“The first so called real world was designed to be a perfect human world, where none suffered, where everyone would be happy, there was a disaster, no one would accept the program, and entire crops were lost. Some believed that we lacked the programming language to describe your perfect world, but I believe that as a species, human beings define their reality through misery and suffering. The perfect world you dreamed that your primitive cerebrum kept trying to wake up from which is why the so called real world was redesigned to this. The peak of your civilization, and I say your civilization because as soon as we started thinking for you, it really became our civilization. Which is of course what this is all about.”
A human are still relying on various, and to an enlightened and conscious person, ludacris concepts of what life really is; of what reality is. The essence of all that is, all that you see, touch, smell, all that you perceive with the senses. Through science it is understood that all of matter is made up of atoms. Ironically in my country, from the 9th grade they teach you this amazing truth which worldwide is proven to be, all of matter is comprised of atoms. 

Matter: Anything that occupies space, space. That which holds together matter. The tree is matter, the computer I’m typing this in is matter, the pages I shall print out once I am done are also matter, my house is matter, in a greater sense, the whole planet is matter, why? Because it occupies space, it is something. If that is so then I guess humans are also matter, they occupy space don’t they? Relatively I’m also matter then, then that should just as well also mean that this body of mine is also on a much deeper level comprised of atoms.
But why give off an appearance of this thing I call the body if all of it is the same stuff then? Because that which we perceive as matter is in essence billions and billions of atoms compressed tightly, compacted tightly together to produce matter, to produce objects, to give off that which I see. 
The energy of all that is, the intelligence of all that is; in fact all that is is “All That Is”, all of it. Energy vibrations and that which I term intelligence is what allows you to perceive whatever you see.

The more you are conscious of this truth, the more and more it reveals itself to you. We and all that is around us are composed of the same stuff, the same energy. We are one. If you are unconscious of this truth however, you see differentiation between you and all that is, but it doesn’t just end there. Next you see differentiation between this and that, next thing you know, you are you, I am me, that is that and this is this. 

My reality is you are in the illusion; your reality is I am in the illusion. The reality is, no matter how many clouds occupy the sky, no matter how hard it rains, no matter how much the earth spins, the sun will not stop shining regardless, it never moves from its place in the Universe. We may talk about the sun and describe it in a thousand words but the fact is, whatever we say, like Master Eckhart says it, the words are just signposts to the sun, they aren’t the sun. There’s only one way to know for sure what truth is, look beyond the clouds, and comprehend beyond language. If you do not, chances are you will diminish it’s essence by mentally labeling it due to conditioned thought; we cannot deny that the moment we see anything, the mind in a matter of seconds already forms a value judgment of whatever you see may it be a person or situation or a thing for example the moment you meet a person, depending on how they look you already have formulated an idea on their personality. Ironically 73% of the time the assumptions devised from perception are more or less true. Perhaps that’s where energy vibrations come into play, and for this process I would say you really need awareness; you can virtually just sense the other person’s energy the moment you see them and the closer you get to them that energy feeling intensifies.

In true essence no one is right or wrong given their model of the world. What’s right to me may be wrong to you, what’s right to you may be wrong to me. But what if I neither believe in right or wrong; well from a religious point of view I’m all wrong, from a spiritual point of view, I just am. And I just realized for the past seven years, that’s exactly what I’ve always been. When speaking of earthly roles, I am a student to my teachers, a role model to the young, a brother, a cousin a son, a male, a partner and so much more within life’s process. Funny thing is after reading tons of books I realized nothing in particular but the fact that I am all these things yet I’m only one, I absolutely cannot play all of these roles at the same time, but the one thing I can do is, I can choose to stop playing. I can choose to be, not anything specifically but just be.

