burden

something different

bloodredbattlesuit

temporary death

You can watch the visualizer for this song on YT: https://youtu.be/NJIKZmb7rKg

Lyrics:

I'm all alone,
On a shelf.
In a room, 
By myself.
Inanimate,
Lifeless shell,
Breathing in.
I'm alive, but
At what cost?
Living void
Of what I lost.

I'm alive, but
At what cost?
Living void
Of what I lost.

I'm alive, but
At what cost?
Living void
Of what I lost.



alive (but at what cost)

You can watch the visualizer for this track here: https://youtu.be/Rr7Rfoet640

Track Art: https://inkblotapp.page.link/XfHr

Lyrics:

Come here,
It's time to take your
Human pills.
Come rest your
Strength and spirit,
I know you will.
Don't try to fight the swallow.
Take it in.
I'll check on you tomorrow, see you then.

Come here,
It's time to take your
Human pills.
Come rest your
Strength and spirit,
I know you will.
Don't try to fight the swallow.
Take it in.
I'll check on you tomorrow, see you then.



human pills

I animated a visulizer for this track, and you can watch it here: https://youtu.be/PuuUb6i49kw

Lyrics:

I'd love to be a guinea pig,
Eat all day till I am big,
Squeal until you hold me tight.

I'd roll around the barn at night,
Kick and scratch and scream and fight,
Until you walk just my way.

You hold me in your big strong hands,
Zooming off to neverland,
Stick me with the needles, then you
Tear me limb from limb!

Am I created to be used,
Manipulated and abused?
Throw me behind iron bars.

I could run away from here,
But I'm paralyzed by fear.
I wouldn't get very far.

You hold me in your big strong hands,
Zooming off to neverland,
Stick me with the needles, then you
Tear me limb from limb!



guinea pig

You can watch the visualizer for this song here: https://youtu.be/NJIKZmb7rKg

Lyrics:

There's a black dog,
He's sitting down for me.
And, when the telephone goes off,

He's sitting by the phone, 
He tells me to come near.
And I'm scared,
Alone.

You can't tell me what I feel, I'm
Sitting.
They say I'm brave, but,
I know better than that.

Church pews,
Glass shards,
I'm folding inside.
What are
the odds
that you survived?

Church pews,
Glass shards,
I'm folding inside. (I know better than that.)
What are
the odds
that you survived? (I know better than that.)

I can feel you on the otherside,
Switch my place so you may come alive.
I can feel you on the otherside.



black dog

mad world [cover] [live recording]

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7ho2n9qo0emH81dewCt4Ll?si=oq38iXrlQr-7MdiGa_D-KQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7ho2n9qo0emH81dewCt4Ll

YouTube: https://youtube.com/@decoyheart?si=DE6AiMun6-sZtBRh

Lyrics:

I've got some wormwood up my sleeve
A little bitter for relief
The lover, traitor, sell me out
Your crater in a plain of doubt

Fear not the monster in your bed
She killed the demons in your head
I've grown so tired of this grave
I hope She eats the heart I gave

You're not alone, you're not alone, baby
You're not alone, you're not alone, baby
We've all got hurt growing out our mouths
You're not alone, you're not alone, baby
You're not alone, you're not alone, baby

I've gotta hold my own sometimes
Not afraid to stand up and fight
Chained, pushed around, I stand my ground
Cloaked in the sound of silent night

I've gotta hold my own sometimes
Not afraid to stand up and fight
Chained, pushed around, I stand my ground
Cloaked in the sound of silent night


cicada, cicada

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7ho2n9qo0emH81dewCt4Ll?si=sLbi2OMlSIKVsPO1ap7eWg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7ho2n9qo0emH81dewCt4Ll

YouTube: https://youtube.com/@decoyheart?si=olJmE8CRCH6OIm9g

Lyrics:

I'm outta time
Get that hard line out of my head
A dead parrot
I couldn't repeat it if I tried 
Stuck in a hole
Of someone else's body
I grapple with the years gone by
Could you rip me out of my mind?

