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Old songs by Odetari

featuring @luvwillow
produced by @imxofilo

@imxofilo
look me in the eyes and tell me everythings ok
tell me that u love me, idc if its all fake
cuz i be at my lowest, i cant handle all this pain
yea it will never ever ever ever feel the same
(x2)

@luvwillow
tell me that u love me
ur love is sweet like honey
girl i think its kinda funny when u try to touch me
ur so toxic im in love
my hearts flying like a dove
do you see that when i cry?
thats how i know ur all mine
cut ur name into my arms
do u wanna see my scars?
baby i'd do anything
cuz baby ur my everything
shoot me in the heart girl
u know that ur my world
in the backseat of your car
i think were goin' way too far
shoot me in the heart girl
u know that ur my world
in the backseat of your car
i think were goin' way too far
look me in the eyes and tell me everythings ok
tell me that u love me, even if its fake

@imxofilo
im so lost in the dark
there is no light
tell me that u love me idc if its a lie
cuz ur the only thing thats keeping me alive
and if ur not here with me, i think i might just die
i wanna disappear but idk what to do
i dont feel alive
the only thing i want is u
ur like a drug to me
i love u endlessly
i might be ending me
it might be recklessly
i feel like i have nobody to go to
everyday i come home crying here to u
darling dont leave me
hold me in ur arms
tell me ur here for me pls dont break my heart

even if it's fake +luvwillow (xofilo)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4PP4eE96y8fTQp6bk1r8hK?si=395dcfbc21024aef

mixed and mastered by me
produced by pröz
cover art by instagram.com/prodkurchev/

tell me why im such a reject
mixed these drugs, felt like a dj
got more money, life aint easier
this shit's tough i cant believe it
life is tough so i hit my plug up
pull up to the party, end up fucked up
got some molly, bitch im swagged out
popping so much till i pass out

never lone, im with my thoughts
pop a perc, now time goes slow
check my dm, so much hoes
got no time im posted up
test my money, shit's no joke
popping bottles all night long
blurry vision and some coke
consume all dont give a fuck

reject (pröz)

@asteria

https://instagram.com/kets4eki
https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath

cover art by https://instagram.com/hkk.neighborhood/
produced by https://instagram.com/isthatwasty/

go_hard +asteria (wasty)

(blood pup)

(I love you d3r)

When you ain't around I get stuck inside my head
It got me tweakin' out, as if I'm off my fuckin' meds
Ha, I'm so crazy, I make up these delusions
Just don't know how I do it, that shit is so intrusive

I'm so delusional
I-I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional
So-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful
Say it's beautiful
Some-Some
Some say it's beautiful
Ay-ay-ay
Say it's beautiful
I'm so delusional
I-I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional
So-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful
Say it's beautiful
Some-Some
Some say it's beautiful
Ay-ay-ay
Say it's beautiful

I'm obsessed though, I just want you
You keep me stable bae, I barely deserve you
I'm depressed, and suppressed
I've been tweakin' from the stress
I've been barely eating, bouta' get cardiac arrest
I can't think, I can't think, I can't think, no
What is wrong with me, I'm sorry I've been off
There's all these thoughts flooding my head
Telling me I should be dead
So I turn to substances to feel normal once again
(Cause)

I'm so delusional
I-I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional
So-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful
Say it's beautiful
Some-Some
Some say it's beautiful
Ay-ay-ay
Say it's beautiful
I'm so delusional
I-I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional
So-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful
Say it's beautiful
Some-Some
Some say it's beautiful
Ay-ay-ay
Say it's beautiful

im so delusional (blood pup)

https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath
https://instagram.com/kets4eki

Artwork by Hikikomori Neighbourhood:
https://instagram.com/hkk.neighbourhood

ULTRA INSTINCT (feat. kets4eki)

https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath
https://instagram.com/odetari

Artwork by Hikikomori Neighborhood:
https://instagram.com/hkk.neighborhood

TELL ME LIES (feat. Odetari)

https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath
https://instagram.com/kets4eki

Artwork by Hikikomori Neighborhood:
https://instagram.com/hkk.neighbourhood

DON'T UNDERSTAND IT (feat. kets4eki)

i just wanna be free (wasty)

MONSTER

Aye, I'm tired of all the attention
I used to think that it would make me all these best friends
The only thing that I crave is affection
But I cant seek that in anyone, because they're all fake
They wanna use me, would you abuse me?
I think I'm pretty loveable why don't you love me
I wish I could go back, past tense
I really wish I had all my past friends
I miss when things were simple before
Cause money and fame, it don't matter anymore
You know I've made mistakes, but I swear I've changed
I was just a kid with an undeveloped brain
I'd never hurt anyone for personal gain
So when it happens to me it drives me insane

Ah, why these people hate me
The feeling ain't mutual, yeah you can't make me
I can tell you just got problems at home, and they just leave you alone
I feel bad for you, cause you're an innocent soul
You know its okay to cry, we all wanna die
Deep down inside, even though you might lie
I ain't better than you, you ain't better than me
We're only human, all struggling

