One of the best insane tracks, at this day and forever.

Ingram and fendi are always good level 🔥🔥

prod. sapphirekill @sapphirekill
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:

[citrate]
my life isn’t going well i’m always filled with panic
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it
turned into a living hell i cannot fucking manage
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it

i went to the hospital and i asked for something
anything to give my mind repair from damage
gave me meds to stop it all now i feel like nothing
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it

i just take it till i’m numb
then i take it till i’m numb x17

bitch i’m trapped in my head
my dad came in i can’t map what he said
when will it stop i’m so wrapped up in dread
when i wake up i stay wrapped up in bed

i can’t focus
mind is broken
tried so many times i’m hopeless x2

feeling so dissociated
i don’t have a sense of self i really fucking hate it
all these years of constant worry don’t know how i made it
negative emotions coming in i can’t evade it

i need some help so i hit up my friends
they never answer so i sit and pretend
like everything’s okay fuck don’t think they’re my friends
fuck it imma go ahead and down my pills again

then i take it till i’m numb x18

numb [prod. sapphirekill]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me

cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit
cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit

act like it’s a problem i have female friends why
all you do is talk to all my friends and it’s alright
for my own sake this has to end bye
if we take a break bet you'll fuck my friend no surprise

doesn’t make sense now does it
making me anxious suspense now what if’s
then you tell me that it’s fine so fuck it
did it then you started crying you’re dumb bitch
doesn’t make sense now does it
making me anxious suspense now what if’s
then you tell me that it’s fine so fuck it
did it then you started crying you’re dumb bitch

why are you changing my outlook on love
constantly talking bout guys that you fucked
leaving me hanging here i’ve had enough
losing my friends cuz they’re girls bitch it’s rough

you never go days without taking offense
i never do nothing it doesn’t make sense
you truly control me you cannot defend
you truly control me you shouldn’t pretend

and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not

why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me

cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit
cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit

control [prod. fendi444]

feat. gorejit (@gorejit)
prod. ingram11 (@ingram11mac)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

got like five more hours off the tab
and there’s nothing i can do except yell
ima fry your router you a fag
just wait i’ll behead you like the cartel

i hate myself you can see it in my eyes
can’t control my urges and i’m best friends with my knife
all you fuckers use me then you leave me in demise
tell my mother sorry when i die by suicide

i just wanna feel okay and live my life but i cannot ever do it cuz i’m fucking crazy
when i take my golden blade and cut your eyes bitch i hope you realize that you fucking made me

bitch ima eat your organs
leave you deceased in portions
bro you make me fucking hungry with all these contortions
bitch ima fuck your organs
and all my guns imported
so please don’t be surprised when you all see this drum start pouring

[gorejit]
yeah yeah yeah
ima kill that bitch just like elliot
i feel like i'm dead i need my medicine
i look like i'm dead eat your organs
vomit in a two seat its a foreign

reconstrict my body in debris
g19 with a m9 on a killing spree
eyelid full of lsd
i can't even fucking see
take a trip to saudi and i'm bringing extra magazines
stream that bitch on liveleak

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

NOTHING (FEAT. GOREJIT) [PROD. INGRAM11]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vancsoyk)

lyrics:
hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

wait
i can’t call them my friends
cuz they’re low tier faggots and they always defend 
you cuz you act like a victim you don’t make sense 

we both know what you did to me so i put an end
to it all
oh did i offend
see you fall
cutting all my friends
i recalled
had to make amends
you just stalled

hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

ok [prod. fendi444]

featuring LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

everybody hates me why don’t you
everybody hates me you should too
and i don’t know what to do yah

so i cut myself with all my fucking knives
i wanna trust myself but i just hate my life
i wanna love myself you know i’ve fucking tried
but all these sluts from hell are gonna take my life

fucking leave me alone why you wanna know
what the hell i’ve been up to with all these other fucking hoes 
you made me this way it wasn’t something that i chose
that i chose

lately i’ve been having thoughts of killing you and every single one of your stupid ass friends
hopefully i get my chance i’m willing to stab you until your pathetic life ends

i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

[LXXIV]
if god got me where i am then where does he go late at night
mind is racing devil on my back but he's no where in sight
befriend all the demons at my door ready to fight  fight
dead man walking off the pills, no i'm not living right

pain killers causing my pain, they keep controlling me
doc said i've gone insane, they grab ahold of me
put the poison into my veins, till i can never see
follow me into the dark, where i feel vacancy

vacant minds tend to think alike, lets go fantasize
you decide, if we’ll take our life, see the sunrise
I need help, imma turn the tide, at least I’ll try
yeah, I’ve been in my mind

