shhh… now sink!

i feel like i care too much.
pic cred: taboodolly on ig

YKWIM? - YOT CLUB

epiphany.mp3

guess what_mixdown.mp3

I forget prod. Heartcutter

hillbillies

the way i see things (prod. kryptik)

about u

about u (prod. brobak)

stop the car w/ horse head (prod. smokeasac)

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

Life Is Beautilful

Life Is Beautiful

Instagram.com/antivst
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How am I supposed to heal
I’ve forgotten how to feel
Broken promises left out the door
I'm broken hearted to the core

Sometimes when I’m awake
I think about you and I start to hate
To hate the feeling 
And I suffocate
My heart from feeling
Takes my breath away

And sometimes when I’m alone
I fight my urges to pick up the phone
And call your number like I used to do
I was so used to you

And now you’re with her
I hate her
Cause she’s all about you
The same way that I was
I was a fool for you

You played me
You’ll play her
I already know the truth
But she won’t
No she don’t
She don’t know about you

Caught me by surprise
The web of your lies
You told me you wouldn’t leave
you’d never leave my side
 
You lied
And I believed
You made a fool out of me
Everyone warned me
But I couldn’t see

Blinded by your charm
You caused the most harm
You never did say you were sorry
That don’t matter but oh it haunts me

Was there two or was there more?
I was dying on the floor
You cried you called me 
I declined I couldn’t breathe

I couldn’t breathe

You’re selfish 
You’re fucked up
I wish you the worst luck

You miss me?
Well that’s nice
I don’t miss you
I miss the fights

I miss your wrongs 
when I was right
I miss you degrading me
I miss your hate for me
I really miss the jealousy

And all those times that I would cry
You don’t care
you were getting getting high
That stupid band
Your stupid songs
You always cared more about the bong

And now look at you
All fucked up and alone at two
You’ve got me on your mind
wishing you could go back in time

And all those those months I was in pain
and finding comfort in the rain
You didn’t care
You made it worse
You harassed me
I felt cursed 

You told me you didn’t love me
So I don’t get what you want from me
I changed my number
Leave a fax
Leave me alone and face the facts

You lost the girl who was always down
The only girl who didn’t want the crown
She wanted you for you
You betrayed her
The things you do
 
I hope you know you won’t find better
And She’s still burning all your letters
If by chance your hear this song
I hope you see how you did me wrong

Please Stay Away - ANTIVST (Prod.XET)

Nectar

MODUS

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