i see you falling apart, I hope 
that you hear me calling your heart back home 
when I see the visions of love once known 
I can’t help but fall in your arms once more 
but, the times I saw you in my halcyon 
I need you in my- 1 2 3 4

she telling me I need to talk about it 
I’m not used to that - I think I’ll walk around it
and I hate seeing you just walk around man 
you make me wish I could’ve talked it out   
the things I said but never thought about 
I wanna reconnect, you say I’m not allowed
now my thick affection never talks aloud 
but shit, the things I do to make my father proud 

uh uh, 
everything I do, I see you all around 
and you’re like right in front of me, I sought you out but 
now I lost the words and it’s all falling down  
uh uh, 
I know I ruined what I fought about 
and it’s that self destruction that I bawl about 
but man I really panic when you chalk it out

when you 
when you 
i find it hard to pick my thoughts about 
when you 
when you 
and with this halcyon feeling that i talk about 
when you 
when you 
i still worry bout the darker routes 
and where im ending up if I don’t sort it out 
but then the past still haunts me, with our short amount 

i start feeling funny, I’m knowing that she don’t look at me the same 
baby how do you feel when you hearing that somebody mentioned my name?  
cuz I still get that feeling like I need to see you, it’s some shit I can’t tame
imma let you heal but it’s hard to- uh uh fuck 


can’t fake the feeling when I see you at the door 
cuz last I seen yeah you were heaving at the thought 
I’m always grieving all the feelings that I caused 
but I can’t help but seeming like I’ll leave you on your own 


can’t fake the feeling when I see you at the door 
cuz last I seen yeah you were heaving at the thought 
I’m always grieving all the feelings that I caused 
but I can’t help but seeming like I’ll leave you on your own 
and baby once I did I couldn’t believe what I’d become 
knowing when you see me, you percieve me as 
a fraud
let me hold you tight, ain’t no deceiving anymore 
finally get it right, and I can keep you feeling warm

can’t fake the feeling when I see you at the door 
cuz last I seen yeah you were heaving at the thought 
I’m always grieving all the feelings that I caused 
but I can’t help but seeming like I’ll leave you on your own 
and baby once I did I couldn’t believe what I’d become 
knowing when you see me, you percieve me as 
a fraud
let me hold you tight, ain’t no deceiving anymore 
finally get it right, and I can keep you feeling warm

halcyon (demo)

vytrva