First vocaloid song aaaaahs, meet Mega, the protagonist of this song ;;;;;;; (REUPLOAD)

TW: HOSPITAL TRAUMA, DEATH

Stuck here, the world torn apart
Knots are in my throat
They’re watching me 
I’m hearing that fucking -

Seems like there’s nothing for me
Now i have to stay between these walls
Cause of all my own mistakes rotting here

Everyone here lacks some empathy
Filling me, telling me it’s fine
All of this pain i go through
It’s worth it as long as i’m alive!
I just wanna go home and cry
Who cares if i can’t walk or run?
All of this pain i go through…
I deserve it all, it was my fault!

No one makes perfect treatment 
but you are something different
nobody ever listens
I’m not what you all think i am!
Hey!
Why don’t you squeeze my arm?
You’ll think i am just so bad
But it’s inexplicable how you think you’re the good one

Stuck here, decomposing 
It’s like death is quiet
Counting heartbeats
Waiting for it’s final show

Seems like I’m just rotting here
the walls are freezing
I can’t escape from all of this negligence
Covered in smiles

There’s no ending for this nightmare
There’s no point in even trying 
I’m on display, all abandoned 
Needles filled with tranquilizers
Can’t you see me? Do you feel me?
Is it so hard to be decent? 
Keeping me alive from outside
While my insides are dying from pain

No one makes perfect treatment 
but you are something different
nobody ever listens
I’m not what you all think i am!
Hey!
Why don’t you squeeze my arm?
You’ll think i am just so bad
But it’s inexplicable how you think you’re the good one

Are you mad that I’m screaming?
Why don’t you fill me with it?
Nobody ever listens
I DON’T NEED ALL YOUR FUCKING LIES!
Damn, I’m really gonna die!
Why can’t i have my life back?
Fuck! My heart’s gonna kill me!
Seems I’m just gonna rot here…

【Gumi English】The Rotting Patient 【VOCALOID Original Song 】

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