I need help, I need help, I need help
I need someone that can save me from myself x2

[citrate]
i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

help [feat. LXXIV] (prod. fendi444)

prod. fendi (@fendi444) & raccoonz (@prodraccoonz)
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

lyrics:
bitch i’d take your fucking life but you don’t have one you’re confused bitch
stay typing all on twitter but you’re never gonna do shit
you pussies always talking hella hard but always losin
and if you had a life i’d stab your heart and make you lose it

bitch i’m crazy can you tell
i’m not ever doing well
got your corpse and it’ll sell
to the demons down in hell x2

i got 5 faggots hanging from their necks x4

leave your room you fucking cunt and go outside you fucking bitch
bet if your ass got locked up you’d fucking try out sucking dick
don’t say that you got any bitches cuz you’re a fucking trick
you’ll need more than just gauze and some stitches to get fucking fixed

look at me cunt i will seize you got this rope tied in a knot
all of your bullshit is see through bitch i hope you know you’re caught
yeah bro i would hate to be you and i’m glad i’m fucking 
not
cut you up and then i eat you bitch there is no fucking god

bitch i’m crazy can you tell
i’m not ever doing well
got your corpse and it’ll sell
to the demons down in hell x2

i got 5 faggots hanging from their necks x4

faggot [prod. fendi444 & raccoonz]

prod. schoolshooter
mixed by me

lyrics:
say you’re gonna send me to hell i don’t believe
that you’re gonna do it i’ll cover you in pee x2

you’ve been fucking talking shit about me every single day i fucking sense it
thinking that your bitch is your bitch but she really got your dumbass on a dark web hit list
i don't even care about the money when i get it like bitch i got incentives
i don't even know what else to say so drink my piss bitch

my piss bitch i don't know so drink my piss bitch x4

put your pussy on me you got nothing else for me
why you wet as a tsunami like bitch i am not horny
say you got an aesthetic like bitch you look pathetic
and when i’m done you’ll need a medic and a few prosthetics

just like randy stair i really wanna go see you
shoot up my workplace and go down to meet you
shotgun in my mouth i fear i’ll mistreat you
now i’m in hell and you’re not here i need you

fucking up my mind with all the shit that you’ve been talking bout
fucking bitch you stupid pussy end your life without a doubt
you don’t know i’m boutta pull up to your fuckin house
stab you twenty times and then i fuck your bitch right on your couch

stabbing all you faggots got a fully automatic got your fucking body dragging
cuz you bitches fucking ratted got a hatchet on me tatted only cuz i hate you fucking faggots
y’all are weaker than some maggots bitch i really hate you faggots

random screams

say you’re gonna send me to hell i don’t believe
that you’re gonna do it i’ll cover you in pee x2

you’ve been fucking talking shit about me every single day i fucking sense it
thinking that your bitch is your bitch but she really got your dumbass on a dark web hit list
i don't even care about the money when i get it like bitch i got incentives
i don't even know what else to say so drink my piss bitch

my piss bitch i don't know so drink my piss bitch x4

PISS [PROD. SCHOOLSHOOTER]

prod. vinnie
mixed by me

lyrics:
yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

yesterday i pulled out my shotty and aimed at my muhfucking face
when i put it to my body i realized that i made a stupid fucking mistake
i’m such a fool because i almost killed myself without unleashing my muhfucking hate
walk in a school and i pull out the ar bitch i’m boutta shoot up this dumb fucking place

okay like bitch
yeah you faggots got me pissed
why the fuck do you exist
never lack pricks on my list
never lack slits on my wrist

interrupt your fucking lesson
pulling out my smith and wesson
ima send your ass to heaven
class is no longer in session

walk down the halls while i’m shooting my friends
double tap all you continue my cleanse
shot my math teacher she dropped all her pens

murderous tendencies are my best traits
all of you pussies are copy and paste
now i’m famous in the united states

you shouldn’t have bullied me fuckers you shouldn’t have failed me
none of you faggots were scared of me until i started assailing
bullets collided into her and that hoe she started exhaling
putting the gun in my mouth so the police cannot fucking jail me

yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

NOTHING (FEAT. GOREJIT) [PROD. INGRAM11]

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