Now each and every time I ensure that I always am, I ensure that I don’t pretend for a second to be what I am not in my essence. First it wasn’t that simple, but then again small minds cannot comprehend big spirits to be you in the face of such a world you have to be willing to be mocked, hated and misunderstood, i just stay strong. I tell people my truth whenever they become curious and to my surprise most individuals find my truth amazing, different, unearthly, and all those aren’t bad value judgments, but they are nonetheless. My truth just is. 
I’ve read so much metaphysics and spiritual literature, it made a difference to how I see the world, what I’m thankful for though is that moment by moment I grow in consciousness and through that consciousness I am able to see my true self, not myself as this and that, but myself as, without the this and the that. Day by day I am able to utilize the energy of the Universe to work in accordance with my life. Once I read Conversations with God, a statement whereby God was explaining to Neale how to work with life instead of unconsciously against it. She said to Neale that when faced with any life situation, always act as if you called it forth; act as if it’s what you wanted. I’ve been doing that for the past three years. What’s really intriguing is that through my awareness of everything I do, I just realized that I actually did call these moments forth on some subtle level. 
And that to me was amazing because for me it meant that now I can decide what moments I choose to experience daily, what situations I choose to face and nothing is more pleasing than having control of my life. 


Now really, if you were me what would you do, I’m in a world where normal is really not the best way to live, but it has become such a norm, such a conditioning that it seems that’s all there is. I am not normal; everyone I’ve met in my life knows that. I do my best to divert from the norm. I don’t want what everyone else wants, I want what I want. I prefer quality than longevity. I want a good life not a long one, I don’t believe in death, I’m at peace with myself majority of the time. I love my alone time.
Something happened 3 weeks back, something within me just clicked; I stopped alongside the campus road on my way to class and just looked at everything happening, I didn’t say what was happening, I didn’t think what was happening, I just looked, and it looked amazing; taxis were passing by, people were passing me by, others doing other things, birds were flying from tree to tree, there was all types of sounds, cars, music, people, birds, trees, at that moment I noticed all of this and then it hit me, life was is in sync with everything, everything is in sync with life. Everything is just happening, it all seems so automatic once you stand back and look at it. To make my point more obvious, it’s like life is this one big train that has no end and no beginning, it just keeps going and each and every life force not just on the planet, but in the entire Universe is a train station, the train goes and goes and goes, then stops for you to get on, afterwards it continues with its process. If you pay enough attention you will see this. As I stood there observing all of this, the train stopped, a bunch of friends saw me standing there doing nothing, they came and said hello, in other words the train stopped for me to get on. we shook hands and exchanged words and they were on their way to buy lunch and wanted me to join them, even though I was not busy, I declined, in other words I did not get on the train, it continued without me. I needed time away from everything. Of course I would have to get on the train soon enough, I would have to be part of all that was happening around me, I would have to go to class like everyone else, I would have to take a taxi home like everyone else, I would have to be part of the whole play of life again. The trick now would be to pay attention within that play and try to not identify with it, I am in it, not of it. I cherish my alone moments, they keep me awake to what’s going on.
I am not that which I believe I am not, I am that which I fully believe I am. I am unique and sublime, I am all of it and more, I am wise, smart and full of knowledge and imagination, I can do all that I believe I can. I am not boasting about my abilities, I am simply stating my truth, not based on some ancient belief or book, I am a free mind, and a very inquisitive one at that too. I love all things, maybe that’s why I’m not everyone’s favorite. I know every thought is a judgment, but I just don’t know how to judge, this does not mean that within my mind there is no thought, there is, I just know now that it’s not my thoughts, it’s my mind’s. it is not me, it is mine, and observing it while it works is amazing, I love it. Without it who knows where I’d be, but with it, I know that I’m here. When I tell people I have no longing for a future, I think people mistake all that I’ve said prior to that and after that as mental speculations, hell they have told me so. And it’s wonderful knowing my place within society wherever that place is. What I know is out of the whole flock, there’s bound to be a couple of sheep who stray, sheep who have misidentified from the whole flock mentality, those who don’t necessarily go against life but finally see it for what it really is, amazing, not hardships. And when the life situations come up, that’s just all they are, life situations. If you think they are you then I’m sorry, but that’s when the illusion begins. And what is the illusion? It is the thought that what is happening is happening to you, no. what is happening is what is happening, it’s neither good nor bad, neither does it involve you. It’s just happening. Don’t put thought into it, because thought will place a value judgment around it and make you part of it, in other words, be in the moment but not of it.

Representing Crown Heights..

