i want a house in the hills i want a bag full of pills

aborted audio

feat. gorejit (@gorejit)
prod. ingram11 (@ingram11mac)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

got like five more hours off the tab
and there’s nothing i can do except yell
ima fry your router you a fag
just wait i’ll behead you like the cartel

i hate myself you can see it in my eyes
can’t control my urges and i’m best friends with my knife
all you fuckers use me then you leave me in demise
tell my mother sorry when i die by suicide

i just wanna feel okay and live my life but i cannot ever do it cuz i’m fucking crazy
when i take my golden blade and cut your eyes bitch i hope you realize that you fucking made me

bitch ima eat your organs
leave you deceased in portions
bro you make me fucking hungry with all these contortions
bitch ima fuck your organs
and all my guns imported
so please don’t be surprised when you all see this drum start pouring

[gorejit]
yeah yeah yeah
ima kill that bitch just like elliot
i feel like i'm dead i need my medicine
i look like i'm dead eat your organs
vomit in a two seat its a foreign

reconstrict my body in debris
g19 with a m9 on a killing spree
eyelid full of lsd
i can't even fucking see
take a trip to saudi and i'm bringing extra magazines
stream that bitch on liveleak

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

NOTHING (FEAT. GOREJIT) [PROD. INGRAM11]

Care For Me W/Sace

Eyes To Eyes (prod. BUGHVVL)

Produced by Teeth

Lyrics :

I cannot fall asleep
cause I know they watchin' me when I do
I better fall asleep
if I don't Ima go crazy like I used to
everything I do is wrong
yeah that's why I wrote this song
I don't know what's going on
no I won't pick up the phone

I'm feeling so much pain
I know it's in my brain
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I think I don't want no fame
I just want you to understand
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I cannot fall asleep
cause I know they watchin' me when I do
I better fall asleep
if I don't Ima go crazy like I used to
everything I do is wrong
yeah that's why I wrote this song
I don't know what's going on
no I won't pick up the phone

I'm feeling so much pain
I know it's in my brain
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I think I don't want no fame
I just want you to understand
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say

I cannot fall asleep
cause I know they watchin' me when I do
I better fall asleep
if I don't Ima go crazy like I used to
everything I do is wrong
yeah that's why I wrote this song
I don't know what's going on
no I won't pick up the phone

everything i do is wrong (p. 7ee7h)

HOPELESS PROD. VSTRO

cover art by @sofuclaren

They knock down your door 
Then dull up your core
Then wait till its night when its right to take more
Like your eyes as they write your demise on the floor
With a cup full of lies purify all your sores 
Isnt this great
Cannot deny whats in store
I cannot wait 
To decay in the morgue 
X2 

They dig you out tomb
They lock you out room
Theres nothing to do and theres nowhere to move
And we cannot leave while we grieve what we lose
Like cogs in machines being squeezed out and used 
Isnt this great 
The pain we consume 
I cannot wait 
Till it all turns to truth

morgue [prod. takizava]

weighted
i grew to love the restraints that you had put on me
i cry at the thought of you ever letting me free
hands on my chest and i don’t care if all the weight mean i can’t (breathe)
the bed is empty like my head now i can’t sleep

i feel your fingertips as they enter my bloodstream
the pain means nothing (yet), just happy you wanted to touch me
when it fades i’m in my room still feeling ugly 
ugh, still feeling ugly, ugh yeah
still feelin weighed down
tendancy to fall but i feel weightless on the way down
but now i’m in this pit and i can’t claw myself a way out
surroundings broken by my fist examine dents with shame
im prayin i can change the circumstance before it play out
ugh

i grew to love the restraints that you had put on me
i cry at the thought of you ever letting me free
hands on my chest and i don’t care if all the weight mean i can’t
the bed is empty like my head now i can’t sleep

the bed is empty like my head now i can’t sleep


weightless

it felt like i knew you for years so why did it break
stupid and naive for thinkin we ever could make it 
in panic attacks but i’m still holdin you through the shakes
tears in my eyes go thru boxes of all of your old shit
i cannot help but my eyelids they don’t wanna wake 

eb00b

Crawling into that blanket spin 
Like a leather rope on a starving neck 
Licking drug residue off my skin
The same way a blade carve in it 
I still got a whole lot to give 
But shitty businesses taking it 
Divine feminine golden gift 
Reality keep erasing it uh
Something that ill never know 
Or I fear ill get lost in it 
All that yang in soul never glows 
Machinery hunt cost your bliss 
Apocalypse lost in our sin 
Quit sipping de-creation wells
Or swallow pills from the drs mill
Grew tentacles far out my gills uh
Chemical lies deny eye in sky 
The room spilled and burned my 
Books clothes and reset night 
It cant get that much worse
Then roll eyes on jet flight 
Escape from all our hurt 
Theres smoke in the air might
Land emergency 
Theres Blood in the water their coming for me (for me)
Land emergency 
Theres blood in the water their coming for me (for me)

prod slain but he a bitch

KILL EBOLA - VOGUE

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