
and you’re tied to the radiator
burns on your wrist
nothing bad happens here
since my mother got sick

and the walls are asbestos
and no one has died
and the water’s still poison 
and no one has died
and the kids all have cancer
and no one has died
and my body's a target
and no one has died

and no one has died
and no one has died
and no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died

a place where no one has died

8. i lost all my friends

stop

everything made by me
lyrics:

stuck in a room
thinking of you
didn't work out
but i still tried
you say you care
but you still lied

lying thru your teeth
you think im fuckin stupid
i dont wanna lie
im killing fucking cupid
everything a game
til im hanging where my noose is
everything a game
til i fuck around and shoot it

do you feel much better?
you made colder weather
all that time was lost
im like sure, whatever
all that time is gone
but i know you better

but i know you're fine leave me out in the cold
when your apartments better
now you're making me cry
sing me a birthday song and i thought it was special
yeah i thought you were special
i thought it would last
now its just whatever
yeah fuck it whatever

crying on my birthday

everything made by me
lyrics:

tell me you-
tell me you-

walking away from your apartment distraught
how could i stay?
i gave you all that i got
tell me whos to blame
i gave it all my best shot
walking in the rain
like will i die here or not?

left your apartment with cuts
i swear id rather be shot
you drag my face through the mud
my stomach turning in knots
i did everything i could
and you still left me to rot
stop acting like you forgot

break down everything i am
dont try to hide your disgust
break all the bones in my hand
then ask me why I look rough
i did everything i can
and its just never enough

break down everything i am
dont try to hide your disgust
break all the bones in my hand
then ask me why I look rough
i did everything i can
and its just never enough

i love you you dont have to say it back

im still stuck up in the same place
still acting the same way 
but i wanna change it
i wanna take u out to LA
take you for some dates
and you will never have a bad day
i need to hear that ill be okay
i dont wanna see a smile fade
i wanna feel the sun on my face
my tongue grew tired of the sour taste

i wanna take u to LA (prod. pyctur)

Worship, acoustic, Latin, singer-songwriter

Christus Resurrexit (demo)

pls dont wait up
pls dont wait up 4 me
i hope i wake up
i hope i wake up from this dream
i kno i messed up
bby pls come back 2 me 
gasping i cant breathe
what does any of this mean
its got me stressed out
its all falling from beneath
i just dont know how
how i stay above the ground
the quiets so loud
i cant hear a sound 
im so sick of it all 
im so sick of it all 

and i hope 
that u kno 
that ill always be there
if u need me 
u can always hit my phone
maybe soon yh ill b gone 
pls jus dont leave me alone 
i cant take this anymore 
i cant take this anymore 
soo..

pls dont wait up 
pls dont wait up 4 me
i hope i wake up 
i hope i wake up from this dream 
but its a nightmare
everyday haunting me 
getting closer 
getting closer to the edge 
not sober 
never sober off the meds
i miss u so much 
kinda wish that i was dead
its so fucked 
how u stuck up in my head 
n i think that its the best

and i hope 
that u kno 
that ill always be there
if u need me 
u can always hit my phone
maybe soon yh ill b gone 
pls jus dont leave me alone 
i cant take this anymore 
i cant take this anymore

don’t wait up (deadyami)

where did the time go // prod sickboi

cover art by www.instagram.com/skimaskthe6dog
MIXED BY @mightyassassin
produced by dj. topy

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Christus Resurrexit (demo)

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