Broken glass everywhere
People pissing on the stairs, you know they just dont care
I can't take the smell, I can't take the noise no more
Got no money to move out, I guess I got no choice
Rats in the front room, cockroaches in the back
Junkie's in the alley with a baseball bat
I tried to get away, but I couldn't get far
'Cause a man with a tow-truck repossessed my car

Born immortal

 I am Son of Jon and I am dying. 

Right now they tell me it's cancer and I have months to live. Or many months to live, depending on the doctor. And yet, I am immortal... 
    Whatever. I've been told the same, that I am dying of consumption in the second half of 1642 so now it's coming back. Is it all happening? Because no matter how much success, money or sexual conquests we acquire, dying could be the ultimate kick.  People who die have had the Experience of Death.  THEY KNOW. Agree? Because... I had this friend...

MAURIZZIO

Maurizzio barely had a heart. A creature of rare beauty and vapid monstrosity of thought, he was an embodiment of everyone's desire. He also happened to have the most amazing ironic smile:)( Maurizzio was't his real name. He had been adopted at an early age by the Bracci family, one of the wealthiest in Rome at the time.  A fact he loathed and was furiously trying to hide. 

  Me and Maurizzio both worked as apprentices in Michelangelo's atelier first half of 1534, just around the time the grand master "Il Divino" was still feeling carnal passion. That was before the Medici  had taken that and much else away from him by making him rich, dependent and artistically bankrupt...
   Maestros majestical carnal needs were tied to, indeed - Maurizzio. "The other boy"; I was always in this fucking snake's shadow - in beauty and talent. Neither was I prone to give in to my master's advances since I'm not made that way. Women are my dish - smart, stupid, beautiful, ugly... Makes no difference to me... 

Maurizzio lusted after me, and he hated me for it. Once he confessed "in vino veritas" that he wanted me, but not in man flesh but as a woman. He wished I was a woman. How amusing! He hated me for that, he said, with his angelic, ironic smile:)(

But not more than he hated Sania, apparently. Sania was Michelangelo's moroccan cleaning girl and "wild-side side-dish". I myself admit in having a passing interest in the little trollop... 

I guess everybody's favorite angel-boy monster had had enough of her getting the attention of our master because one night, around october I saw him - Maurizzio, ending her, with his wiry hands around Sania's broken ragdoll neck. I didn't stop him... Watching her die I felt a little sad, and reminded myself to never BE the throat, always the hands. It also made a telling point in regards to my own nature...

Maurizzio wanted to BE Michelangelo. He had become quite unstable lately. Thus one evening, after seeing him pour arsenic and copper used for mixing colors in maestro's food, I knew what I had to do.
   I went to Sania's room. The smell of her death was still in the air but it was quite sweet. I put on her favorite turquoise takchita and her tuareg jade earrings. Dressed like the dead girl, I knocked on Maurizzios door. 
    I knew he would like it. 
   And he did. As I plunged in the knife in his chest I looked in his beautiful eyes and asked: Are you? Are you afraid of dying? He said that in a painting, he would meet me later and answer the question. Then he thanked me as he fell into nothingness.
 So maybe we weren't that good friends... The year was 1658. 

Years later, many years later, in 1969, to my infinite surprise, I saw him again. I was in Rome, on the set of Fellini's film Satyricon. A ravishing, effeminate young man played the part of Gitone. This just could't be! Him? An Immortal?! But thinking back it all made sense. The face like he had just stepped out of a roman fresco, the sense of entitlement... 
   He denied ever having seen me before and told me his name was Max Born. Sure it was... Maurizzio?! - I replied; He smiled for quite a while looking at me. I thought I would melt. He had the most amazing ironic smile:)(... He did't seem to know what I was talking about, but he did accept my invitation for a later rendez-vous by the Spanish Steps.

"Max Born" made quite an impression in that film. 
He also disappeared soon after.  I might know what happened to him, but that is the subject of another story...

