Back Of My Shi

prod. sickboi

where are u at
all this time ive been searching for u where did u go
i can hear ur voice echoing off my fuckin walls
getting tired getting tired getting of it all
oh we cant no we cant keep our heads up straight
i know its hard but im asking you to look the other way
cus i dont want u to find out who i rlly am
goddamnnnnn
i was searching for you every single day
but i wasnt looking in the right place

i was looking in ur eyes then i blinked u disappeared
i was looking in the mirror
and i punched the fuckin glass
and i know ur tired of hearing the same shit again
but i cant express how much i feel lost without u here

searching

You Cant Throw Me

i have feelings discontentment

go faster

LosingSignal Freestyle

Do i have the floor

prod. @ash58gotohell
mix by cydia

spark another one im tryna get higher
go head let it all burn set that shit on fire
i can tell that none of this rlly matters to u
so im not gon waste my time tryna put up w u
im fuckin struggling
im rlly struggling
but im still in my bag
im nvr fumbling
im tired of movin on
i do it all the time
the clocks tickin down
like do u hear the chime

like do u hear me
callin out for u baby
i need u more than u need me
and thats ok i can live with that
breakin ur windows with a bat
holding on hopin i can get it back

bitch im rlly tweakin out im tryna make it stop
skatin in margelia sneakers idc if they get chopped
and i mean that truthfully nah idgaf
pourin up all of this codeine oh im getting stuck
this aint rlly how i wanted to live nah
but i got no other option gotta sip bruh

no fumble

take me far away

import

i like this one
self produced

lyrics: 
my head is spinning, i cant stop it
cause whyd you kiss him, im so nauseous

fighting is just part of the process
but i cant undo all of my progress
lying to you just to enjoy myself

speak in tongues dont tell me what you want
your poetry was not enough
you cant undo what you have done to us

ill sit outside on the porch while youre asleep on the couch
you thought that i didnt see that drool dripping from your mouth
youre dreaming bout what we could be right now
right now
right now's not an option

fighting is just part of the process
but i cant undo all of my progress
lying to you just to enjoy myself

part of the process, prod me

irie