SaDNess Being)... I TrY so HarD To FinD HaPpiNess ArouNd And in Me, BuT itss So HaRd EaCh TiMe It OccuRs Or I FiNd it, A FeW MoMents Later Its TaKen AwaY. I've Had So Much SaDNess ThaT i've EvEn Thought I'd LosT it all.I CrY and Hold MySelf To sleep SoMeTiMes. I wanna Go HoMe to The SpiRit in The Sky Now, but SoMethiNg/SoMeOne is KeepiNg Me/Giving Me StreNgth to StaY.I Love My FaMily & FrieNds To Death. SoMetiMes I Give so Much of Me, That I feel No ReTurN FroM OtheRs. I hold the HurT Inside And Put On a Mask In Public, But TaKe It Off for Friends I CoNfiDe In. I HaVe So Much To CrY aBout BuT If i Try to Let it Out, I'M Afraid I wont be Able to Stop.!!!! ( :

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