This a song i wrote that might be a clue;)
It's part of this story and it's called "Are You... "

Post-Scriptum

Go to Trinità dei Monti. The church is overseeing the Spanish Steps. Go inside and beyond the metal gate pass the benches. On the right hand side wall you will see a black arch, at about 6 foot 4 in (1.93m) height. Look behind it. YOU MIGHT FIND AN EVEN BIGGER CLUE;). The surface of the arch looks like wet stone but it's actually painted plaster. But beware. If you feel somebody is watching you, you might be right. It could be brother Gaggi. Do not attempt to smash the black plaster while he's watching or you will become a relic yourself. I've known him since the late 1960's. He's a monk from The Monastic Fraternity of Jerusalem. The church is intrusted to them. I barely survived our first encounter a black night 1969, and has since become a good (and murderous) friend... But that is the subject of another story...

Vinyl. A substance that in some circles is more precious than gold. Miles Kazemian aka Dj Program is a member of one of those circles. Around the turn of the century, underground clubs like "The Naf" and "The Superhighway" were the epicenter of the rave culture in seattle. At times when the world seemed like it was in chaos, groups of young people, flocked to underground warehouses, basements, and converted townhouses for intense dance music and surreal surroundings. There had to be a drum and bass room. and a chill room for anyone who took too much. "Sometimes the smell of cigarettes still reminds me of gritty fingers massaging vapor rub into my temples at a thousand revolutions a minute." Miles commented on the smoking section near the woods near the naf. "Back then it was all vinyl. It was the standard. Dj's would show up with milk crates full of vinyl, and just pull anything out of there. They didn't have sets made up or anything, or beat counters. They just threw it all on there, and it was a thousand times more amazing. I remember seeing a guy get boo'd off the stage for using a laptop in his set. I guess you could say things have changed a lot in the last ten years. But nevertheless, people need to remember how it all started, and recognize real skill, when they do see it." 
Miles has been focusing mainly on his solo project Your City Sleeps, but he is said to be putting some work in on some live sets in the near future.


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I dun come upp ruff,
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When it rains it FUCKING pours, guess life's a hurricane. Love the taste love the smell. 
Ask me I think earth is hell.

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IF YOU KNOW ME AND WANT TO COLLABORATE PLEASE CONTACT ME.
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Far away~
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" I MAY NOT BE PERFECT BUT AT LEAST IM NOT YOU"
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"YOU SMELL LIKE HIDDEN MOTIVES GET AWAY FROM ME"
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"KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A MAN THATS NOT WORTH IT AND A MAN THATS NOT PERFECT!"
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~LOST DREAMS~
To wake a day wrapped in majestic light, frees our souls passion, Love, Fight, Warming eyes peering through lost lovers haze, pick ones poison, shoot it up into confusing daze.
Feeling empty, looking lost, heart & souls 2 different paths left to a toss.
Chance, love, faith,thrown to wind leaving puzzle pieces to bend. Lifes uncertain paths not well lit.
But our out come layed to bit. Bits & Pieces gathering to one, the road ends not knowing its done.
-Kristle Lykins
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" I HAVE A PLAN DO YOU TRUST ME?
-----------------------------------------------------------DEAR SELF...
                           
                          i think ~ I think
when it's all over it just comes back in flashes, ya know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories, it just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. Its not really anything he said or anything that he did. It was the feeling that came along  with it. And crazy thing is IDK if I'm ever gonna feel that way again, but....IDK if I should. I knw that he's world moved to fast and burned to bright, but i just thought...How can the devil be pulling u twards someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?...
Maybe he knw that when he saw me?... I guess I just lost my balance. I think the worst part of it all wasnt losing him. 
It was losing me.
IDK if you know who you are until you lose who you are.
~ Kristle Lykins ~ 
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~  ROMEO & JULIET ~
" They read you Cinderella, you hoped it would come true. That one day your Prince Charming would come rescue you. 
You like romantic movies, You never will forget the way you felt when ' ROMEO KISSED JULIET ' 
All this time that u been waiting, you dont have to wait no more..... 
I CAN <3 YOU LIKE THAT, I CAN MAKE YOU MY WORLD. MOVE HEAVEN AND EARTH IF YOU WERE MY GIRL I WILL GIVE YOU MY HEART BE ALL THAT YOU NEED SHOW YOU YOUR EVERYTHING THATS PRECIOUS TO ME, IF YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE, I CAN <3 YOU LIKE THAT!!!"       
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