I’m in a horrible mindset, again a bit suicidal but this time thinking about running away, I know it’s wrong and I need help, but I feel like everything’s gonna fall apart soon enough even if I don’t, it’s a difficult choice for me to make, I’ve felt suicidal before and even tried to end it before, this is the first time I’ve wanted to run away to die, and most likely won’t be the last time, I feel horrible, I feel my sanity draining trying to make the choice

She was the only girl I ever loved…. But she hates me and is disgusted by me

This song is so nostalgic. which in a way is good bc when it came out I didn't want to do the deodorant and towel method. or cut. or blow my brains out against the wall. So I thank Lil peep, XXX TENTATION, Juice WRLD, Suicideboys, and Surf Curse.

I'm too worried about my own problems to think straight or be a normal person anymore.

freaks slowed and muffled

𝔉𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔨𝔰 - 𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔣 𝔠𝔲𝔯𝔰𝔢 {𝔪𝔲𝔣𝔣𝔩𝔢𝔡 + 𝔰𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔢𝔡}

i do not own the rights to this song. this is an edited version to my liking that i do not profit off of, credit of the songs creators are in the name.

surf curse - freaks [slowed + reverb]

freaks but slowed, muffled echo

space song - beach house { muffled + slowed + reverb }

Vent here, you are so welcome to. Do not type rude comments just to look cool.
To anyone who vents here, you’re not alone, maybe you think you are, but you know who cares for you? God. He loves you, and you’ll see him soon, he wants to see you with him. You may not have the best life, but if you need to rely on someone, God is always the answer, he’ll touch your heart, heal you, talk to you. Everyone might leave you, but God won’t. He cares for you. He loves you.

𝘙𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘏𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦 (𝘚𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘥 𝘟 𝘔𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘭𝘦𝘥)

Chamber of Reflection (Slowed)

Surf Curse - Freaks [SLOWED]

strong together | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone industrial horror WIP | ears 2.1 g1 40 bpm take 1 72125

space song - beach house. edited by me.

thanks for listening

freaks slowed and muffled

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