sleep paralysis

Prods by
Kai 
Jose Ink
Pluto
JGP Beats
Jody
Sid White
Ocean Beats

Please Don't Do This

evening cicadas

evening cicadas (prod. nofame4ever)

prod. nxcturnal
mix/master/vox [blvckehart, vqcant]



love you guys 

lyrics:
You choose a gray love
Can't make amends with the pain and the devil inside
You try to escape, but it's all in your mind
I sleep with my pain in my dreams at night
Just benzo tap my veins till' I seem alright
Isolate, no
Try to sedate, no
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You'll lose yourself always choosing to chase the same love
You choose a gray love
The black and shameful

Staring my death
Straight in the face
Gaze off the bridge with the pain in my brain
Signal is switched off to powerless
Showering down
Shroud full of darkness
Hourglass pourin'
Hoping my life would not jump off that terrace
Hoping my life would not break off in edges
Loosing my sanity, panicking
Praying for something to take me to heaven
But God isn't answering
Where is our God?
Where is my feelings they're all fucking gone
Trapped in my mind but I'm so fucking lost
Hopeless demoted
My shit's fucking blowing the pot up and open
Hoping my life doesn't end with the barrel or potions
Nauseous
I'm slumping my posture is gone with my happiness

I need some help with the way that I'm running my life
I need some sleep when I go lay in bed every night
Insomniac pledging his life towards a dream
Hoping my mind would connect all the seams
Split and I'm fraying
Decaying enslaved in a wave of dysphoria
Uh
Wake up to nothing my days push together
Evading my room wit my pain on my sweater
Chasing my mind and a dream
I won't have either they both always leaving
Beating my fists to the wall
Blood on knuckles to stop what I've thought
Tears on my face
Dead in my brain
There is no point to keep rapping this way
Killing myself through these words
Tired of trying to help all the hurting

Can't make amends with the pain and the devil inside
You try to escape, But it's all in your mind
I sleep with the pain and my dreams at night
Just benzo tap my veins till' I seem alright
Isolate, no
Try to sedate, no
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You'll lose yourself always choosing to chase the same love
You choose a gray love
The black and shameful

Black and shameful
Gray Love
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You choose the gray love
The black and shameful

Gray Love

GRAY LOVE w/ blvckehart

A mashup between Robstar's Cover of All I Ever Might Be and the original, just because everyone says Robstar sounds like Guardin lol.

(Reuploaded because I fixed a nasty bit on the first version)

Check out the people associated with this track if you don't know them already:

Guardin:

Soundcloud: @guardinmusic
Twitter: twitter.com/astralagenda
Instagram: www.instagram.com/guardin/
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCpQT0eNDyaf2OU-oD-Ooddw
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6zqcGQ6MH6yetBUoquMnL7

Robstar:

Soundcloud: @robstar100
Twitter: twitter.com/Robstar1000
Instagram: www.instagram.com/realrobstar/
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCAfSnCEo1ADeNvF2v5yBX-g
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3H1ohSP5ALAJPLqwTYWZWz?si=j0jMTpV9RCKOoF6CFg6PYQ

2001:

Soundcloud: @sadboiforever
Twitter: twitter.com/two_thousand1
Instagram: instagram.com/prod2001_
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC-vjhvYATjmU7sEsIGZ6T_g

I am just a fan all artists involved and this is in no way an official release by any. I just enjoy the music and want to share the mashup I made.

This was uploaded with Robstar's permission, but not Guardin or 2001's. If anyone associated with either party wants me to take down the track, message me on Soundcloud with proof and I will be happy to oblige.

Guardin x Robstar - All I Ever Might Be [Remix] (ReProd. 2001)

(prod by me)

lyrics-
don’t mess with me
when i’m drugged out
nobody cares if i’m still down
you always stay awake
holding back my pain
holding back again

dropped you on your head
when i’m just running from it
and i’m tired of living on without you
baby come back to bed

ayy i’m sad, drop bars
when i’m backstabbed
baby come back
bad bitch on me when i’m sad
she come over when i’m still mad
baby come back, hold back my pain
and forget my name cause i’m tired of it
and nobody cares if their just gonna stare
so i’m running from my past and i 

dropped you on your head
when i’m just running from it
and i’m tired of living on without you
baby come back to bed

</3

a beautiful mess of a song (demo)

Check Out The Producers:

SlissBeats:
Soundcloud: @slissbeats

Karvto:
Soundcloud: @karvto
Facebook: www.facebook.com/karvto/
Instagram: www.instagram.com/karvto/

Lyrics
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I don't want nothing
Yeah I don't nothing
I keep it 100
Then I'm taking flight

Stay in my dungeon
I chill in my dungeon
If I take your girl
Then I'm taking her life

Turn out the lights
Turn out the lights
She started running
I'm grabbing the knife

Yeah she my type
Yeah she my type
I ain't just fucking
I'm fucking her twice

I ain't just fucking
I'm fucking her twice
I ain't just fucking
I'm fucking her twice, yeah, yeah

Chill in my mind
I'm doing fine
Fade into nothing
I wish I was nothing
Instead I'm still here
And I'm watching it die

Don't hit my line
I'm on my grind
If you wanted something
I'm giving it everything
If you want nothing
You're wasting my time

Ey, club lights make the room feel slow
I can barely hear a word you're sayin', I don't know
And I've been working everyday, baby don't it show?
See the pain in my eyes, do you like how it glow?

I've been fine on my lonely
Wasting time 'till nobody know me
Getting high while she blow me
'Til I die nobody know me

I've been fine on my lonely
Wasting time 'till nobody know me
Getting high while she blow me
While I'm alive nobody know me

Kinda fucked up how that go
I've been geekin' I've been tweakin'
You don't wanna know
Fucked up how I ride slow
See the smile on my face
While I die alone

Ey, club lights make the room feel slow
I can barely hear a word you're sayin', I don't know
And I've been working everyday, baby don't it show?
See the pain in my eyes, do you like how it glow?

All Alone

Keep It 100 [Prod. Karvto X Slissbeats]

@robstar100

Caps Ctrl: www.youtube.com/channel/UCo2VAt6iCrkCA1kREwwfhyg

geeking - cobyKanine ft. Robstar (prod. Caps Ctrl)

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All My Friends Are Ghosts

You Never Came Home

End Credits to Your Life - NO.PVLSE x Scotty Trippin

rock bottom again
but that’s just my life
think i’m strong enough
but i can’t even put down a knife

think i’m losing my mind
think i’m losing my touch
i can pray to the sky
but it’s never enough

i can wonder how i got this low
when i die in my sleep
i wonder where imma go?
will i fall deeper into the abysmal void
will i find my salvation at the end of a rope?


i wish that i could take your place
because i’m falling apart
my best friend is gone
and i got no one to save
but myself and i don’t care
about my life i feel like i’m going nowhere

i wish that God would take my life away
i wish that i could see you again
but i can’t, i’m lost,
and i don’t know where to go
i guess i’m drinking again tonight
down another bottle i go


i think it should have been me, not you
i know you got to the point, thought you had nothing to lose
but now i’m stuck here in hell and i’ve been missing you
i miss all the stupid shit that we used to go through

now i’m blacked out where we started
guess that it was never enough
i keep on blaming myself
i swear to God i’m gonna make you proud
i hope you’re looking down on me

should've been me (prod. metlast)

I guess what's done is done.
I just feel so exposed without you near.

evening cicadas (prod. nofame4ever)

nofame

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