i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed

it set me free 
at least i think
what do you know?
theyre all just freaks
what did you wanna know
i see myself in me 
a couple tools 
thats all you need

i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed

you try and try again
and nothing seems to work
you push your age away
and then you ask 
why it fades away
decaying in the room that you were pushed into
its been years you seen the outside and you dont know

i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed
i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed

snarky

You Tell me what you believe in
I push it away
I won’t let you control me 
The Witches they laugh
Oh how I wish I were home
The things I couldnt hold 
I see you’re certain, well
You need a certain hell
To Decompose your mind I need to see it go inside
You know I try to learn
I tried to Make him breathe again
I try to learn
I tried to make him breathe again
It works out, it works out always
I fall for whatever you make
It always gets captured in frames
The Praxis you practice it fades
You know I try to learn
I tried to Make him breathe again
I try to learn
I tried to make him breathe again

soil

Lyrics: 
The city’s — vibrance feels alive
in the alley —the sight kisses my eyes
cant look away

stuck in my place
feel your cold gaze
i cant be fazed
i’ll see you in may

stuck in my place
feel your cold gaze
i cant be fazed
i’ll see you in

space 
Its not even hard on me
but instead
i feel it — my brain’s got me tied
it’s crazy— at peace my anguish has ended
because
The city’s — vibrance feels alive
in the alley —the sight kisses my eyes
cant look away

Luminous (p. anticon)

Lyrics:

I wonder why...
Why you would deface me yet
won't free me from your gaze?
The blade you eat from cuts me
deep inside and pulls my skin away

Dreadful blight forms inside
Im doomed beneath your spell
Void of life
Decaying mind
Entombed beneath my shell

Frail
Face away
Enter the fray
While I am falling through hell

Dreadful blight forms inside
Im doomed beneath your spell
Void of life
Decaying mind
Entombed beneath my shell

«Blight»

Lyrics;

The sunlight will come tomorrow
But for now you're here
The darkness eats and swallows
And you'll disappear
The blood leaks from my neck
It's for the best that I let you go

Bite into me with your fangs 
Rip the flesh from my heart out
Engrave me with your teeth
I know you want it

Your figure is consumed by the shadows
As you lay in the corner
Your mind is torn from the sorrow
That you feel in the morning
The blood leaks from my neck
It's for the best that I let you go

Bite into me with your fangs 
Rip the flesh from my heart out
Engrave me with your teeth
I know you want it
Bite into me with your fangs 
Rip the flesh from my heart out
Engrave me with your teeth
I know you want it

Fangs

(Fall, Fall)
Pay the
Debt , to the seraph
It spoke to me, with a bent tongue

Come home, you said
Don’t follow, the stench
It’s not at all what you expect
You go that way u‘ll pay the debt
Come home, I ain’t mad
Promise, don’t cave in 
It’s not at all what you expect
You go that way u‘ll pay the debt

To the seraph
It spoke to me, with a bent tongue
The profundity, would cut me off (clean)
If I bend my knees, I’m on square one, square one, square one, square one

It pesters, it’s too late
The tree still grows - infinite
Just take it in, keep scrolling
Let the knowledge temper with ur faith 

taste of lies (lies) and cyanide (ahaha)
Ur waist divine, I can’t help but to keep u out of sight, out of sight
don’t LOOK
(At at at at me)
DON‘T LOOK AT ME
(At at at at me)
I’M NOT THE SAME
(At at at at me)
MY WINGS, DONT LOOK
(At at at at me)
I DON‘T BELONG
(At at at at me)
MY WINGS CUT OFF

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cyanide

bloodstain

god cvmplex (out on spotify etc)

Luminara by Psyixel is a dreamy, cinematic post-rock album. Layered guitars, soft piano, warm strings, and ethereal vocals take you from quiet, meditative moments to soaring emotional peaks. an immersive journey beyond the ordinary.

god cvmplex (out on spotify etc)

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