Blame Me

Turn of the Century

Prying open carefully, caught up by the stone canyons deep ingrown
A miniscule distraction please, there's nowhere to jump off
You started the clock, saturating bones
Flying tattered wings, a million trivial nothings
A fairytale of flame and magical insane
Combustible reality, when everything can suddenly explode
Radioactive glow

Guess I am the patient, tied neat in disarray
Falling down the dangers I've unlocked the vault of pain
May I be abrasive?
A needle in the vein

Like kerosene emotions, a fire in the eye
A stumbling block of mine
Living somewhere comfortably
There's no such thing as home
Anonymous, unknown
Call me crazy, maybe so
I guess we'll never know if I can be set free from all the chains prohibiting me
Can we be dead?
Maybe we really can be... maybe we really can be dead

Guess I must be patient, inventing up a ghost
While hanging on the mountainside of what scares you the most
Suddenly it's hard to breathe...
I'm gasping now for air...
This may take a while, but I'll handle with care

Guess I was too patient, inventing up a ghost 
While falling off the mountainside of what scares me the most
You make it so hard to breathe...
I'm gasping out for air...
You hurt me then smile
Yet I handled with care

Within It All We Have Been

Volatile

A fun and slightly creepy song.
Happy Halloween!

LYRICS:

There's something in the air this morning
It doesn't feel right
There's something in the water calling me in
An ethereal light
It's standing in the shadows waiting for a sign
The flesh and bone and marrow breaking
It's feeding time

If there's something that you need to tell us
Just keep your voice down
The wolf has tried to buy and sell us
He's getting around
An ugly little monster smiling
And gobbling dirt
A rusty, broken padlock on the ground
There's blood on your shirt

Little Monster

ONLY HUMAN

I just want to be the one to always let you down
I just want to be the one to always let you down
Oh so slow…

I just want to be the one to always make you mad
I just want to be the one to always make you mad
mad to go… 
let you down
Oh so slow…

I just want to turn the lights out for you
When you’ve been kept in the dark
I just want to put the spotlight on you
When you can’t find your mark
I just want to chart the course of all your history
no strand left out, no deed, no doubt, no unsolved mystery

How could anybody
Run you round
when they don’t know where
and they don’t know how…

I know its only human
and I know how much it shows
but I only want to catch you in the air
when you’ve let go…
Let you down, oh so slow…

i just want to throw the book out for you
when you get too much in touch
I just want to turn the sound right up when
the noise gets all too much
I just want to iron out those curves and creases
I’ll smooth them out no fret no doubt no missing features…

how could anybody let you go
when there’s more to you 
than they’ll ever know…

I know its only human
and I know how much it shows
but I only want to catch you in the air
when you’ve let go…
let you down
down so slow
make you sad
sad to go…

Left up to me…
I’d be…
always in your hair…
Left up to me…

Only Human

Cae la noche
Vuelven los miedos
Envueltos en mis recuerdos
El juez a fallado
y ya estoy condenado
Cumplo pena por mis sueños 
mis temores y mis pensamientos

Por El Camino

Rudeneja single, was written for a book. the book will be published soon

I hope you like it
Writer: Stinson NYC
Genre: Instrumental, Alternative, Acoustic
Cover by: Stinson NYC
year: 2021

Rudeneja

Lyrics:
I’m Insatiable 
Makes Me feel Just like a raging bull 
I’m fighting with my fuckin shadow  
In a battle i will never win 


I’m Insatiable Makes Me feel like a raging bull
I been romanticizing misery far for to long aspirations caught a ceiling; 
now their spinning on the ceiling fan 
only 2 types coke not enough and none at all  
I need undying romance fuck a Romeo and Juliet, Feel the unknown pleasures ff my skin, 
let it out and let it out, 
shattered glass and shattered dreams; 
tattered bags and tattered jeans, 
Always Something that I need

 I’m Insatiable Unrelatable, unreliable, 
Feel like crashing my car innuh guard rail 
just to feel something else 
cause i only thing I feel like is a creep.  

Stop romanticizing death 
Stop romanticizing misery 
I’m Insatiable Makes Me feel like a raging bull Makes Me feel Just like a raging bull 
I’m fighting with my fuckin shadow  
In a battle i will never win 
Stop romanticizing death 
Stop romanticizing misery 

Drive my car 80 mph listening to new scream by turn over I’m toxic Midwest ohio boy 
i dont mean anything to anybody else 
got a face and soul only uh mother could love  
i want passion, 
I want flame, 
I want you to want me, 
I want you to accept, 
me with no alteior motive, 
I Promise 
I can change, 
I can Change 
I can change, 
I’ll go to therapy 

 I’m Insatiable Unrelatable, unreliable, 
Feel like crashing my car innuh guard rail 
just to feel something else 
cause i only thing I feel like is a creep.  

I’m Insatiable 
Makes Me feel Just like a raging bull 
I’m fighting with my fuckin shadow  

I’m Insatiable 
Makes Me feel Just like a raging bull 
I’m fighting with my fuckin shadow  I need somebody else to help me out

I CRAVE DEBAUCHERY

Nocturnal Issues

INSATIABLE

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And the Magic was Gone

now im lost

Songwriter, singer, musician & producer from Scotland.  Leveraging Studio One & UAD technology, Gibson ES 335 & PRS Paul's Guitar, BBC Symphony Strings and dabble on the piano sometimes.  Writing is my therapy.

Blame Me

Andy Nagle