Aye, I'm tired of all the attention
I used to think that it would make me all these best friends
The only thing that I crave is affection
But I cant seek that in anyone, because they're all fake
They wanna use me, would you abuse me?
I think I'm pretty loveable why don't you love me

past tense

https://genius.com/Odetari-19-lyrics

https://youtu.be/DHYuzcpGDrM?si=EY-yvisgsjKqxOaC

19 - Odetari (Ft B1Savvy)

Released November 13 , 2018 
Music Video:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1FxjXtXSJE
[Intro]
Mm

[Chorus]
Gotta keep goin'
Ain't no time for sleep (Sleep, uh, sleep, uh, sleep, uh, sleep)
Diamonds are glowin'
Live and rich, don't eat (Ha, yeah, ha, woah)

[Verse 1]
Yeah (Ayy), she look like sorry
I'ma have to freak it (Woo)
(Drive) Drive it all, get up 'cause she know the reason
She lie my whole life, keep the choice beneath, uh
Thank the ho that her ass make 'em Freely's, uh

[Verse 2]
And nobody [?] make me too uncomfortable
I'm tryna live my life [?] (Yeah, yeah)
That's why I couldn't love your daughter how you wanted to
But I'm not coughing any bitch, unless it's sudden clues (Yeah, woo)
Words back and forth with you
The memories, man, it's always blue (Blue)
Apologize, apologize, I feel I'm annoyin' you (You)
I never miss it, yuh, I do look back though
I see your picture (Picture), yeah, I get them flash strokes

[Chorus]
Gotta keep goin'
Ain't no time for sleep (Sleep, uh, sleep, uh, sleep, uh, sleep, uh, sleep)
Diamonds are glowin'
Live and rich, don't eat (Stop, stop, uh, ayy)

[Verse 3]
She told me, "Get yo' shit together" (Get together)
"'Cause if you don't, then I'ma leave yo' ass forever" (Huh, yeah)
(I looked at her) I had to turn that bitch, whatever
Yeah, I done this once before, not putting up with no better, uh
Yeah, because if my bitch ain't not lookin' fresh from death to hell, uh
I don't even want her, she don't look like Kelsey Kelz (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Catch me rockin' black-on-black with passers made of silk, uh (Yeah)
Suck her titties like a jar, I'm dyin', need some milk, uh (Yeah)

[Chorus]
Gotta keep goin'
Ain't no time for sleep (Sleep, uh, sleep, uh, sleep, uh, sleep, yeah, what?)
Diamonds are glowin' (Yeah)
Live and rich, don't eat (Stop, ayy, what? Ayy, chill, woo)

Odetari - Kelsey Kelz (FULL)

Kelsey Kelz

Gehenna - Odetari (Unreleased Snippet)

Gehenna

‼️ THIS ISN'T FROM VEXEN. THIS WAS RELEASED EXCLUSIVELY ON SOUNDCLOUD WHEN ODETARI WAS KNOWN AS "TJ AHMAD" OR "AWDI" BACK IN 2012-2016. RECOVERED BY ME. Read under the lyrics for the timeline of Odetari's name. Released: May 22, 2015 ‼️
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Lyrics:
Yeah, uh

Ask how I see the world, how I envision it ('Vision)
Rap takin' over and I'm finna get to Platimus (Bop)
Third eye been open ever since the age of six
Asked my mama, I was talkin' to my dead relatives (Nope)
No idea who he is, but he was sittin' on my bed (Fuck)
All while Baldhead told me, "Don't be scared of shit"
Pointed to a picture of my grandfather who was dead
Told my mama, "That was him," and shit, we never even met (Woo)
Crazy, now I'm talkin' to the demons 'hind the shower curtains
In the night I see the eyes from the kraken model lookin'
Knew who it was, told her, "Come out in this, state your purpose" (Yeah)
It was Satan, told me, "Long as he's around, that god is worthless"
Told him, "Fuck you," now I'm cursed and forever hurtin' (Ha)
I keep a blunt around me now 'cause these demons don't play around (Yeah)
They infest my head shit, I'm damn really possessed
These bags under my eyes are from them not letting me rest
It ain't no damn game playin' tricks on your brain
You know how it feel to be fucking insane
I speak about drownin' my family in blood (Blood)
I hate this shit, man, this shit isn't fun (Fun)
If it weren't for this music, I swear, I'd be done
I can't wait to move out, my cope is these busts (Bust)
My family don't get it, it ain't just a drug
I was raised by the devil, finding God gon' be tough
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NAME TIMELINE:
"TJ Ahmad" is from 2012-2016
"TJ Ahmad" and "AWDI" simultaneously is from 2016
"Odetari" (initially) is from 2017-2020
"Vexen" is from early 2021-late 2021
"Odetari" (second time) is from 2022-present

TJ Ahmad/Odetari - ON SOME EVIL SHIT

BLOOD (Vil x Odetari)

Working with @aspen-marley

Also a Music producer On AspenMarley Song called LOST DATA

RECORD LABEL CALLED OdetariDXE Records

Gehenna

☆OdetariDXE☆