We're going in circles
Circles, circles, circles, circles
Come feed the bees
Out of your hand
Don't let a stinger land
Somewhere you can't heal

Ooh, child
Ooh, child

Ooh, child
Ooh, child


bee charmer

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7ho2n9qo0emH81dewCt4Ll?si=ecqV40fJRjKyJFd5qS5ZQQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7ho2n9qo0emH81dewCt4Ll

YouTube: https://youtube.com/@decoyheart?si=B98xPD6cae4y2UTC

Lyrics:

My freedom
A bad dream for you

Possess you
Under the new moon

My Pluto
A cypress in bloom

Disaster
Her face in threefold

An honest
Truth, gone untold


pluto

[This song is dedicated to Marsha P. Johnson]

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7ho2n9qo0emH81dewCt4Ll?si=gai0fiJ_R4u7pFXWvA2CZg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7ho2n9qo0emH81dewCt4Ll

YouTube: https://youtube.com/@decoyheart?si=aWBZtUhM8kGHm_Yf

Lyrics:

Just let me be

You want to know who I am?

Pay it no mind

Pay it no mind


Just let me be

You want to know who I am?

Pay it no mind

Pay it no mind


Just let me be

You want to know who I am?

Pay it no mind

Pay it no mind


Just let me be

You want to know who I am?

Pay it no mind

Pay it no mind



I am

gilded lily [cover]

a shadow of who we were [Full EP]: https://open.spotify.com/album/39yHdbC7dZSbKCtuKWy30f?si=VnEDScmHRaq1QnkCfM2-sA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A39yHdbC7dZSbKCtuKWy30f
~~~ 

Lyrics: 

My crossroad ghost
You're still the
Moon in my sky
Hand on the Earth
You're still the
Moon in my sky 

My crossroad ghost
You're still the
Moon in my sky
Hand on the Earth
You're still the
Moon in my sky

3 am smoke break

a shadow of who we were [Full EP]: https://open.spotify.com/album/39yHdbC7dZSbKCtuKWy30f?si=VnEDScmHRaq1QnkCfM2-sA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A39yHdbC7dZSbKCtuKWy30f
~~~ 

Lyrics: 

Sir knight
Should I be ashamed?
Seal a wound
Only through 

My tower has
Not been the same
Without you
Rose to bloom
Around me 

I've got
I've got some trouble
Trouble trouble trouble  

I've got
I've got some trouble
Trouble trouble trouble 

I've got
I've got some trouble
Trouble trouble trouble 

I've got
I've got some trouble
Trouble trouble trouble 

I lean over
Looking at the soul I
Dropped below
Dropped below 

I lean over
Looking at the soul I
Dropped below
Dropped below 

I've got
I've got some trouble
Trouble trouble trouble 

I've got
I've got some trouble
Trouble trouble trouble 

I've got
I've got some trouble
Trouble trouble trouble 

I've got
I've got some trouble
Trouble trouble trouble

vulnerable mention

a shadow of who we were [Full EP]: https://open.spotify.com/album/39yHdbC7dZSbKCtuKWy30f?si=VnEDScmHRaq1QnkCfM2-sA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A39yHdbC7dZSbKCtuKWy30f 

~~~ 

Lyrics: 

Painted faces
And puffed up cigarettes
Whisper to me alone
The people ask me 

Who are you?
Who are you undivided?
Who are you
Without stone walls 
To hide in? 

Who are you?
Who are you undivided?
Who are you
Without stone walls 
To hide in? 

Cave of ignorance and night
Would I step into sunlight?
My ghost stalks the other life
Take back all that once was mine
In death my chains are broken
Relive all that's forgotten 
Rebirth rises with the sun
This is my resurrection 

Who are you?
Who are you undivided?
Who are you
Without stone walls 
To hide in? 

Who are you?
Who are you undivided?
Who are you
Without stone walls 
To hide in?

who are you

a shadow of who we were [Full EP]: https://open.spotify.com/album/39yHdbC7dZSbKCtuKWy30f?si=VnEDScmHRaq1QnkCfM2-sA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A39yHdbC7dZSbKCtuKWy30f 

~~~ 

Lyrics: 

Delve inside
There's bugs behind your eyes
Eating the love you left behind 

I don't care
Where you are
Come back down
From that star 

You're feeling under the weather?
Gotta fix for you
I want to make you feel better
Gotta fix for you 

I have tried
But it's never enough
That nail we bore won't come unstuck 

I don't care
Where you are
Come back down
From that star 

You're feeling under the weather?
Gotta fix for you
I want to make you feel better
Gotta fix for you 

You're feeling under the weather?
Gotta fix for you
I want to make you feel better
Gotta fix for you

the fix

There's a handful of songs I really love to play on piano, this is one of them:)

Colorblind by Counting Crows

colorblind [cover] [live recording]

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[26. They/He]

[All track/album art is drawn by me.]

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