music / kian
vocals / GUMI

[lyrics]
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So
Please appeal

BEDEVIL

haikei kodoku no shonpetto zaakin mamire namagomi no uzumoreteku hehe

拝啓/Dear/Haikei - PEPOYO【INSTRUMENTAL】

Mycomanic - Original Song feat Kevin Synth V

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youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5ihzL02t34

【ASTERIAN】autopsy xii 【SynthV original song】

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youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-g-IG8XqeAc

【JUN】medicine valentine 【SynthV original song】

“I don’t like to look out of the windows even—there are so many of those creeping women, and they creep so fast.
I wonder if they all come out of that wallpaper, as I did?”
~ "The Yellow Wallpaper" by Charlotte Perkins Gilman

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surprise, surprise! this is once again NOT one of the songs i've previously teased/alluded to uploading before... instead, as you might know, this was a school project of mine. this song is based off of a short story titled "The Yellow Wallpaper" - it's such an interesting read, and i loved studying it!

if the lyrics seem nonsensical, though, that's because it takes a lot of context from the story XD

(ALSO, IF YOU'RE COMING HERE FROM MY CLASS.... ERM. HI. PLEASE DON'T DOXX ME THANK YOU AHAHA /LH /GEN)

i hope you enjoy the listen! hopefully i'll be able to upload some of my older compositions soon. keep an eye out in the future!

all assets of this video were drawn by me! same goes for the music and the tuning :3 no stealing, pls!!
edited using capcut

goodbye for now ~ ♡

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LINKS:
↳ Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1RJ4qBMxK1jTXrcnowO2l60A18wWHiKK8ABbxNYexIIY/edit?usp=sharing
↳ Youtube: https://youtu.be/fGw6FQju7Xo?si=yJUZL78akNyjRHMa
↳ Instrumental: (BPM - 210) https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1bkGPf3ee0yqj0A-lzj2xVExGc96TtD8B?usp=sharing

【Gumi Eng】NEURASTHENIA【VOCALOID Original Song】

trying to see if sc will auto-detect *everything* i post as copyrighted or if there's actually something up with the songs i'm trying to post

edit: well what the heck!!!!!!!!'

edit2: ok we're all good i'm leaving this up tho

just testing something real quick

I teased this on twitter and people seemed to like it, so I made the full thing!! It sounds so good imo.


There will be more to come later this month so uhhhhhhhhhhh be prepared?


Song: Entomologists by Ghost ft. Hatsune Miku

GHOST - Entomologists (Poku Bootleg)

There's a quote from Greil Marcus that really hits the nail on the head with how I feel about the original version of this song and its reception but I'm not going to be a cynical little bastard and put it in here (but I will be an annoying little bastard and share this bit without including the quote)

【Gumi Enlgish】 Parasite 【Original Song】

- Lyrics -
I'm who you want me to be, I'll switch to the rhythm and I'll match the melody.
I'm what everybody needs, I'll solve every problem, think positively

Everybody loves what I am, what I do, what I say, it's all like a play and I'm centerstage
It doesn't matter what is right, cause I'm only living life to amuse, entertain all those who (reign)

I feel so incomplete. Counterfeit identity's
Act so i can please. No individuality
Decaying scraps of me make up a catastrophe
I am nobody. Fallen from reality

This isn't what I wanna be, I'm delusional, gullible, just a mindless freak
This is just an act but I can't change now, it's too late to break out

Everybody loves what I am, what I do, what I say, it's all like a play and I'm centerstage
It doesn't matter what is right, cause I'm only living life to amuse, entertain all those who (reign)

I feel so incomplete. Counterfeit identity's
Act so i can please. No individuality
Decaying scraps of me make up a catastrophe
I am nobody. Fallen from reality
(x3)


One, two, fall apart, there's nothing left of my dead heart
four, five, missing time lost inside the production line
One, two, played my part, broken from the very start
four, five, nobody- no one wants the real me

I feel so incomplete. Counterfeit identity's
Act so i can please. No individuality
Decaying scraps of me make up a catastrophe
I am nobody. Fallen from reality

Incomplete, fallen from reality (x4)

Incomplete ft. Meika Mikoto | Vocaloid Original

i am eating bugs ft. PRiNZ, I0LITE, GHOST April Fools

I uhh… I think I took the wrong turn……

Mycomanic - Original Song feat Kevin Synth V

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