lyrics *.•

verse 1:
i wanna live in a lighthouse
on the cliffs by the sea
there’d be nobody else there
just my melancholy and me

verse 2:
i wanna live in a lighthouse
wear sweaters all the time
watch rain fall down the window
read any book i can find

chorus:
cus’ nothing ever changes in a lighthouse that doesn’t even work
sure i may be lonely but at least i’ll never get hurt

verse 3:
the USA is slowly dying
so there goes my plans
the rest of the world will surely follow
it’s getting close to the end

chorus:
but nothing ever changes in a lighthouse that doesn’t even work 
we are all just waiting for someone who won’t leave us hurt

outro:
i wanna live in a lighthouse
do you wanna come with me?
the world’s ending tomorrow
at least we’ll die by the sea
like Annabel Lee
(ahh)

lighthouse.demo

Zombie game sound track or blink-182 song?

Damn Repentance

Damn Repentance (Prod. vexx)

Why Do I

haunt me {lyrics}

verse 1:
it’s been a while since we talked
i think was your birthday
i know i made you laugh a lot 
but there was only so much we can say

pre-chorus:
i could have loved you forever
even with the odds against us
and it would have been better
than any honeyed day in august

chorus:
i can’t listen to killer queen
i can’t look at the fields of weeds
your curls are tangled up in everything
you’re alive but you haunt me

verse 2:
you’re the boy with a pentagram on his wrist
and a smirk on your lips
i’m a witch looking for a sign who’s never been good with goodbyes

(pre-chorus)
(chorus)

bridge:
i’ve always thought what’s meant to be will be
but something’s got in between
the twin flame is dwindling, still it burns me
maybe in another life you will see me

chorus:
i can’t listen to Killer Queen (cus i hear your favourite part)
i can’t look at the fields of weeds (i still remember the green in your hair)
your curls are tangled up around me
you’re all i see x 2
you’re alive but you haunt me

haunt me.demo

Instrumental recorded by Vvya Melinkolya on December 27th, 2021 as an early version of Hard Times.

hard times (demo)

Lolita(demo) (prod. Anticon)

Lyrics: 
The city’s — vibrance feels alive
in the alley —the sight kisses my eyes
cant look away

stuck in my place
feel your cold gaze
i cant be fazed
i’ll see you in may

stuck in my place
feel your cold gaze
i cant be fazed
i’ll see you in

space 
Its not even hard on me
but instead
i feel it — my brain’s got me tied
it’s crazy— at peace my anguish has ended
because
The city’s — vibrance feels alive
in the alley —the sight kisses my eyes
cant look away

Luminous (p. anticon)

Fucked Up

deer [intro]

verse 1:
some kind of dream 
or nightmare
left me stirred, disturbed
more hopeful than ever

verse 2:
secondhand shoes
on cobblestone streets
December biting
duck into a little boutique

pre-chorus:
there he is
recognises me instantly

chorus:
you told me you were wrong
know now that i’m the one
you never should have run x 2
i know you heard my songs
did you think that i forgot?
i never would have run x 2

verse 3:
one thing i hate
about myself these days (these days) 
is even now
i’d still drop everything for you

pre-chorus:
all the plans were made
i need to scream it

(chorus)

bridge:
and i could cry and call you a coward
but really i don’t know the half of it
brought a poem to the gunfight 
you could shoot me now
but really i think being in love is a better way to die
don’t you? x 5

poem to the gun fight

‘esoteric’ Official Lyrics

verse 1:
i write in my journal
like it’s somebody else’s to read
watching everything i do
performing for somebody else to see

pre-chorus:
through his eyes 
through my eyes 
through his eyes 
through mine

chorus:
‘cuz i’m a real cool girl
nobody else gets me
the only drugs i do
are nostalgia and melancholy
liberal arts witch with lobotomy chic
i’m esoteric with a capital E

verse 3:
tell me girlfriend what’s your favourite hobby?
mine is turning men into stags because they dared to gaze upon me

pre-chorus:
through their eyes 
through my eyes 
through his eyes 
through mine

(chorus)

bridge:
none of these days i’ve felt alive (if i must be)
through afternoon sun is how i wish to be perceived 

final chorus:
cos i’m a real cool girl
nobody else gets me
the only drugs i do
are latin and greek
female insanity’s never looked so chic
i’m esoteric x 4
i’m esoteric with a capital E

esoteric

Somewhere between composure and catastrophe. Welcome to my thoughts.

Lolita(demo) (prod. Anticon)

vexx

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