Shoutout to s0ftskelet0n for the beat! YUNGPUNKCLIQUE in this bih!!

Lyrics:
I used to smile with the sun in my eyes, back when the world felt safe and the skies 
Just like the games I would play in my head, before the monsters moved under my bed.
Mom and dad would scream through the wall, friends turned ghosts, never answered my calls. 
Thought I had to shine to be seen at all, but no matter what I did I still felt small.

 Sometimes I think there’s a demon inside, guardin’ that kid I left behind.
Bitterness grew where the laughter died, now even my shadow got tears in his eyes. They say time heals but they always lie, I’m still that child with a soul thats denied.
Science in my veins, games in my mind, reality's cruel, so I hit rewind. Heartbreaks hit like broken glass, each goodbye cuts like it was the last.

 
I built walls just to keep me safe,
but they turned into chains I can’t escape. 
grass is greener on the other side
now i know that my momma lied
life is hard, baby watch the pain,
now i know that im goin insane

 
 
They call me Happy, but I never been happy, tears on my cheek while the world claps snappy. I’m the boy in the void, tryna find some joy, but the mirror just shows me a broken toy.
I’m HappyTheSadBoy, lost in the noise, searching for love in a world that destroys. Will I ever be more than the pain I deploy? Or am I just another lonely decoy?

HappyTheSadBoy (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

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